Will I Fell Love Again?
A DIFFICULT FEELING

Lylia was in the acquisition to go home, Lylia refused to use a wheelchair and only chose to use a charging stick, which made Samuel worried but he could not do anything.

They finally left the hospital, of course Luki was still their driver, during the trip there was no conversation at all, Lylia looked very sleepy, the night was getting late, too, samuel tried to open the conversation.

"Lilya? are you feeling much better" asked Samuel.

"Yes I'm fine, I'm grateful it's just sprained." replied Lylia softly.

"Lylia just tell me if you need anything, don't be shy about asking for help from me huh?" pinta Samuel, he knew Lylia would have a hard time later.

Finally they reached the Apartment, Samuel helped Lylia down from the car, when Samuel was about to help Lylia walk swiftly Lylia refused Samuel's help gently, so Samuel refused help,

"I'm fine Samuel, I can walk on my own, this stick is very helpful" said Lylia who refused Samuel's help,

"Are you sure?" ask Samuel.

"Yes, I'm fine" Lylia replied trying to convince Samuel again.

"Well then, I'll slowly follow you, I can do that right?" samuel answered who still wanted to take care of Lylia.

"Yes... It's up to you." replied Lylia who was at a loss for words to make Samuel not help her anymore.

"Well then, Luki you can go home now, just take this car, and have a good holiday" Samuel concluded to Luki who was also still there.

"A holiday? get off your ass, don't you remember yesterday you gave me the paperwork to finish because you're applying for leave? while I was finishing the paperwork, you called me to come see you for an emergency?!" luki replied with annoyance.

"Aahh you're right, hahahaha sorry-sorry, I don't mean happy vacation but happy work." replied Samuel with a thin joke that made Luki even more upset.

"Happy work? You don't know what time it is? never mind, serving you samakin makes my lens go up, will my life be long if it continues to face you?" Luki is increasingly upset but can not do anything to Samuel, because Samuel is a friend and his boss in the office, Luki is a friend of Samuel since being in senior school.

"of course you'll live longer, already... Back there, I would also enter with Lylia.." said Samuel who saw Lylia had walked first to the elevator door with a limp.

"Geez that kid" Samuel said to Lylia.

"Li.! Wait for me." call Samuel but Lylia did not touch him and continued her limping path until Samuel caught up with him.

"huh. huh.. Lylia... Why did you leave immediately?" ask Samuel.

"I just feel like I want to get to my room immediately, and get some rest" Lylia replied.

"There's no need to apologize, I'm the one who should apologize, for bothering you, even from the first time we met I've been troubling you with things." replied Lylia who felt that all this time kept bothering Samuel.

"Why are you talking like that? It was all my will, I offered it the first time, because I liked you." replied Samuel who did not want to make Lylia feel troubled, but Lylia no longer replied to Samuel, he felt that there would be no end if he continued to face the stubborn Samuel.

The elevator went up to the tenth floor, saw that Lylia so understood why the view was so beautiful from the window of her apartment, it turned out that she lived on the top floor, which made her smile in disbelief.

While in the elevator, Lylia and Samuel just kept quiet, no one started talking, each of them just struggling with their own hearts and feelings.

The elevator door opened indicating they had reached the floor on which it was headed, Samuel immediately came out and immediately held Lylia's hand, seeing that Lylia could not do much and just let Samuel help her out.

"Thank you for everything, I go in first, have a good rest" said Lylia who wanted to go into her room immediately.

"Yes.. Have a good rest." replied Samuel who also did not know what else to say, and just let Lylia in to rest, today was a long day for Lylia.

Samuel also went into his room, taking off all his clothes, revealing a very masculine body, his muscles bulging, his chest very wide, broad shoulders, able to tear down any woman who saw him.

Samuel went into the bathroom and turned on the shower faucet, which immediately soaked his hair all over his body, as the water poured out of his head making Samuel remember the incident when he was looking for Lylia this afternoon.

"Haaa. what have I done.." - Inward Samuel.

As Samuel ran in search of Lylia he saw Silvan running into an alley that sold souvenir tools, an alley that was usually passed by him, but what made Silvan run like he saw something, suspicious of what he saw was Lylia so Samuel also ran after Silvan, but who would have thought, it turns out Silvan helped Lylia who was rained and fell down, at that time Samuel could not do anything, and just being able to stand still, seeing the person he loved experiencing such a bad thing made Samuel feel very guilty, he said,

But jealousy made her realize, seeing Silvan carrying Lylia made Samuel's body feel hot, she knew Silvan would be a barrier for her to get Lylia, Lylia, if now he does not pursue and do something for Lylia then it can be ascertained later Lylia will never be able to be with him, what else remember what he has done to Lylia.

"Lyliaaa... Why is it so hard to get you?" Samuel muttered to himself.

"I will find out who is the man who made you suffer and who is afraid to love again." - Samuel, and turn off the tap.

On the other hand Lylia who looked very tired went straight into the room and dropped her body to the side of the mattress, trying to remember the events of today, a feeling that had been happy, happy, happy, until he finally had this bad luck.

"Samuel's... Why would you do that?" Lylia's mind remembers Samuel's warm, burning kiss, although it is brief but Lylia remembers the sensation which reminds her of Jiordan.

Actually, Lylia did not run away because she could not receive a kiss from Samuel, it was just that the kiss was the first she felt other than with Jiordan, the first kiss after four years.

Feelings that are difficult to express right, the trauma of pain due to longing, and the pain of betrayal committed by Jiordan, a feeling that is not easy to overcome, really, maybe many people will say if she is a stupid girl, just forget it and establish a relationship with others eating easily will make her forget the pain, he said, but what happened was not that easy to do.

Lylia who is an innocent girl who only falls in love once in her lifetime is only to Jiordan, but her sincere and innocent love is easily destroyed by Jiordan, who is a, but for Lylia her love can not be that easy to lose, what kind of loyalty can wait and resist longing for up to four years, even no news, though, what a futile wait.