
Rain still drains the earth. Almost 1 hour had passed since the tragedy between them. Several times there was thunder that struck, as if adding to the dark atmosphere of the night. Everyone who was there except Kaira chose to take shelter with the tarp that Erden and Juno had prepared. They both drowned in silence. There was no sound let alone the aura of sadness Cathleen was still going around them. Teresa still faithfully held Cathleen, occasionally whispering words of encouragement in the ears of the student, although no response was given.
Teresa gently stroked Cathleen's head while circulating her manic towards Kaira who was still faithfully staying in the rain. His only pupil sat on the wall, where Carlos jumped. Helda's girl sat there bowing her head occasionally playing her fingers. He scratched his nails that had not been cut, until there were many scratches engraved on the fingers of the fingers that were still decorated with dried blood spots. Alena and Sena had repeatedly approached, trying to persuade the girl to take shelter. Unfortunately Kaira who seemed to lose her soul, did not move from her place. He even ignored the invitation of his best friend.
Alena snorted bitterly as she returned to where they were sheltering. He sat himself down violently beside Sena while scowling in annoyance. "In vain, there is no point in my mouth foaming at the fool. He was still a stone head, choosing to stay there rather than take shelter. Shit, what does he want to fall sick with ?!" lamented annoyance.
"If I could be honest, I've been afraid for a long time that senior Kaira would jump from the top of this building" Juno said, then the young man shuddered in horror at the scenario.
Spontaneously Naomi who was near him directly hit the young man Lee's head. "Anyway you talk. Don't freak Juno !" his sweat.
"Juno you better shut up ! Don't aggravate our current situation !" Erden commemorated his friend. Juno grimaced softly then apologized immediately for his words earlier.
Sena let out a long sigh, "i think she blames herself too much" he said slowly. The girl Khalila hugged her knees, trying to warm herself from the cold air that enveloped her wet body. "Kai blames himself for Mr.'s death. Josely. As I approached her she continued to mumble 'I shouldn't have said that stupid thing. He must still be here.' The same words he kept saying. I tried to persuade her but she ignored me."
Alena resuscitated her lethargic body on the wall behind her. "We can't blame him for the bad stuff. Who is he ? Creator of destiny ? But really, I almost hit him on the head when I didn't see the boy's blank stare. It's as if there's no life inhabiting that body."
Teresa looked at her students. Their situation is chaotic not play. And Teresa felt so guilty that she couldn't give any help. "Honestly, I can't say anything right now. I'm sorry, for not being able to provide any help that could help us" he said in a sincere tone.
"You're innocent" Cathleen suddenly opened her voice. He held tightly to the hand of the teacher who had rubbed his head earlier. "Nobody can be blamed in this situation. In fact, there is no one - me, you or all of you - who wants this to happen. To blame are those who caused this virus to be created" Cathleen emphasized her tone. He clenched his hands tightly, in his mind promising to avenge the death of his brother to those who were indeed responsible.
1 Hour he spent in grief while contemplating. There were many things he thought about the terrible tragedy that had befallen him. At first he blames Kaira and all the plans that the girl made. But after a long time he thought, Kaira did not expect this to happen either. It all started with Carlos' decision, the older brother. If he blames Kaira, it's not his fault either. He did not reject this plan to continue.
From the beginning Kaira had said that he himself would sacrifice himself to go to the rooftop, if it could save them all. In fact, they prefer to go together. Trying to survive as hard as you can. So, Kaira can't be a subject that should really be to blame in this case. Cathleen thought about it deeply from now on.
"I'll talk to him" Cathleen said confidently, then she ran her wheelchair through the still-falling rain.
Kaira is still with her activities. Swiping the nails until some give new scratches on his fingers. His gaze blankly stared straight at the pool of blood that was beneath him. His eyes closed tightly, as the incident turned back on his head like a broken cassette tape. With mixed emotions, he pressed his nails deeper into his finger. No matter how his finger that started to show new wounds was bigger, it had even released drops of blood.
His eyes reflexively opened, as one pulled and threw his hand violently. The man tried to stop him from hurting himself. For a moment he stared at the person who did this, before turning his head and then returning to his activities that stopped. Unable to see his best friend, his guilt grew. His thinking began to be chaotic and tangled, total making Kaira unable to think sanely.
"Detach.." said Kaira in a soft tone full of emphasis.
"I won't let go until you stop !" Cathleen replied no less fierce.
"Kate..."
"What ?! Want to get mad at me ?!" cathleen said in an annoyed tone. "Don't be stupid Kaira ! I know you often do things that are not sane, but once this try to think sane. With you doing this, will everything change ?! There is no Kai ! Everything will stay the same ! My brother won't be coming back here, even if you hold hands like this ! Or if you try to jump from here !" Cathleen shouted with emotion.
"Stop ! Don't think gini ! You think you're the one with the fate of living and dying someone ?! No one could have predicted this would happen ! No one expected this to happen ! Me, you, even my brother ! Don't be stupid Kaira ! Stop, don't do this again. Stop beating up and hurting yourself, Kai. I've never wronged you for any of these bad things Kaira Helda. The others did too" Cathleen tried to resuscitate her friend.
"You stuck here, it can't be suddenly there is a change and we end up happy ending. That's not how Kai works. Let's move on. Let's leave this dark time, there's still pr for us. We must survive from this and nightmare ! Stop kayak gini and go back to being Kaira the madman who never knew his name the word shame. Back to Kaira Helda..."
Kaira was silent for a moment before ending up crying again in front of her best friend. He rubbed his rough face wet with rain water and his own tears. "Sorry, I'm sorry. Earnest. I'm a big idiot, Kate" he said accompanied by a slow sob. He seemed to be slapped and made aware of his foolish actions.
Cathleen smiled faintly, "you're a complete moron. Wonder me. How can I, Alena, ama Sena strong amu you. That's why I'm less and less watching dramas, you fucking asshole. You are really sad today !" his tirade was upset with the tears flowing along. Come to cry with his best friend under the rain that still flushes them.
Kaira chuckles little, "yes sorry if your friend is not sane, stupid, all his children are moping again" he said ended with a wide grin.
"Dimaafin if you go along shady, continue to help us-we prepare the next plan" Kaira nodded then jumped down from her seat and stepped on the rooftop floor. He pushed Cathleen's wheelchair to where her friends and teachers were taking shelter. Those who had become loyal spectators and waited for the presence of the two friends.
Kaira grimaced softly, "sorry to make you bother because of me" he said.
Alena hits her friend's arm, then tightly embraces Kaira's neck. "Makanya, sayin tuh dengerin word temennya. Even the snobs of budeg that" he said annoyed.
"When you yourself often tell us, there is nothing but a story not to be harbored alone. Even you yourself are gnashing saliva, you basic yes" Sena also nagged. Kaira could only reply with an awkward laugh. He just realized too bad to even make himself look stupid. It makes it worse for many people. Kaira regrets that now.
- Keen