Will I Fell Love Again?
SAMUEL POV

"Samuel.if you're gone, please take care of your father yes, he's too busy working so he doesn't pay attention to himself, you promise me..."

there was a woman lying weakly on a bed that was very luxurious and beautiful, the room space was so spacious but not much light came in, next to the woman was a young boy who was sitting lightly clutching a thin and pale hand, the woman was the mother of Samuel, Helena Amherd.

"Why do you care so much about dad? I've never even seen my mom, what kind of husband doesn't take care of his sick wife?" it was clearly a young Samuel who was only 10 years old and did not understand what his mother was thinking.

"Don't say that to your father, no matter how your father financed everything you need, you're still alive today thanks to your father's hard work" Helena said in her weak voice, with little strength left Helena still wanted to teach young Samuel about the norms and manners of the son-in-law.

"Mother... Aren't you worried about me? how am I gonna live without you mother? I can live without all these treasures and luxuries, but I can't live if you're not around, I beg you to fight, fight for me mom, you'll get well." Young Samuel looks desperate for the condition of his mother, and just crying not want in living by a mother who is very loved.

"Mother.if mother is gone, I will be alone in a house this big, father was never there for me, he only comes occasionally and never scolds or says dear to me, she said, I made a troublemaker to be noticed by him, but dad just ignored me, I won a lot of championships but not a word of praise came out of his mouth, actually I am who for him mother? am I really his son?"

Young Samuel looked very frustrated and continued to cry while letting out his heart, Samuel hugged his mother's hand, Helena was only able to stroke Samuel's head while holding back her crying, Helena did not want Samuel to worry more.

Samuel cried himself to sleep in his mother's hands, the afternoon changed, Samuel was woken up by one of his servants to attend dinner with his father, but Samuel was obliged to take a bath and change clothes, because Samuel had to meet his father's client too.

From the age of 7 years Samuel has been trained to be the heir of all companies of his father, the, the company provides military equipment and five-star hotels that already have five branches throughout the country Bern.

The well-groomed Samuel prepared to attend dinner with his father and also with clients to discuss business, but the meeting had to be canceled, because suddenly Samuel Helena's mother was in a critical condition, Samuel who heard the news was like in a lightning strike, his body was limp, his small legs were not able to withstand the weight of his body to make Samuel fall on the floor, sitting on the floor, the waiter who saw it swiftly restrained Samuel's limp body, for a moment Samuel lost his balance.

"Samuel! Samuel's! Be aware, you must be strong if you want to see your mother" Samuel heard the voice of his father who tried to resuscitate Samuel in shock.

Samuel gathered his strength and tried to get up, and he was helped by his father, but Samuel quickly shook his father's hand and ran to his mother's room.

"Samuel! just wait! Samuel!" samuel's father kept calling him but Samuel ignored him and his father died.

Samuel continued to run down the hallway of his house to room , the hallway he usually passed, but at that time the hallway that was usually not far was very different, very different, the hallway that filled the light of the lamp felt increasingly glass and more distant so that it could not be reached by it, he said, the hallway drifted further away, leaving the young Samuel exhausted and on the floor screaming for his mother.

"Mother! Mommy!!!!" Samuel awoke from his sleep with sweat soaking his body, it turned out that it was all Samuel's dream.

"Ahh.. why do I dream of mother... Aahh. My head is so dizzy." Samuel got up from his bed and was about to get some water to drink, while drinking Samuel heard a noise in front of his house, he heard a familiar voice in his ear,

"That's like Silvan's voice, what's he doing here?" The curious Samuel opened the door, and it was true that Silvan and Lylia who looked very familiar were joking at the door.

"Lylia... How can you open the door for another man?" samuel saw Silvan, who was about to enter Lylia's house, and made her burn with jealousy.

"Samuel.pardon us if we disturb your rest, and Silvan is my friend, just like you, of course I can open the door for him, well then we will come in soon, then, come on Silvan come in, those things must be heavy when did you shop for all this stuff? " lylia answered and invited Silvan to enter which made Samuel's heart hotter when he heard Lylia's reply, Samuel who felt he was not considered to try to hold Lylia in a moment, even though his head feels very dizzy.

"Wait!!! how are you doing? Do your legs feel better?" asked Samuel who was curious about Lylia's condition.

"Ahh yes... It's a little mengingan, maybe tomorrow can walk even though it's still a little sick." replied Lylia briefly without asking Samuel anything, but Samuel was waiting for Lylia to ask how she was.

"That's it. okay then..." Samuel did not seem to have anything to ask anymore, their conversation ended there, but Samuel's heart was still burning with jealousy.

"Well then we go in first, please continue the rest, we will try not to be noisy" said Lylia who said goodbye to Samuel while waving her hand, as she continued, Samuel could only stare at Lylia entering with a sad look, how could she enter carrying another man, he said, while he who was right in front of the door of his house was not even considered to ask the news.

"Lylia how can you be so cruel to me." Samuel's inner self with a resigned expression.

Samuel looked at Silvan with a sharp gaze, and remembering the time Silvan held Lylia on that rainy day, Samuel was afraid that Lylia would open her heart to Silvan because she was moved by Silvan's help.

"Sister... are you okay? you look sick, do you have a fever because of yesterday?" silvan asked, which led to Samuel's abandonment.

Samuel did not comment on Silvan's question, it should have been asked by Lylia for her instead of coming out of Silvan's mouth.

Samuel came in and shut the door of his house, his head heavy and aching, dizziness unbearable, with a blurred look Samuel tried to walk to the bed, arriving at the bed Samuel immediately fell asleep but his body felt hot if touched and at the same time feeling cold, at first Samuel felt the air conditioning was too cold, finally Samuel went to turn off the air conditioning.

Samuel went back to sleep, his starving stomach could not lie, his stomach continued to sound an alarm sound that reminded him that his stomach was very hungry but Samuel did not care and mm fell asleep for a while until his stomach again sounded the alarm so that Samuel woke up.

*Aahh... I was very hungry, Silvan the cunning boy would have tempted Lylia with his cooking, aaahh.... aaahh.

Samuel got out of his bed and tried to go out, hoping to eat with Lylia, Samuel threw away his pride to go to Lylia's place where there was Silvan, Samuel was hungry because he had not eaten anything in the evening, and it was eleven in the morning, soon to be at lunchtime, Samuel had missed dinner and breakfast, and he had missed breakfast, which now makes his body lose energy.

With a hazy look Samuel tried to open the door of his house, and tried hard to get to the door of Lylia's house, with Samuel panting until and directly pressed the doorbell of Lylia's house, and, soon the door of his house was opened, and Silvan opened the door.

Samuel no longer clearly heard Silvan's voice but he was sure Silvan called his name until Samuel finally lost his consciousness in Silvan's arms.