Trapped in the Destiny of Love Presdir
PART~83

" Why his number still can not be reached "

I was so frustrated and confused as to what to do. But I immediately thought of Tara. I tried to call Tara's number....

Tut..

On the third ring my call was connected.

" Hallo Rens. "greet Tara over there.

" hikks....Tar can you pick me up? " say me with my sobs.

" Rens....are you crying? Wh why? I can pick you up, where you are now" said Tara.

I could hear her voice trembling with anxiety towards me, as she heard my sobbing.

" Na..later I divorce you !! Now you can't pick me up in the apartment, pliss hiks " said me in a pleading tone.

" Well I'll be there soon, you wait well "tara said before the call was completely cut off.

Soon I got out of my seat and I walked into my room. In my room I changed my clothes and prepared to leave.

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Not long after, my phone also sounded a sign of incoming messages. It was a message from Tara....

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Renesmee

I'm in the lobby, come down quickly.....

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After reading the message, I immediately rushed to meet Tara who was waiting for the lobby. Now I've been wearing black levis pants, white shirt, and don't forget the long red blazer and sunglasses.

I don't want anyone to see if my eyes are swollen from crying. I got off in the main kelobby elevator and found Tara there.

From his face I could see clearly if he was currently so anxious towards me. Not waiting for long Tara immediately took me into her car.

In Tara's car I took off my glasses, at least here I don't have to worry about anyone seeing me cry except Tara.

" Why are you? The same story I told "Tara looked at me anxiously.

I couldn't answer Tara's questions, my mouth was twisted and I was sobbing. The distress I now feel makes me really weak and afraid of the harsh reality I will hear from Nathan's mouth.

Seeing me sobbing and barely breathing, Tara hugged me in her arms. As she gently stroked my hair.

After a few minutes of crying in Tara's arms, I felt a little comfortable and my breathing began to settle down.

I let go of Tara's embrace, then returned to my original position and threw my face in the other direction. Couldn't seem to hear the question Tara was going to ask.

Tara gently stroked my head again, then turned her body to face her. I quickly wiped away the tears that had soaked my cheek with the back of my own hand.

" What's wrong with you Rens... If you don't want to tell me, how can I help you ? " tara asked with a look of despair looking at me who was silent did not say.

He rubbed his face rough and then threw his face in the other direction. Even with me facing forward again.

" Did that jerk hurt you again." he asked with emotion, with a face that still turned away from me.

" ......replied Rens "Tara raised her tone a little.

I don't want Tara to misunderstand Nathan. At times like this I still have time to think about Nathan. There's still a little bit of confidence in me in Nathan and I'm sure that Nathan can still keep my trust.

" No Tar, Nathan didn't hurt you" I replied in a soft tone.

" cihh....Even he is like this you are still defending him!! " Tara chuckles at the answer from me.

I looked at her, I could see if this time Tara was really angry. His hands clenched strongly, although his face was still turning away.

" I'm sure he'll still keep his promise to me, hiks " said me again.

Unknowingly the clear liquid came out by itself again from the corner of my eye. I leaned my head back for a moment and closed my eyes so as not to keep shedding tears.

" How much do you love him, huh? To the extent that you're willing to endure your heartache for her sake.... " Tara was angry and yelled at me.

" ......I promised I'd take you away from her, if she hurt you again "Tara continued, her face flatly turned my head.

I was surprised to hear his words, from the look in his eyes Tara was like serious.

Then she tightened her seatbelt and my seatbelt. While I just kept quiet, and saw him start plugging the dead gas into the apartment lobby.

" Where are we going Tar.... "

" Don't I just said, I'll take you away from her" Tara said.

" ...you calm down, what if we go out of the country I will promise to make you happy Rens" continued Tara as she stroked my head using her left hand while the right one was still holding the steering wheel.

When I turned to her, I saw seriousness in her eyes. Does he love me that way? If Nathan loved me like Tara, maybe I would be the happiest person in the world .....

" Tar."." I said in a soft tone.

" well.. "he said short without turning my head.

" I don't want to get away from this, I have to deal with it despite the bitterness that I'm going to accept going forward..... "

" You mean what? " ask Tara.

" Sheila is Stephanie .. "I said softly.

I bowed my head and closed my eyes. I took a few deep breaths a few times. Then I looked towards him.

" Stephanie? Who ? I don't understand what you mean "tara said who is still focused on driving.

" Nathan's ex-fiancee four years ago, they had an accident on their wedding day, and Stephanie fell to the sea until now her body has never been found." I said very tightly, as I looked straight ahead.

Shhiittt.........

Tara slammed the steering wheel right and then braked suddenly towards the edge. After completely stopping Tara also turned to look at me with her surprised wajh....

" remember the last time we found Sheila unburdened near the villa and wearing a red wedding dress, she even had amnesia due to the accident "obviously I'm back, despite being so claustrophobic, I kept forcing myself to keep talking.

Tara was silent for a moment, whether she was thinking about what I didn't know.

" Worthy." said Tara on the sidelines of her daydreams.

" What is Tar? " I took a look at Tara's shoulder, and she immediately turned to look at me.

" Sheila once told me, their first meeting was met Nathan had called her Stephanie... "

" .....he also said that Nathan's look at him was very strange.

Like being struck by lightning in a hole, my heart ached to hear Tara's words. It's so tight my chest feels right now. Tears cannot be contained anymore, I can not believe to hear it.....

" When did they meet ? " ask me again, with my voice shaking so I'm too tight in the chest.

" Three days ago." replied Tara.

" Three days ? " i narrowed my forehead and looked at Tara in astonishment.

Oh my....They met three days ago. I'm sure now that Nathan knows and realizes that Sheila is Stephanie. With his character like that, it was impossible if he did not try to find out the truth.

My chest is like being stabbed, it's so tight. I held my chest with both hands. Tara panicked to see my situation.

She tried to hug me again, but I refused her by shaking her head. I prefer to turn my face away and cry without being seen by her.

" All right.so now what are you going to do "ask Tara.

I am still scared and confused. But right now all I need is to meet Nathan and hear his explanation. I also decided to.....

" Can I ask you for my last request? " i said pleading, tears flowing down my cheeks.

Tara also gently wiped the tears on both of my cheeks using the back of her hands. He smiled at me....

" Let's not be last.You may forever ask anything of me "he said.

There's no one as good as Tara to me, even though I don't reciprocate her feelings. He remained sincere to me, I'm sorry Tar...

" Thank you Tar.let me meet Nathan and Sheila" said I begged.

" Are you sure ? "

" I'm sure Tar, I have to face his reality "

I took a deep breath....

" Okay, we're leaving now!! But have you had lunch? " tara still has time to pay attention to me right now.

" I've eaten, thanks for asking "answer me a smile.

Tara tightened her seatbelt, and so did I. After that, he began to gas into the place where Nathan and Sheila were, namely his own Villa.

Next awaited up next.....