
"Please give me a chance to fix everything, give me a chance to make you happy." Pinta Barra's.
"The chance to make us happy.?" Yuna smiled wryly. I don't know what kind of happiness Barra meant.
Living life as a wife siri as well as a second wife, what kind of happiness will be given by Barra.?
"There are still many other ways to make children happy, not necessarily by maintaining this complicated household." Yuna.
He shifted from before Barra because it was uncomfortable to see Barra kneeling to him.
"I won't change my mind, my decision will be the same." Firm Yuna. She still wants to end her marriage.
"Please let me feel a little happiness." Yuna's voice sounded heavy. It was enough suffering and the problems of this life took away all his happiness. Yuna wanted to find happiness again with her two children.
At least she would live a quiet life if she gave up her status as only a second wife.
Barra raised her face, her eyes already reddened and glazed - glass.
"Can't you share it with Cindy.?" Barra asked in a weak voice. He was so resigned and no longer knew how to maintain 2 marriages at once.
Cindy and Yuna both already occupied her heart. It's not because it's selfish to want to keep both, it's just not ready to let one of them go.
"Mas Barra is kidding.?" Yuna smiled cynically.
"From the beginning I felt I had no rights over Mas Barra. Mas Barra belongs only to Mba Cindy, forever only to her. And vice versa. So what should I share for her.?"
Yuna breathed a heavy sigh.
"Don't torture yourself, I know Mas Barra's having a hard time going through this." Yuna said, she then left before Barra and rushed down.
Barra rubbed his face rough. It is true what Yuna said. Not only difficult, but also very hard to live. He felt in the wrong position.
Had she known it would be like this eventually, she would never have agreed to Cindy's request to remarry. This second marriage only creates destruction for herself and makes her hurt Yuna's feelings and sacrifice children who don't know anything about this complicated issue.
...*****...
During the 3 days of staying at the shophouse, Barra did not dare to sleep in Yuna's room. She chose to sleep on the sofa that was on the same floor as Yuna's room.
Mama Rena who saw it also chose to silence and not interfere with their problems. Not even advising Yuna as usual because Mama Rena already knows the problems of her daughter's household.
So there was no comment when Yuna let Barra sleep on the sofa.
Yuna was silent when Barra came home. Instead throw away the view so as not to see Barra who is interacting with his two children.
He kissed Kenzie and Ara in turn.
The two tiny babies continued to smile with active hand and foot movements.
"Papa go home, baby," said Barra.
The look of her face looks very happy.3 days with baby twins makes her feel always calm and happy, although not 24 hours together because she has to work.
"Don't make your mama sad, Papa enough." Said again. Yuna reflexively glanced with a sharp gaze, but remained silent because she was lazy to talk to Barra.
Barra who saw Yuna's sharp gaze, pretended not to know about it and continued talking to the baby twins.
"Please tell Mama, Papa I'm sorry." Barra Whisper. But his voice was clear because it was intentional so that Yuna could hear him.
"Don't do anything in vain, it won't change my decision." Yuna spoke calmly.
Yuna's words immediately dimmed Barra's spirit and belief that one day Yuna would choose to survive.
But he was wrong, from the very beginning Yuna did have a strong stance.
"Titip kids, thank you for taking good care of them." Barra smiled sincerely as she moved out of bed.
"Call me if you need anything."
Yuna nodded slowly without saying anything. At least Barra will quickly leave if his orders are approved.
...*****...
5 months passed. Kenzie and Kinara are almost 7 months old. Growing up is very good. The two babies are getting adorable and smart.
Yuna and Barra's relationship is still on the spot. Barra's efforts to get Yuna's heart never paid off. All the attention, time and affection he was trying to devote to Yuna was just futile. Yuna was still firm on her stance. His heart was locked tightly to a male figure named Barra.
Although Yuna no longer asked for a divorce from her, Yuna's cold attitude was excruciating and continued to disturb her thoughts.
Barra knocked on Yuna's bedroom door 30 minutes ago Yuna walked into her room after making breakfast.
"Can I come in.?" Barra asked in a weak voice. He lost his direction and hope.
His life was already complete with the presence of Kenzie and Kinara, yet every day only felt a sense of unease. Happy but never calm down to live life.
Before long the door opened. Yuna looked fresher with her hair still wet.
"What's up.? Breakfast is ready downstairs." Yuna said flatly.
"We need to talk to both." Barra. He looked chaotic with a burdened look in his eyes.
"On the inside." His pocket while stepping forward. Yuna backed away, the two of them went into the room.
Sit on the side of the bed with distance.
"Speak, I must feed the children." Yuna looks uncomfortable with Barra in the room. Baby twins are Yuna's reason for Barra to talk quickly.
"There was Nina and Mama feeding them." Barra Sahut. Before going to the room, she had just chatted with baby twins who were being taken care of by baby sitter and Mama Rena.
Barra stared fixedly at Yuna's face.
"Look at me" Pinta Barra pleaded. Since then, Yuna turned her eyes in another direction.
"Yuna, please just look at me this time." Again Barra asked with all her humility and guilt for Yuna.
Yuna took a deep breath before obeying Barra's request to look at her.
As her eyes clashed with Yuna, Barra reviewed a faint smile. His eyes immediately sparkled, but looked heart-wrenching as it showed deep sadness.
Barra took a breath, looking heavy and tight.
"Is there no chance for our marriage.?" Barra looks desperate. It's not easy for him. Releasing his wife and both his children.
"Don't I say it often." Yuna said casually. From the beginning he had been convinced to part, so he did not feel anything at all at the moment.
"Alright," Barra's voice weakened. His eyes also dimmed. His entire happiness seemed to have vanished.
“Before we part, I want us to spend four."
"Give me a chance to feel a warm togetherness with you guys." Pinta Barra's.
"I'd like to take you on vacation the day after I get home from out of town." Barra's voice choked.
He is only forced to let Yuna go because he feels like he failed to make her happy.
"Do you mind.?" Ask gently. Barra carved out a thin smile that was visible on the force. Smiling in a fragile state of heart is not easy.
Yuna shook her head.
"If it can speed up our divorce proceedings, I'll gladly agree to it." Yuna replied firmly.
Hearing Barra about to divorce her, Yuna was like getting a breath of fresh air. After months of being cooped up in a stuffy room, he would finally get out and be free.
"Thank you," said Barra. Again the smile was fake. He will lose 3 people at once which means a lot in his life right now.
"I have to go now." Barra stared at the watch on her wrist, then moved.
"Break breakfast before you go." Yuna said. Although the form of attention, but Yuna's tone is quite flat.
"I don't have much time, if I get there." Reject the subtle Barra.
He stood in front of Yuna who was still sitting on the side of the bed. His two hands suddenly grabbed Yuna's head and landed a kiss on Yuna's forehead. Long enough, Yuna just kept quiet with her eyes closed.
"I love you" said Barra. He then rushed out of the room. Yuna stared at Barra's departure with a hollow feeling.