
Barra wiped her tears. This was the first time she had cried in front of so many people. His tears could not be broken. This divorce took away half his soul. The pain in his heart was so deep. It is the greatest ruin of his life right now.
"Sorry to disappoint you." Barra said with all guilt and remorse. He kept his head down, not daring to show his self-destruction in front of everyone.
"I'm sorry to have made such a complicated and painful situation like this."
"I'm sorry Dad, Mom. I've ruined your trust." Barra bowed in shame. Both of his parents had educated him well, being a man who always appreciated and kept the feelings of women since long ago, never made both parents disappointed. But this time he had hurt a lot of people at one time.
"Mom was disappointed, but all this happened."
"Front, you must be wiser in making decisions. Think back every time you're gonna do something."
"Not everything you can do."
Sonya also regretted everything that happened in her son's household life. But he can't judge anyone, everything that happens in their relationship has its own reasons behind it.
"You should apologize to Yuna and her mother. No parent would want their child to be treated this way."
"Mommy also has a daughter, Mom can't imagine if it happened to your sister." He said with a sense of disappointment and disappointment.
Barra was silent. Feeling hate and angry at yourself. He increasingly realizes that what he did to Yuna at the beginning of the marriage was very cruel. Making a woman just to be used as a child printer in exchange for money. As if a woman could easily buy.
If it happened to Sisil, he might be the first one to finish off the man.
...****...
Barra walked over, left the living room and went upstairs to meet her two children. The destruction and pain he felt, made Barra seem to be floating. Currently there is no place to stand. He also lost his way.
"Oppa,," Barra's arrival was greeted with a sad greeting from Sisil. Barra looks very fragile and pitiful. He smiled faintly, a smile with a million wounds behind it. Walking over to Kenzie and Kinara who were busy playing on the floor with Kevin.
Barra sat down, she rubbed the twins head in turn with teary eyes.
The relationship between him and the children will decrease. The time to meet them would also not be as free as before.
"Does Brother Yuna still ask for a divorce.?" Ask Sisil. He spoke carefully knowing what Barra was feeling right now.
Barra only nodded weakly to answer Sisil's question.
"I know it's hard for Oppa, but I support Yuna's decision."
"Splitting is much better than having to swallow a wound every day."
"If I were in Yuna's position, I would do the same. It might even take Zie and Ara away from Oppa."
Sisil's words immediately made Barra turn his head.
Suddenly there was a great fear in his heart. So far he has never thought about it. Never thought that one day Yuna would take their two children away from her.
"Oppa need not be afraid, Brother Yuna will not be that bad." Sisil. He could see the fear in Barra.
"Oppa may fail to be a good husband, but try to be a good father to them." Sisil smiled sincerely, rubbed Barra's back and slightly patted her. She wanted to give her spirit to her brother who was currently in a slump. Regardless of how Barra did, Sisil did not want to make Barra feel more guilty.
"My sister is an adult." Said Barra while scrambling the head of Sisil. He smiled proudly at his sister amid the excruciating pain.
"I think I deserve to be a big brother." Reply to Sisil with a small laugh.
...*****...
Yuna bailed up after almost 1 hour giving Barra time to play with the twins.
Yuna stuck her head out from the crack of the door that opened slightly. He sees Barra playing with her twins and niece.
"Can I come in.?" Ask. Barra and Sisil turned at the same time to the source of the voice.
"Sister, come on in." Answer Sisil quickly. Barra is seen throwing a smile at Yuna, but Yuna just stares and develops a smile at Sisil.
"Thank you." Yuna said as she opened the door wider and walked over to them.
"We have to go home" he told me. Yuna sat next to Sisil, her arrival instantly made twins crawl towards her.
"Why rush.? It's lunchtime soon." Sisil said as he glanced at the watch in his hand.
"It's better to have lunch here." Persuade Sisil.
"Thank you, next time." Reject Yuna smooth.
"Let's go baby, say goodbye to Aunty and Brother Kevin." Yuna brought Kevin and Kinara closer to Sisil. Directing their hands to shake hands with Sisil.
"Geez, why did he come home so soon. Kevin still plays with Twins." Sisil.
"You and Kevin can play to the shophouse," Yuna said.
"Yes, of course. I'll often meet my two funny spikes." Sisil pinched squashy cheek twins.
"Oppa, take Brother Yuna home." Sisil's voice broke Barra's daydream that had been staring at Yuna's face with a sad and regretful look.
"No need, thank you." Reject Yuna with a smile.
"I've booked a taxi." His speech.
"Please carry Kinara down," Pinta Yuna. Because there was no way he was holding twins at once while going down the stairs.
Barra nodded and immediately grabbed Kinara to hold her.
They went straight down, including Sisil and Kevin who walked first. He was like intentionally letting Barra and Yuna walk in the back.
"I'm sorry," Barra said. It had been the umpteenth time he had said sorry to Yuna since she was still in the living room earlier.
Yuna turned her head, her eyes clashing with Barra's. Yuna could see regret from the look in Barra's eyes.
"I'm sorry too, no human being is perfect, right.? I must have done something wrong to Mas Barra, whether intentionally or not."
"It's not the end of everything, nor is it the end of a father and his children's relationship."
"Thank you for giving me happiness with Kenzie and Kinara."
"I hope Mas Barra and Mba Cindy are even happier after this." Yuna said sincerely.
He just wants everyone to live their lives happily. Without burden, without envy and hurt, without being forced to share. Life is too short, it is very sad to live with feelings that are not calm.
...*****...
Barra drove her car at a high speed. 20 minutes ago she got a message from Cindy. The message said he would fly to New York for some time at Eva's request.
Without a second thought, Barra rushed straight to the airport to prevent Cindy. He would never let Cindy go.
Once parked the car, Barra immediately went down and rushed to run after Cindy.
Barra stopped, she breathed a sigh of relief even though her breath was cut off. A faint smile rose on her lips as she saw Cindy still sitting in the waiting room.
The beautiful woman sat alone and bowed down, she was seen playing a ring on her ring finger.
Barra walked over.
“Cindy,,," Call Barra. Cindy straightened her head and looked at the face of the man she had been thinking about.
His tears spilled, flowing rapidly without being able to be weaved. Cindy thought Barra would not come after Yuna asked Barra to divorce her.
"Don't ever go, I'll never let you go anywhere." Barra was getting closer to Cindy.
Cindy got up from her seat and immediately spat out Barra's hug.
How could he leave if half his soul was in Barra. Cindy was forced to leave at the request of her mother who was accompanied by a threat.
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