Will I Fell Love Again?
MY PAST

"I want a fancy party but not so many flowers and knick knacks, I want a luxurious and elegant impression, you understand? Would I mean? Luxurious and elegant with bright colors, like white and add a little black decoration and lights." explains Jiordan enthusiastically.

"Haa.. You should take your wife for this kind of business, but then your explanation will be prepared, the party in two weeks, we will make an example of the design you want, he said, and also for the food menu if there's a certain food you want, you can meet our head chef on the first floor, otherwise you can make an appointment with him, here's his business card." samuel said that he wanted to finish this unimportant meeting soon, because it was not his job to have someone else take care of the party, but Jiordan insisted he wanted to meet Samuel the CEO of the hotel.

Jiordan who felt treated not wholeheartedly felt a little offended.

"You're asking my wife? why didn't he come? it's because she's pregnant, she shouldn't be too tired and should rest well" said an upset Jiordan.

"Congratulations, it turns out your wife is pregnant, but as far as I'm concerned you just got married, right? About 4 months ago.?" samuel surprised Jiordan.

"How do you know?" asked the curious Jiordan.

"Where do I know? Of course I know, your wife used to be in a match with me, but I refused and she finally married you, and now her sister is approaching my sister." replied Samuel who made Jiordan even more surprised.

"What!?!" jiordan asked who did not believe what Samuel said.

"Are you messing with me?" asked Jiordan who was very upset.

"Why are you so upset? I'm just saying the facts, I know who you are, you're from Grindelwad village right? you enlisted in the military four years ago, and you haven't come home yet" said Samuel, who found out who Jiordan really was.

"What's? are you investigating me?" jiordan was getting upset.

"No! that's illegal, isn't it? I don't want to deal with the law just to find out the background of someone I don't know, do I?" jawan Samuel relax.

"Look, I just often go to the village of Grindelwad and have relatives there, honestly if you see from the origin of my father, then I am also a person from the village of Grindelwad" said Samuel again, said, jiordan did not want to hear Samuel's words, and only focused on the facts of his wife's betrothal before he married his wife.

"Oh yes there I also found a pearl that is still raw, I brought it here so that it can sparkle like it should, I will make it shine and beautiful, more beautiful than the copper you find." samuel tried to upset Jiordan.

"Whatchu mean? What pearls are you talking about? and copper? Did I find copper? what are you talking about? I came here to talk about the party, why are you taking this conversation everywhere? what coincidence did I make trouble with you?" jiordan said he did not understand the intent of Samuel's provocation.

"Aahh so you don't understand? Well then, I'll show you the pearls I met in Grindelwad, I hope you can congratulate me later." said Samuel who still did not give an explanation that could make Jiordan understand.

"ah! It's already! I'm just gonna go out and see that chef, you nutcase!" jiordan said, upset by Samuel's attitude.

Jiordan exits Samuel's office but at the same time Lylia also exits Samuel's VIP room bored, Lylia saw Jiordan coming out of Samuel's office and went straight to the elevator without looking left right again, Lylia saw Jiordan from the side, and she looked at him from the side, although the figure she saw had some very striking differences in contrast to her figure four years ago, but Lylia was sure it was Jiordan.

Lylia rushed to run towards Jiordan but unfortunately when she arrived Jiordan had entered the elevator and headed to the lower floor, Lylia wanted to follow Jiordan by pressing the elevator button many times to quickly open, but without realizing it Samuel was right behind him and grasped Lylia's arm which made Lylia surprised.

"What are you doing here? didn't I tell you to wait for me in the room.?" samuel said, knowing why Lylia ran to the elevator, Samuel was sure that Lylia had seen Jiordan.

"I was bored in my room and wanted to look around the hotel, and what exactly did you bring me into your room for?" lylia answered with reason, but Samuel knew that Lylia had seen Jiordan.

"Let's go along" Samuel replied as he pulled Lylia's hand,

"Are you not walking alone? I'm just holding your hand so you don't fall, can't I?" samuel replied which left Lylia speechless.

"Let's have something I want to give you, some days I'm going to Grindelwad village, there's work I have to finish there" Samuel concluded.

"What's? you're going to Grindelwad village? did you see mom too? is mom okay?" lylia asked who was surprised by what Samuel said.

"Yes, I found my mother, she's fine, Abisal is fine too, it looks like he's also going to leave the village to work during the summer holidays." samuel said as he opened the door of the hotel room, they both went into the room.

"What's? Will he go to work too? then you will be alone" said Lylia who seemed to worry about her mother.

"No... Mom told me that Jonathan was coming home, he was taking a week off, and mom told you that you didn't have to worry, as long as Abisal wasn't there he'd be with Aunt Rosete." samuel tried to make Lylia not worry too much about her mother.

"Aunt Rosete? thank goodness then." said Lylia who was relieved.

"May I know who Aunt Rosete is?" samuel asked as he carried Lylia and carried her to a very hard bed.

"Ahh Samuel what are you doing?" asked Lylia who was already in a position lying on a big mattress.

Samuel approached Lylia with a white Daisy flower bucket and also saw a blue jewel ring attached to a Daisy flower bucket.

"Samuel... What is this?" again Lylia was shocked by things she had not thought of. Lylia got up and sat on the bed looking at the Daisy flowers given by Samuel, and also the thing that amazed her the most was the beautiful blue gem ring.

"Liily... Actually I want to propose to you properly, with a luxurious and romantic atmosphere, but it seems like I can't postpone it anymore, it would be very dangerous if I postpone to have you completely. Lylia.. When I went to your house yesterday, I asked mom to tell me about your past, at first she didn't want to tell me, but I kept forcing her so she finally told me everything. Lylia. I'm different from that guy, I'm not the same as him, I'm not someone who can leave the people I love, I know maybe in your mind I'm a crazy maniac, fall in love at first sight and immediately want to get married" Samuel said.

"Samuel..." Lylia looked very moved by Samuel's words.

"Liily... Although I was like a maniac but I was very sure of my heart, I loved you from the first moment I saw you until now, every night my chest was hot because it kept missing you, when mom told me about you my blood was boiling from leg to head, I wanted to teach that man a lesson, but at the same time I felt grateful that she had walked out of your life, so I could make you mine, so that was Lylia... open your heart to me, don't shut your heart just because of one stupid man. Accept my proposal and be my life partner, I'll make sure you live happily ever after." Samuel knelt before Lylia and proposed to her.

Lylia wept at seeing Samuel's sincerity and Samuel's words that made her want to cry even more, despite having little doubt Lylia tried to open her heart to samuel, but not sure whether to repay her love Samuel like Samuel loved her.

"Samuel.. Before I answer your proposal, I want you to listen to my heart, and you can think again whether you still want to propose to me or not, and whatever your choice, it's the best." said Lylia who seemed to want to reveal her heart.

" What!? is there anything? Haaa.. well tell me, and I will listen without interrupting." said Samuel with a huff at Lylia's words as if there was something that would make him rethink proposing to her, although for a while his determination was already unanimous no matter what happened in Lylia's past.

"Well, I'll be honest with you. To be honest for now I can't love anyone anymore.." Lylia's words made Samuel's heart beat faster than usual, even the feeling of worry cannot be avoided.

"I fell in love with Jiordan while still sitting on the Junior High School bench, but we officially dated when we were in High School, we were friends since childhood, but when this love grows over time and as time passes we continue to create memories in every corner of the village, even on every mountain in Grindelwad it has memories of me and jio... until finally Jio had to go to achieve his goal of wanting to become a soldier in the military and have a good position, when he left, he kept promising to come home and marry me and take me away from this village to live with him in this great city, but the time I lived without him made me feel very tormented, but every memory in the village of Grindelwad made me remember him and in the end I was able to survive, my love never lessened for her until I finally got the news that she, the man I had been waiting for for four years, had married another woman, and he wanted my relationship to end with him through just a letter, which was when I felt like I hated myself and cursed the world, and worse, even worse, I continue to feel empty even when I am laughing, I feel empty, and also when I sleep with you I cannot feel any feelings, she said, I do feel a sensation that makes me feel like flying while doing that with you, but strangely my heart is not so pounding, hence, it is, if at this time I accept you it is only because of your sincere love for me, but I cannot repay your love, I fear that I will hurt you, I want to open my heart again, but I'm afraid that if I can't love you the way I should, then from now on whatever your decision I'll accept."

Lylia told him everything, at this time Samuel looked only silent, his hand continued to hold Lylia's hand with a focused gaze to the blue jewel ring that was still in the Daisy flower bucket.