Trapped in the Destiny of Love Presdir
Ch 12's

Lisa accidentally walked through the hallway of the house when she was going to clean the reading room owned by Papah Rens. He was surprised and ran to Renesmee who was short of breath from crying. Lisa tries to help Rens to get up and rub her onto the sofa, then she goes back to the kitchen to take a glass of water and give it to Rens.

Rens drank the water, his breathing was back a little began to regular.

"Miss is fine, let me drive the room lady" Lisa tried to persuade Rens to rest in her room.

"Lis.... Am I that disgusting, huh?" Ask Rens who is still crying softly, even though her crying is not like before. Now he is a little calmer and can control himself.

"Miss ...why does the lady say that, miss is not disgusting really" Lisa confused what is meant by Rens.

"Did he hate me so much..Then why would he want to marry me...huaaaaa" Rens cried loudly again.

"Miss be patient...all these are just trials! I am sure in the future the lady will be happy" said Lisa smiling.

"That's it...hikss" Then Rens hugged Lisa. Truly at this time he desperately needed someone's shoulder to lean back for a moment from his troubles.

"Miss don't cry anymore well.ntar beautiful lost loh" said Lisa trying to entertain Renesmee.

"hmm...thank you Lis km already want to hear my babble, even I'm so embarrassed to let you see me crying like this child" Rens returned a smile to Lisa.

"Wait....Where is the lady going? I'm helping yah..." Lisa still seems worried about Rens.

"No need..I just want to rest in my room, you better go back to work.I'm sorry to bother you well" Rens refused to help Lisa. Then she left Lisa and walked up the stairs to her room.

arriving in the room, he laid his body on his bed. The tightness he felt just now was still felt even a little. He grabbed a hand mirror on the desk next to the bed. Then she pointed the mirror at her face, her puffy eyes, her disheveled hair, her eyeliner and mascara all faded making her look very messy.

"Quiet Rens...positive thinking only! maybe he's in trouble, that's why he's suddenly being rude" Rens said in front of the mirror, as if advising himself.

He got up from his fall, then went to the bathroom. He decided to clean himself up first. When she finished she asked Lisa to bring her warm milk to her room.

"Miss is there anything else that miss wants" Lisa said after putting the milk on the nightstand next to Rens' bed.

"No Lis"

Lisa lowered her head and walked out of Rens' room, not forgetting that she had closed the door again.

After Lisa died, Rens then sat on the bed while drinking warm milk brought by Lisa.

Drrt drrt.

Rens' phone vibrated indicating a message was coming in. He grabbed his phone lying in the middle of the bed and opened the message. A smile is engraved on the face when reading the name of the sender of the message, none other than Tara.

...🌹🌹...

To : Renesmee

Rens how are you? did he do anything bad to you? I'm so worried? I don't care who he is, but if he hurts you I won't take it!

...***...

"thank God, you still give people who still care about me" said Rens, he replied immediately to the message. Because she knew Tara must have been very worried about her.

...🌹🌹...

To : Tara Louis

I'm fine Tar, you don't have to worry!! this is me at home ready for bed rest....

I'm sorry Tar I didn't tell you two about Nathan......

...***...

...🌹🌹...

To : Renesmee

...***...

...🌹🌹...

To : Tara Louis

Thanks a lot Tar....May you have a good dream bye too....

...***...

After receiving a message from Tara, her feelings returned to calm. It was as if a short message from Tara became a bedtime poem for her.

Rens laid her body on the bed, then she pulled the blanket over her. Slowly his eyes began to fall asleep until he finally fell asleep.

" Maybe by falling asleep, help me to forget for a moment the pain and problems of my life "

A moment ago.

Nathan came out of Renesmee's house with uncontrollable emotions, what an unpredictable man.

After all-out himself beratai Renesmee with so rude, he decided to leave the house Rens.

He walked to the door and exited to his parked car in the yard of Rens' house. His face was bent, his eyebrows were turned upside down furiously, his mouth was clenched still, his eyes were glaring but still looked sharp as if they were going to penetrate into the heart of someone he was staring at.

He violently started the engine of his car. Then every now and then he rang out the loud sound of his car making the guards at Renesmee's house frightened and did not dare to look at him.

One of the guards opened the fence for Nathan. Nathan then turns his car and drives out of Rens' yard.

It's in Nathan's car.

"Damn you Renesmee! Heh how can you dare to be disgusting and try to flirt like that in front of me!" nathan yelled at Renesmee.

"Based on cheap women.." maki Nathan again.

Nathan was very, very angry, his emotions were out of control. He beat the steering wheel violently and slammed the steering wheel to the right to stop on the side of the road.

Nathan drowned his face in the steering wheel while still banging him violently. "Damn it...fucking shit! Why would I go to him today" he murmured.

He opened his hair from the front to the back using both hands and then sighed softly. Then he took his phone which was in his left pants pocket, he opened a photo gallery and clicked on one of the photos.

He looked at the photo, a photo of a long-haired brown woman seemed to be hugging a man who was none other than himself. His eyes began to glaze over, then unconsciously his tears trickled down.

"Step where you are now dear.What is the truth that everyone says that you are dead, for these four years I have never stopped looking for you I am sure that you are still alive! I'm almost frustrated after your departure baby, even forgive me for being this jerk I'm not the Nathan you used to love! I've turned into a bastard who likes to play women... I decided to stop hoping and will let you go ! Goodbye baby hope you calm down there" Nathan cried over the woman in the photo.

The woman who for four years was awaited and sought, but never got results. A woman who introduces him to love and affection. The woman who would also be his wife if only the accident of that time did not happen which caused them to separate.

Especially because of the accident that Nathan became a very cruel figure to women, he never appreciated a woman. For him women are just slaves and mere complacents.

The loss of Stephanie made her the present Nathan. Different from the old Nathan, Nathan is very gentle, friendly, and warm to anyone. Even a smile was always on his face.

...🌹Flashback On🌹...

The morning sunlight entered through the window and illuminated the entire corner of Nathan's room in his private apartment.

His eyes slowly opened, he glanced at the figure of the woman next to him who was still asleep with his head firmly seated.

He saw that woman as an angel of heaven. Her beautiful face, smooth white skin, pliable eyelashes, red lips blush without lipstick, her nose pointed to make the woman look perfect.

Nathan could not resist his desire to touch one by one the beauty created in the face of the woman, who was none other than Stephanie.

Slowly touched Stephanie's eyes, nose, cheeks, and last lips, then approached Stephanie's face and kissed her forehead slowly, making Stephanie wake up from her sleep that was dulled Nathan's.