Trapped in the Destiny of Love Presdir
PART~79

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POV Renesmee~

This morning was so boring for me. How not, if my husband didn't deliver me to the campus this morning.

He had to go to an area a little far from the city, because of the demands of the work for 2 days.

Actually my heart hesitated a little to let him go. Like there's something wrong in my mind.

But I came up with negative thoughts about Nathan, I'd rather believe him....

If I'm talking about Sheila, it's Stephanie, I've decided to be honest with Nathan. When he comes home....

I entrust everything to God, whatever decision Nathan will make.

I will respect her decision, even if it hurts me. But I believe God has planned something good in my life.

And for Sheila/Stephanie I never hated her, especially I was amazed to see a woman as strong as her.

If I were in his position, I probably wouldn't be able to face a world I don't recognize. But she did not, she was able to rise and survive to become the great woman she is today. Although I know in his heart, he must also feel the pain of longing for the past that can not be remembered.

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I was sitting daydreaming in the usual cafe where I was with my two best friends gathered, none other than Mia and Tara.

But right now Mia can't accompany me, she has to attend class. But Tara doesn't know where?

I decided to contact Tara, and asked her to accompany me here.

After I finished contacting Tara, I walked back to the cashier's desk. I ordered some snacks to accompany me waiting for Tara's arrival.

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Not long after about 15 minutes, I saw a very familiar figure enter the cafe. Then the figure waved and approached me. That figure is none other than Tara.

I waved back at him and didn't forget to smile. Tara sat beside me, looking at me with a sad look.

I was confused and a little nervous being stared at by her like this.

" Hey.... " Sapa Tara's.

" Eh hi. "I replied.

" Why is your face so richly bent ? long wait for me to come ? " Tara said while drinking my juice.

" Ihhh what the hell.this is mine, you order it again there. " said I was upset, then I took back my juice.

Tara just smiled seeing me upset by myself. He walked to the cashier to order a drink for her and then returned to his current seat.

Soon the waiter brought Tara's order.

We were silent for a moment, not saying or talking about anything. Ever since I found out how she felt about me. Our relationship was a little tenuous, I chose to move a little away from her.

I don't want to give him a hope that won't come true. I just think of him as a friend and I can't be more, I don't know why.

Considering she was always there when I was hard, she was also always the shoulder I was leaning on, and her more attention to me should have made me fall in love with her. But I never felt anything more about him.

I'm sorry Tar, I'm sure you'll get the better of me.....

" Rens...how about tonight we're dinner? " tara asked suddenly, her question made me surprised and stare at her.

I looked at him with a surprised look. I don't know what to answer....

" Why silence ? I mean not only the two of us but also with Mia.... " Tara looked at me with a strange look.

I felt relieved when I heard his words again. I thought that Tara was asking me out, considering that I'm Nathan's wife now. But it turned out to be wrong😅

" Don't think I invite you on a date huh hahaha" said Tara, as she approached her face towards me.

My face, which is now red, cannot lie if it is true. Right now I'm so embarrassed....

" No. Who says yeee "my elak.

" ....males agh says to you "I continued while turning my face away.

" hmm yawdah ok, no need to sulk!! " Tara turned my body back towards her.

I hesitated to answer him, but of course I refused his invitation. Because I promised Nathan that if he left I should stay home and not travel anywhere but college.

" I can't Tar, because I promised Nathan I wouldn't leave the house other than college." she said.

" oh yasudah.its okay" said Tara, I could see to the disappointment in her eyes.

" I'm sorry.but if Nathan has come home from his trip, I promise I'll take you both to dinner together!! Im promise "say me with seducing eyes.

" Yes, Renesmee, whatever you say, " replied Tara, as she ruffled my hair.

" Ihh you did ngeselin yah.... "

" Mirhaha ...."

" Haha.... "

It's been a long time since I've been married to Nathan.

" Where is Nathan? you're not coming ? " Tara asked about Nathan, I was astonished to see his gaze turning a little cold.

" Ohh... Nathan is on a business trip!! he said he'd be home in 2 days. "clearly me.

" really? and he didn't bring you? outrageous is "Tara as if she's provoking Nathan.

" it's not that he didn't take me, but it was me who refused when he asked me to come with him "

" Do you trust him ? "

" well I believe "my answer is a little doubtful.

" ....Why the Tar, how km talk gini ? " Task me who is surprised to see Tara's attitude.

" Nothing.I also hope that she doesn't disappoint you anymore" Tara said with a cold look in the other direction.

" You're weird, yeah, that's what's clear "

" I have class soon, you better finish your meal!! I'll go first "

" Loh Tar ...kok you go, you're angry ? " say I'm worried.

" engga ... I first well" said Tara as she waved at me before the cafe.

" huh "

I still don't understand Tara's words, why is Tara so emotional to me? I also felt that there was something he was hiding from me....

It's like he knows where Nathan is now and will do something about it. But I can't just because of Tara's words, I became negative about Nathan.

I chose to love Nathan, and I had to be ready to trust him completely...

I stared at the strapping back of Tara who was walking away from the cafe. After the departure of Tara I also decided to return to the campus.

Don't forget I paid the cashier bill before I got out of the cafe. After that, I walked straight ahead, my mind still a little unsettled.

When I crossed over all of a sudden a biker sounded his horn so loud.

It..tit....Sshhhiittt.....

The bike braked and stopped right in front of me, I realized from my daydream. I almost got hit by that motorcycle....

" Woii..if you seek death, don't be here!! there jump on the river or the sea, crazy bottom "Maki the biker was on me. I just kept quiet not answering the scorn from the rider....

I was really surprised, my chest until it beat strongly. My legs feel frozen and can't move.

A middle-aged woman approached and led me back to the sidewalk.

The cold sweat now soaked all of my hands, feet, and body. The woman gave me a bottle of mineral water to drink.

After drinking it, I felt a little relaxed and calm. When I saw that she had calmed down, she left me there alone.

Several times I blinked my eyes, the sunlight seemed to make my vision blur.

I decided to call Kevin. As of right now, I cannot continue my classes.

" Oh my god, thank you for saving me "Bathin Rens.

Not long after, Kevin came to pick me up. He looked a little worried when I told him about the incident earlier.

How could he not worry, if something happened to me he would be the first to be scolded by Nathan.

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