You Decided
Father's Request

Falling in heart can never choose. God chose us, we are only victims. Disappointment is a consequence and happiness is a bonus.

“Where did you go, baby? that's how you left me here alone? You even disappeared without a trace that could be a loophole for me to look for. You are really evil!! Doesn't your heart ache like I'm in pain half-dead?” Alvino looked at the sleeping Aluna. The boy's face was so conciliatory, but a moment later he turned back the problem with Bianca..

It was a time when there was no reason to be the cause of our separation. There is not even a single explanation, which I can digest and accept.. You just left. Leaving behind a million wounds that made me want to die right then and there. Follow you there and live happily in eternity.

That deep is my love for you Bianca, but why do you repay me like this.

Everything was so painful, even like something was coiling around my neck, making it hard for me to breathe making my tongue faint to say.

Is not farewell always hard for those who are left behind? There is a sense of tightness like bubbles that fill the chest.

Still stuck in memory when we are still together, become a pair of love that love each other.

That smile... That laugh.... The perfume that always reconciles when you hold me, the gentle touch when you caress my face. And when I made it through the days covered in black fog, you were back. Making my lament for loss is futile.

Like a stupid clown for months I wailed on someone else's headstone.

My heart misses you so much but when you come back in that way, my heart just slashed back.

I loved you so madly yesterday, but after the end I understood that logic had to be put forward.

Finally... I chose to give up on--Presence.

Because it turns out you're not worth it to fight for.

Today I woke up after sickening days, I was already jamming to war with myself.

I looked at my reflection still in disarray in front of the mirror, then I realized something, I started talking to myself, asking what my soul and body wanted.

From today I have stopped. Stop loving you, stop admiring you, stop expecting you, quit everything about you. Although I have to go back to the trouble of burying that taste, but I will try harder.

The crane!!

The door sounds open. But Alvino was still late in his eyes staring at Aluna. The sound of footsteps approaching did not even Alvino notice.

“Am I really old? Jesus, I have a grandson now.” A handsome man stood next to Alvino, slipped his hands in his pockets and looked at Aluna.

“Dady.” The arrival of Ken finally realized Alvino, the man slightly blinked in surprise.

“How are you?”

“Good, as you can see.”

Ken and Alvino then began to talk, after Monica told him about the situation of Alvino, Ken was immediately present.

“I won't interfere with any of your decisions, but, I hope you consider your decision to leave Lucatu. I'm old, bro.”

“Sam can replace me, Dad.” Alvino does not want to falter anymore, his decision is already unanimous that he will leave only with Aluna. Alvino will start everything with just the little girl, without Bianca, without Alice. After Bianca's presence again, the heart was numb. Maybe if without Aluna, Alvino will not be able to stand for his life again.

“Don't pretend you don't know Sam. You know what your sister looks like. I can't possibly entrust Lucatu to him.” Ken still insists. Lucatu is the symbol of his life. The company of the father that was pioneered from zero to become such a giant company through many stories as well. “You may go, but only to heal your wounds. You have to promise me that you'll come back, I don't want to see my father's company destroyed while I'm still in the world. Promise that.. Consider this a father's request.”

“Dad.. But.”

“Think once again of my words. If you leave, it's not just Lucatu that's ruined. But your mother and sisters too. Go have fun. Rebuild your positive energy.Life as a man then your mentality must be as strong as steel. Consider this too simple for you to think of as depression.”

Alvino just nodded.

“One more. You must hate the woman who pretended to be dead so much that you will be reluctant to love her again. You must know that I used to hate women so much before I met Monica, and trust me you'll find that too.”

Connect~

Note: The Alvino scene with Alice that I lost yesterday.