Trapped in the Destiny of Love Presdir
PART~71

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That night Rens sat leaning against the sofa in the lounge room. While Nathan Harhs completed some files in his workspace.

Rens sat down while hugging his knees on the sofa. His mind was still floating around thinking of Sheila.

Degs....

As his heart raced rapidly, his throat dried up, his hands and feet cold as ice.

Suddenly he was reminded of the picture frame of stephanie and Nathan at Nathan's desk.

"Stephanie's......Sheila's? Red wedding dress? the ocean? an accident? memory loss? What don't-don't!! it's impossible" Rens said, remembering Tara's words and Nathan's story about the accident that killed Stephanie.

"Isn't the body yet found, my God, is this a coincidence?"

"...No, this is no coincidence !! it's worth it if I've seen it, well I saw sheila in the photo!! SHEILA IS STEPHANIE"

Unknowingly his tears trickled down instantly, what about his fate? if Stephanie comes back and takes Nathan away from her? how thought.

"Hiks...hiks..hiks....why? why is it that when my relationship with Nathan has started to improve, why is the ordeal coming back so soon? god you're so unfair to me" Rens' cry broke.

His chest was so tight, fear, anxiety, coming back to him. What if Nathan meets Sheila and finds out she's the Stephanie he's been in his life.

He really did not believe in this coincidence, until it crossed his mind. Why he helped Stephanie back then, when they were on vacation in Tara's Divilla.

But on the edge of his evil thoughts, he realized he was not a figure of such an evil woman.

She was confused as to what to do, should she tell Nathan the truth? or how? he's very confused.

He also cannot be happy over the suffering of Stephanie who escaped death.

She felt sorry for Stephanie who had been tortured for not being able to remember the identity and events that happened to her.

"Hiks....hiks...hiks.....what should I be like? mah reward give Rens strength and fortitude to face this all...."

"...not his selfish Rens.but Rens is very afraid if you have to lose Nathan!! Because now Rens is so very much in love with Nathan.huuaaaaa..hiks...hiks...hiks" His cries are getting broken.

His chest was pounding so fast, that it made him claustrophobic.

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On the other hand, in Nathan's study...

Nathan typed in some files on his laptop, after he finished sending them via email to Kevin.

Nathan reclined for a moment the head of his office. He rubbed his forehead using his fingers.

Today was so tiring for him, not just his body was tired from working. But also his mind is tired because it can not stop thinking about the figure of Sheila is so shocking.

As tired as he felt at this moment, he let out a long sigh. After that he took out a picture frame of himself and also Stephanie, which he had stored on the desk drawer.

He looked at it carefully, how could there be someone so very similar in the world.

"I have to investigate...I'm sure she's Stephanie, but how does she know Louis Wilton?" muttered Nathan, he put the picture frame back into the drawer.

"Why now...You show up in my life? why did I start loving Renesmee......Damn AAAGHH" Nathan rubbed his face very roughly.

He reached into his pocket and called Alex, why didn't he call Kevin? Because he knew that Kevin would be angry with him and would not help him, because he was very sure Stephanie was dead, especially he also did not want if Nathan hurt Rens again.

Suddenly, Nathan came out and walked through the hallway leading to a relaxed space.

He was so shocked to hear the cries and sobs of a woman, who was none other than Rens.

Nathan immediately ran over to Rens who was crying on the sofa while resting his chin on his knees.

Directly hugged Rens instantly and clutched tightly Rens in his chest.

"Hey..honey!! Are you okay? why are you crying like this?" ucal Nathan rubbed his wife's hair gently.

Then he looked up at Rens' face and looked at his eyes so closely. It was as if he was looking for an answer from his wife's cries.

He gently wiped away Rens' tears that drenched both of his cubby cheeks.

"Darling...honey calm down, tell me what's going on?" Nathan said with a smile, trying to calm Rens down.

But instead of making Rens calm, but make her cry more broken.

Rens drowned her face again and hugged her husband's body so tightly. It was as if she was so scared that her husband was gone....

"hiks...hiks...hiks.." sob Rens' cries became more and more, making Nathan panic.

"What happened to her?" bathin Nathan's.

Nathan looked back at Rens, and now Rens looked at Nathan so closely.

"Darling no more, I'm here!! tell me what makes you like this? and what's bothering you dear" Nathan smiled back for Rens to calm down.

"Nathan....what should I do!! will I be able if our relationship goes back a long way, and will I be able to lose this beautiful smile on your face? Am I so selfish, just self-serving" muttered Rens in the day, Nathan's smile was now his candle.

She was so afraid of losing Nathan that she loved Nathan so much.

"Nathan.hiks" Rens called out to Nathan with a quivering voice.

"Yes dear...Say what is it?"

"Can you..you..you promised never to die, right me?..hiks....hiks.....hiks" said his mouth softly, as if his mouth was hard to speak.

Degs.....

Nathan's heart stopped beating. As if a bow arrow pierced through his heart, it hurt his heart when he heard Rens' words.

His heart was also sliced with pain, seeing Rens say that with sobs and tears dripping so hard from both eyes.

Nathan was silent and didn't know what to say.

"Why? why is he saying that? does he know about Stephanie? does she also realize that Stephanie is not dead!! Why is my heart so painful to see it like this" Bathin Nathan.

Rens stretched Nathan's embrace, and stared at him softly.

"Nathan..Well, why are you quiet?" Ask Rens again, now the tone of speech and the look of his voice becomes flat.

"Yes, baby..I promise I won't stay with you!! so it's yeah, don't cry anymore okay" Nathan said staring at Rens and smiling.

He hugged Rens back tightly as he gently rubbed his wife's hair. So did Rens who responded to Nathan's arrest tightly.

"I'm sorry Rens, I know this is so hard for you!!" Bathin Nathan's.

"Am I very selfish.....I'm so scared that if I lose Nathan, I can't" Bathin Rens.

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