You Decided

You Decided
Forget


After an unexpected encounter while in the mental hospital, Alice suddenly still thought about how Sam could be there. How did Sam know and follow Alice there? And no one ever knew about it.


Already in the office again, Alice looked around where she worked. Something that feels very bad. Is this one of the puzzles why he can work in a luxurious place without spending the slightest energy? Treated differently and quite special even though it does not have a special position. Wait for. Is Sam behind all this? Alice guessed because Alice knew Sam's family was not random people. But if it's Sam, what is Sam's true purpose? Why still do things that concern her while knowing that Alice desperately tries to stay away.


If it was Sam, Alice would not have stayed silent. Do not let the man's kindness return to melt his heart. Re-starting Alice's efforts from the beginning to forget Sam is indeed very difficult.


“Sam.. If only you didn't have another woman, maybe I wouldn't have to try to stay away from you. If only you knew that actually my heart also beats for you.” Alice muttered to herself. “Alice.. stop! Get rid of your mind. Obviously Sam loves his lover and chose him over you.” Dilemmas. Alice's dilemma.


Is it wrong to behave like that? Acting as if he did not want Sam when he really wanted to. Alice just keeps her heart from getting hurt, she can't if she has to see Sam share the love. Dua very blatantly.


“Why it feels so complicated.” The first new Alice anchors herself to love the opposite sex, feeling what it is to fall in love with the man who always shares it with her, but not just the beauty she feels, she says, it turned out that Alice also had to feel what it was breaking. Falling in love and heartbreak that happens in a short time. The meeting and separation happened so quickly, while those sweet memories still lingered quite deeply at the bottom of the heart.


Should Alice also fall in love with another man so that the invisible wound could heal? The cure for a broken heart is to fall in love again. No. gabe. Alice is not sure she can love another man. Especially when his heart was clearly beating for Sam.


“Alice.. can you meet the client and provide this file?” Elena comes and disbands Alice who is still pensive alone thinking about her love story. Making the girl nervous and saying yes without preparation.


“I-ya.. Of course.”


Ah.. Why did you say yes? Such a job is not your field! But wait, who knows if the client you're about to meet is Pierce. Do you remember him? The bespectacled man who once rode on an iron horse? splitting the city streets at night? Aha~ yes. It could be that if you spend a lot of time with Pierce, Sam's love can run out too. Didn't love for Sam arise because you spent too much of your time on him?


But Pierce has also disappeared. The man yawned like dew and did not know where he was going. Never see each other again or just call each other?


What do you think Alice? Don't lie to your own feelings. Until you can't get Sam out of your heart. Anyone wouldn't be able to get into your heart if there was room for Sam so big.


“Alice?” Elena called back when Alice instead returned to daydreaming. Yes, especially his job, every day is like that.


“I-iya.. Excuse me.. I'm being burdened with thoughts. Hehe.” Alice smiled awkwardly then stood up to receive the files from Elena. Prepare to go to the designated place for himself to meet with clients


Running far away to avoid the problems you experience is not the right choice. No matter how far you run, the unfinished time and pain will still chase you. Follow you wherever you run. Running, running, running.. But suddenly, then you fall back and feel even more heartache. Where are you running? The pain and anxiety is inside you. If you don't heal from the inside, you won't heal anywhere, you'll never be able to escape what's inside of you.


Don't think of loving another if obviously your love is still for Sam. Although it contains a wound, but let the wound heal first. Because it's.. The feeling that arises later is only a temporary taste. Not real love.


 


 


Accept it.. Pardon..


 


 


Do not hurt, or blame the situation. Make fun. For you are absorbed, only you can help you in the dominating turmoil. Just believe that if Sam wasn't for you, you'd come to a time when you met him or that his name was, your heart just felt normal.


 


 


 


 


 


 


Tauk dah, the author also again melow hiks ((((((((((((