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Headstone

Alvino nearly cries in front of Bianca while listening to the stories Bianca tells about her father. Can't bear to accept such a heart-wrenching reality. Especially when he had to really accept that the father had indeed faced God. Alvino is happy to know everything even though it must be from the mouth of Bianca, her lover who she thinks knows nothing. One side was also disappointed that Bianca covered all of that for months.

“Show where my father's headstone is.” Be ill. Alvino's heart is sick. After years of not meeting the father, after years of searching for his father's whereabouts but today Alvino must find that the father had been to the god many years ago.

“In the city of my birthplace. I can take you there.” Bianca replied guiltily. After what he told Alvino, it certainly hit his heart. But how else is that the reality.

“Show me, you don't need to come.” Datar Alvino. The mist of grief instantly shrouded itself. The world is really testing mentally as he grows up. Prosecuted to adulthood by age, forced to be strong by circumstances and punished by many wounds and disappointments. Is that how Alvino lived as an adult?

“Darling. If you don't want me to come, at least get James to drive him. I don't want anything bad to happen.” Bianca stared at the nilar. Can feel what Alvino feels though not completely.

“I can do it myself.”

Alvino then leaves Bianca's apartment, going to the place where his father's final resting place is. For God's sake Alvino will never forget this day, the toughest day he could never forget in a lifetime. The day he was wrought was bound by a reality that was not easy to understand. Even the tears had broken without being dammed.

While Bianca can only stare at the departure of the father of her future baby who left with feelings and circumstances are not okay. Confused to put himself in, wanting to come along and calm Alvino but one side Bianca understands that Alvino also needs time to be alone. The girl could only stroke her belly which was being inhabited by a little angel. Apologizing for not daring to give news of her pregnancy to Alvino. It's just a matter of time. Bianca just thinks the time is not right. Alvino's been too much trouble, don't add any more. Let the man calm down first. Just hope this is happy news that can at least treat his injuries.

“Even I have not been able to make you happy, meeting you is very rare. Why is our meeting such a meeting?” Alvino was emulating the steering wheel that was driving him above average speed. Can't wait to arrive even though all he's going to visit is a headstone bearing his father's name. I don't know what will happen there, maybe Alvino will be the weakest man in the world. His emotions were completely drained away at the same time.

Arrived already..

Slowly but surely the foot was moved towards the place where Alfian's name was written, Alvino's soul even seemed to have floated before he actually arrived. Moreover, it was even more miserable than the roar of a strong and charismatic man like Alvino. That day really tormented him.

“Papi.” Alvino stared at the headstone bearing the name Alfian Mahendra. Here is a portrait and also the date of birth and death of the father. At that moment also his heart and knees were shaking violently, pouring down on the ground while sobbing bitterly. The heart was slashed, like being stabbed by a dagger from various directions. Instantly Alvino became the weakest man, sobbing. “Sorry.. I'm sorry I met you in this situation. I'm sorry I was never there by your side. Ii'm sorry. I feel very sinful.” Hixes. The crying broke even more. Flowing profusely spilled out everything that made his heart and baths ache. So grim.

And on the other end, a girl who still has grudges stares dislike at the man who is as much as his father's headstone. I thought it was just a crocodile cry. Thought Alvino was just crying as a charade.

“What do you care about my father!” The vengeful soul was still angry. “If you really cared and loved father, you would definitely not stay silent to let us live to suffer. Where have you been all this time. Your tears will never make up for what happened!” Still have not accepted even though his mother has said and made him aware to no longer have a grudge. Chyntia has encouraged Laura to confess who she is to the Lucatu family, especially to Alvino. Chyntia says that Alvino is a good man and will of course accept himself as a younger brother.

Butno. Laura would not easily flinch like that. He doesn't want to lose. The revenge must remain avenged.

“Wait. But he's already here, does he know everything?” Laura was still standing where she stood. Intention would visit the father and complain about what he was going through, but instead he found Alvino was there. Makes him disengage with intention. “Damn it!! Bianca must have unpacked everything!” The hand was clenching strongly. Not accepting the person who supported him would betray him now.

“You destroyed me then you too must be destroyed!!!!!”