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Alvino soon meets Monica, his mother, to apologize for what she has done. Regret has made the woman who loved him so much cry today. Alvino should be able to take a more mature attitude. Although the problem is about his real father, but he is only a child. A child who will never understand what problems his parents go through.

Luckily also Alfian did confession, misunderstanding between them did not need to take a long time. Although not yet found where it is, but the puzzle because of Laura it can be quickly solved.

Arrived at Monica's residence..

“Sorry to disappoint you, Mom. I don't mean to be disrespectful to you and daddy. It's just.” Alvino clasped Monica's gloomy hand on the bed. It even seemed that the woman had just finished crying when she got there.

“Mamy understand.. It's just that Mamy didn't think you could behave like that in front of us. Ataaau.. or indeed Mamy who never taught you about policy when faced with a problem?” Be ill. Monica's heart actually hurt again. In addition to having to reopen the wounds of the past, but that day he was also disappointed by the attitude of his eldest son.

“Don't say that, Mam. It's all my fault. I can't control myself.” Alvino stared at me. The mind between the mother and the child seems to transfer energy to each other that they are not okay now. “You know I miss papi so much and try to find her whereabouts all this time, right? And suddenly there was someone who showed a recording of Papi and his new wife being tortured by daddy and Alex. I'm upset.. I can't control myself after that. I really need an explanation.” Staring again wistfully, deeply sorry to see his mother with a grim face.

“Recorded? what record do you mean?” Monica looked back with a clueless expression. What does it mean to see Alfian and Chintya being tortured by Ken and Alex? How come?

“Now, I even regret seeing that show.”

“Nino.” Monica cupped Alvino's face while looking at him. As a mother she could feel what kind of turmoil hit her son. “It's only natural that when you're angry, Mamy understands how you feel. Although daddy always tries to be the best father for you, but your inner self definitely wants Papi too.” Monica smiled at her sobs who still wanted to cry. The day that had always been painful and did not dare to face Monica finally came too. “Say, what else do you want to know about that past? Mamy will tell you everything so that your heart is not troubled anymore.” Monica stroked Alvino's face gently. Trying to always be in any situation for his son.

“I don't want to hurt you again, I'm so sorry.” Alvino.

“Mamy's past was dark, but how ever you should know. Because sooner or later you'll find out.” Monica smiled loudly. Strengthen the heart to tell how about it.

And chatting with the mother from heart to heart will indeed be more about the trough of hearts, when Alvino immediately embraced and embraced Monica tightly. Tears also fell just like that, getting dissolved in the sad story that his own mother went through. Alvino really did not know about the excruciating pain Alfian brought to Monica, and today he finally knew everything.

Monica tells how the story between herself and Alfian begins. When monica defies her father in order to live with a man who turns out to be badjangan. Monica recounts how Alfian abandoned her while she was pregnant with Alvino. How Monica struggles to survive after the departure of Alfian and not long after also with the departure of her father. The three, do not remember Alvino when they lived full of struggle with Isabella first? sure doesn't. Alvino was very small at the time. The recording of his memories was impossible to record everything with the understanding of a 2-year-old boy.

And the saddest part was when Monica also had to tell how Alfian's more vile personality after she knew Ken. The figure of a mysterious man who is now his soulmate. Ken desperately pulls Monica out of the mire, but Alfian is even worse off. There was no sentence that could describe how lucky the nut Alfian was.

And did Alvino know that the little girl Evelyn he was looking for was arguably the result of Alfian's betrayal of Monica? No. gabe. Monica wouldn't call it that. Alvino can't hate Evelyn. She's just a little girl who doesn't know anything like Alvino.

“I’m so sorry to hear that, Mam. I'm so guilty of acting like a child. I'm sorry.” Alvino hugged even tighter. Not expecting that bittersweet life Monica after the departure of Alfian who left her just like that. How noble of heart Monica can still forgive people like her father who even could be part of the departure of Benazio_kakek Alvino. Even if Alvino is in Monica's position, he has gone mad or even chose to disappear from the face of the earth. “Maa aaaf supreme, Mam.”

“Don't cry, Nino. What makes you sad hm? All of this is just the past. However we curse and bury it, the past remains the past. It cannot be thrown away or gone. The past will remain among us, become the best teacher and follow wherever our life goes.” Monica rubbed Alvino's back. Although Monica and Ken have always tried to give their best so that Alvino is always happy, but the children of the victims of the separation of pastin parents always have a bathin wound.

Let Alvino cry, that he may be calm. Let him cry, the tears will wash away the wounds that stuck invisible. Although a man is charismatic, crying is natural. Dehumanised.

“For that I always tell you and Sam to always respect women, because women are my people, your mother's people. Treat women like you treat your mother with respect and affection.”

They let go of each other's embrace, Alvino rubbed his tears then looked at Monica with a deep gaze once.

“I am so begging for forgiveness on behalf of Papi, Mam. Really.. I still didn't expect.” Alvino. As it turns out the reality that has been a puzzle in the life of the triangle between Ken, Monica and Alfian. If only Ken wasn't Monica's husband, and if Ken wasn't the father, their lives wouldn't have been at that point. Or maybe Alfian will make mother and herself suffer more.

Aaah~ Alvino hugs Monica again. That haru feeling really cut his heart. At that moment Alvino immediately felt very helpless and returned to being a little Nino who hid behind Monica's armpits.

Somewhile.. Disappointment is difficult to understand by the heart, the feeling comes just like that. Stabbing the heart and destroying it without pity. However, it is we who control ourselves and those emotions. We have the right to determine. Don't lose and make your explosive emotions rule yourself, making you revenge and burdening yourself.

“Cry if you want to cry, cry as you are. Take a moment to make room for yourself to feel all the feelings. Inner wounds that do not recover one of them because they often laugh pretend, hold back crying to all her. Learn from the little boy who laughs and cries full of independence. Because at any time, for me you are still a little Nino who always sulks want chocolate even though your teeth are up.” Hidhi. On the sidelines of the haru scene, Monica also slipped sweet memories when Alvino was little. Returning to memory the past that is not entirely bitter. The proof with a joke like that Alvino again pulled the end of his smile.

“Thank you for everything, Mom. You are the greatest woman. I love you more than my own life.”

“Smile, you're better looking if you smile so.” Monica tucked again something that would definitely make her eldest son back to stare a wide smile. “Go meet daddy, admit your mistake and show that you're an adult. Show your daddy that all this time he has managed to make you a great man to be proud of.” Monica smiled. Reminds Alvino that it's not just him who should be loved and loved.

“Sure.. Of course I'll meet your greatest man.”

Smile at each other.

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