You Decided
Goodbye

All destiny is written, we just live it..

Fix what you want to fix..

Pursue what you want to pursue..

After dark rise light..

Listen to the sound in your heart..

Never compare yourself to anyone else..

Whatever you are, whoever you are, you deserve happiness..

Make peace with yourself, just accept everything..

Because God always has many ways to forge us into a more worthy person..

When your body is weary, and your heart cries out, lean on the Most Merciful..

Alvino is trying hard to deal with what the universe has outlined for him. With an all-black suit complete with glasses covering his face. Watching how her female body was being hoarded by the ground. It was a painful farewell day, half Alvino's soul even as he was hoarded with Bianca's body. Alvino has lost his appetite for anything. Tears were dry to mourn all the misfortunes.

Longing to rebel, the mind of the heart feels so tight, the heartache is so sharp.

“Where's James?” ken said the funeral procession to Alex. After visiting the hospital with Monica, they find something unexpected. In addition to the death of the woman who is said to be Alvino's lover, but they also do not expect there to be a complicated thread involving Alvino and his half-sister. Why was Alvino's secretary not there, not accompanying Alvino under these circumstances.

“On the way, Mister.” replied Alex who had already contacted James. The robot man had just returned from Cynthia's house, had taken Cynthia to the hospital where Eve was then immediately to Bianca's funeral.

“Bring him to face immediately.” Ken turned his body around and left the crowd. Lucatu can mourn such a thing, too much for Ken to miss, too much for Ken not to know. For that he asked James to face and tell everything in detail.

It was not only Alvino who was grieving, his loved ones as well. Ken, Monica, Fam, Sam, Rose, Emily, Johan, Steve were also present at the funeral. Come to grieve for the departure of Alvino's lover who they really just found out. Only James was absent there, the man was still on his way.

“Al.. Mamy is grieving.” Monica rubbed Alvino's shoulders gently. His eldest son must have been very weak and wounded. Not only the sad news of his girlfriend who had to swallow Alvino, it turns out Alvino also just got the news of his father's death. The suffering came at the same time.

“Leave me alone.” Alvino said as he stared at the freshly sprinkled red earth. Staring at the red land that became the separation between himself and Bianca.

Monica just took a deep breath. It's all definitely not easy to deal with. “You must be rigid.” Monica rubbed Alvino again, then took a step back. Let his eldest son have time to calm down first.

One by one the family members said that they were sorry for what happened, and the answer Alvino gave again was the same. The man asked everyone to go and leave him there alone.

“I didn't expect Bianca to be this close.” only Rose survived there. The girl did not go with the others, preferring to accompany Alvino because it was only her who shared the details about it all.

“Rose.. Leave me.” Alvino still did not budge from his position. He doesn't want to hear or do anything. All he wanted was to stand still staring at the misfortune.

“You must be strong, you must be strong. Let Bianca rest in peace.” Alvino quiet. Not disarm.

His lips felt faint to say, his soul seemed to fly, his heart seemed to die with Bianca, even the eyes closed with glasses had not blinked since.

“Your Daddy will definitely not stay idle, Uncle Ken must have brushed this all the way to the root.” Rose reminded. Tells Alvino that a new great disaster is coming. Ken won't be that easy to understand and accept what has happened.

Sure. No matter how Eve dodged, she must have been punished. It would not be that easy for Eve to escape the sins she had committed.

“Rose. Go with Eve and take care of her first. I really still want to be here alone.” Alvino Pinta. Although Eve does have to get a reward, but Alvino will not accept if Ken who gave the punishment. Let this be all Alvino's done for himself.

“Alright then, you calm your heart first. Take care of yourself.” Rose smiled and resigned from there. Leaving Alvino alone with the shrouded mist of grief. “Supervise Young Master, lest he do anything bad!” Rose's whisper to the faithful Bidy stood in the distance.

“Bee.” Alvino rubbing Bianca's headstone also rubbed the girl's portrait. I still could not believe that the woman had left him alone. “You said you were afraid I would leave you, but in fact you left me.” Flat. Alvino is numb. The extreme sadness has sucked his happy pores. “It's dark here. There is not a single light around me. Because the light shines from you. But if you want to go, just go. Rest in peace, I will remember you. I will remember all the people who left me. I tried sincerely on a loss, and smiled from a pain.”

A few hours later..

As time passed, the blue sky turned golden. Moving forward into the night that will replace. The grief left by loved ones for the duration of it is sure to leave a great sadness. Yet..

Life will go on even though your tears fall alone..

The earth will continue to spin no matter how sad you are..

Seconds will continue to move forward even though you always curse the circumstances..

As sad as you are, you don't have to drown in it..

The world will not understand..

Time is rolling but Alvino is still stuck in time. Alvino's still there.

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James just arrived at Bianca's funeral. After a long journey, the robot man arrived. And how shocked James when he found Bianca turned out to have faced God. The girl he was going to save turned out to have ended her own life.

“Tuan.” James approached Alvino, who was still there. Although the funeral had been going on for hours, the man shrouded in a fog of grief was still there.

“James.” Alvino just turned his head and then called out James' name. Just about to get up and go from there, Alvino actually found James' presence. Even though yesterday he had expelled James and forbade the robot man to return to show the trunk of his life.

“I'm very sorry, Sir. Sorry not to be beside you.” James conveyed his condolences while looking down. Again, a great thing happened to his Young Master.

“It's okay. You left because I asked.” Alvino smiled knot. Not so angry when they last met. “James.. Thank you, because of you I got to know Bianca.”

“Mr..” Ahhe.. James would feel guilty if he was reminded of that. Feeling guilty also for his attitude towards Bianca during this time. The friend went to God without ever forgiving each other.

“JAMES!” call a man so cold. It was Alex's voice, Daddy Ken's accomplice. “Excuse me Young Master, I'll take James to Mister.” Alex bowed politely while expressing his intention to come there. After waiting long enough for James' presence, James finally arrived as well.

“For what? Why would daddy want to meet James?”

“I don't know, Sir. Mister just ordered me to bring James face.”

“It's okay, Sir. Maybe Mister just wanted to give me directions to take care of you in the future.” Said James broke the confusion of Alvino who was not able to think clearly. His body and brain were very tired. For days he did not sleep and kept messing around with the unexpected.

“Good.. “ Don't want to ask more questions, Alvino just wants to go home and lock the room door. Being in the space of his grief to enjoy the taste was easy to recover. Monica taught that. Monica always says that we should never shy away from feelings, do not deceive ourselves and the heart to pretend. Accept it all, be friendly with all the flavors.

“Then we excuse.” The two people lowered their heads then stepped back and left Alvino alone again.

Alvino then gazed at Bianca's resting place again, saying goodbye to go home.

My weapon is staring

The golden dusk will soon change night

I don't know why the air feels so stifling

In the charm of orange rays

The voice of love that once greeted

Faded away with destiny that took you away and never returned

Embroidering longing in the soul in the sunyinya lara

Knitting memory fragments

Drawing up our shared memory

I want to re-time

Repeating a beautiful story that has passed

My weapon is now replaced

Your smile is imprinted in my night mind

In the soul rooms

Your shadow is behind the delusion

Behind the curtains that hit me in dream bias

Although asleep, closed these eyes

I clearly see your beautiful smile

Dribbling on longs that do not fade even the sharpest time

Even though time keeps rolling

Still unable to erase the longing in the crevice of the niche in my lens

Between there and nothing

I chased you in an illusion

Separated between real and mortal

In the veil of shadows

Your shadow is present greeting me

Engraved a smile on your face

In my heart I asked

It's illusion or real

I was trapped in my imagination

My world is full of illusions that break through imagination

Although life is not as beautiful as me

I tried to get up even though it was hard

pending knitting of despair.

"Goodbye, Bee.. Calmly beside Him. I wish I could walk through this grief."

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Hi readers, already eps 100 adanih..

Thank you for writing the author so far. And thank you for writing already at 100 eps hehe.

Sorry to say to disappoint you with the absence of Bianca, Author deliberately omitted Bianca to continue the next plot. The author won't be juxtaposing Alvino to Alice. Because it looks like I will write longer in this novel, telling one by one the characters who are involved. Because Alvino is the main role, the author is more focused on making the strugle that he passed. Stay tuned by yaaa. I always try to give my best. Hope you guys still want to enjoy what I'm offering.

Do’ain brother Al in order to always be strong yes facing the test of Author hehe. Hopefully after this truce the Lucatu family can be happy without conflict. May Ken and Monica's children soon find the true love Ken and Monica have.

Slow down, expectations are not always the same as expectations.

Luvh u all.({})