
Barra hugged his wife's innocent body from behind. Placing his chin on his shoulder while clutching tightly. Both are soaking in the bathtub after doing hot activities that are almost never missed every day.
"You better think about that crazy desire before I actually touch it." Pinta Barra's. She hopes Cindy will undo her intentions and forget a wish that will only hurt her own feelings.
Barra didn't even have the heart to run all this. She loves Cindy so much she doesn't want to hurt her.
Cindy took a deep breath. Inhaling oxygen to reduce tightness in the chest that suddenly stuck.
In fact just hearing Barra say that has made his heart hurt. She couldn't imagine Barra touching another woman besides herself.
Unfortunately, the decision he made was unanimous. In a marriage, there must be someone who fights for the good of the couple in the future.
Cindy doesn't want to be selfish just by thinking about herself.
"She's your wife, you have the right to touch her."
"My decision is well-rounded, it's best for all of us, especially you and your family." Cindy covered a bitter smile. It is not easy to sacrifice for the happiness of others. Although lips can say 'yes' but his heart was broken into pieces. Being single is not as easy as Cindy imagined.
"You've always said it's for the sake of my happiness and my family, and I and they never demand anything from you." Elak Barra's.
"I've been happy all this time, you've got the thought that I'm not happy."
Barra doesn't understand Cindy's way of thinking. What Cindy is doing right now is only because her own assumptions feel that Barra's happiness is not perfect without the presence of a child.
But Barra has repeatedly asserted that he does not mind even if they do not have children. Just living with Cindy makes her happy.
"At this time you can say happy, but 5 years or 10 years, you will feel empty to live our marriage."
"You will still need the presence of a child, Barra."
“He will be a source of happiness when you start to feel saturated with our marriage."
Cindy still hopes that Barra will accept the decision she has made.
She wants Barra to live a normal life like the husbands out there who already have children.
Plus the news of Barra's sister's pregnancy, making Cindy more depressed because she felt unable to give happiness to Barra.
Barra loosened her embrace. Getting back and forth from the bathtub. Whenever they discussed this, Barra always went first to end the chat. She had grown tired of discussing the same thing over and over again, but would eventually still lose out to the heavy choices Cindy had given her.
"Honey," Call Cindy. He looked at Barra with a sad look. Cindy Hapal was right how Barra felt when she chose to end the conversation.
"Hmm,,?" Barra only glanced. He stood under the shower and began to flutter his body.
"sorry," Cindy looked down sad.
He never intended to make Barra a dilemma and ultimately had to obey his wishes even though Barra did all that because he was forced to.
Cindy knows, so much love Barra towards him until finally willing to marry again because if Barra does not want to marry again, then the remaining choice is divorce.
Yes, just because she did not want to be selfish, Cindy decided to force Barra to remarry in order to have offspring. She was willing to sacrifice her marriage by letting another woman into the life of the husband she loved so much.
"Here you go, I'm tired of hearing it."
"This time I'll do what you want without refuting again."
"I touched the woman immediately." Barra said without daring to look at Cindy. He would not be able to see the sadness in his wife's eyes.
Although Cindy looks sincere, but the look of her eyes full of sadness can not lie to Barra.
"I'm glad to hear it" Cindy lied. His words were contrary to his heart that felt slashed.how could he possibly be happy to hear Barra about to touch her honey.
"May he give me happiness that I cannot give you." Cindy smiled thinly. In her little heart she can still smile at the happiness of her husband who will one day have children, even with other women.
"Hmm," That's all that came out of Barra's mouth. He doesn't know what to say anymore. Tired of convincing Cindy not to force him to remarry, Cindy insisted and threatened divorce if she did not comply.
Barra finished the bath first. Leaving Cindy still in the bathtub.
For Barra, Cindy means more than a child. That's why he doesn't mind Cindy's lack. Just living with Cindy makes her happy.
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3 Days without news. Although Yuna had kept Barra's mobile number, for 3 days she had no intention of contacting her husband.
Today Mama Rena is allowed to go home. Yuna should have informed Barra, according to what Barra had asked for.
But because Yuna felt that if her marriage was just a status, she became reluctant to communicate with Barra.
Mama Rena looked at Yuna who was putting her belongings into the bag.
To be honest he was curious about Barra's whereabouts and his daughter's seemingly unnatural married life.
Barra left from the first day of the wedding and did not appear again until now. What parents are unsuspecting. When the newlyweds will generally choose to be close to each other, Barra is already busy with work.
Is that his daughter-in-law.? You cannot take a vacation even if it is only 1 or 2 days.
"You've told Barra that today Mama can go home.?"
Yuna immediately turned her head, instead of answering, she was silent and confused as to what to say.
"Yuna.??" Tegur Mama Rena's.
"Huh.?? Euumm i, that is, Mas Barra there is still work he said. He was the one who wanted to pick us up, but this afternoon he told me that he couldn't get here yet."
Yuna commented a smile. Perform in front of Mama Rena so that the answer is convincing.
After that pretend to be busy packing things again.
"Yes, that's it." Mama Rena chose not to discuss it anymore. Somehow her feelings were too strong about Yuna and Barra's relationship. He was very sure there was something covered up by his son and daughter-in-law.
Finished cleaning Mama Rena's belongings, Yuna helped the nurse lead Mama Rena to sit in a wheelchair.
"Thank you very much Mba," Yuna said sincerely.
"Either. Hope you recover soon." His reply.
"Aamiin, thank you, sus."
Yuna rushed to push Mama Rena's wheelchair. A few steps later, the door of the room was open. The figure that was asked by Mama Rena appeared before them.
"You guys ready.?" Ask Barra. Looking at Yuna who looked confused.
Meanwhile, Barra's presence slightly casts off Mama Rena's suspicions.
"You said Barra was doing a lot of work so couldn't come, Yun," Mama Rena seemed to ask for an explanation from Yuna.
"Euumm,,, that,,,
"Yes, I did say that to Yuna. But it turns out that the work alone can be completed at home." Barra slightly lifted the briefcase she was holding to reassure her mother-in-law.
"Thank God," Mama Rena smiled in relief.
Barra walked up to them.
"Here let me." Barra took over Mama Rena's wheelchair.
Yuna who was still in a confused state, just complied.
"Please bring it." Barra thrust her bag at Yuna.
"I,, yes," he said as he picked up Barra's bag.
Barra walks first by pushing Mama Rena's wheelchair. Yuna walked behind them with a still confused facial expression as Barra suddenly appeared before her after 3 days without any news.