Professor Ling I Love You
Professor Ling's Regret

Until not long later when Jingmi opened her bag and took out her hand she instead took out a container of clear white pencil and gave it to Xinxin just like that. It made me unable to bear to laugh as well as Xinxin who immediately put on a sullen face filled with annoyance, he immediately pulled my hand quickly and led me into the dormitory right then and there.

"Asha... You gave a special gift to Zhan Tao, but instead gave that ugly pencil place to me! Basic sucks. Come on Zhan Tao you can't be friends with him anymore, from now on I won't let you meet him, hurry in." Xinxin shouted as she continued to pull my hand quickly.

I can only continue to obey Xinxin's wishes while waving slowly to part with Jingmi. We continued to laugh out loud at Jingmi's behavior which managed to make Xinxin upset and angry like that.

On the other hand, professor Ling is increasingly preoccupied with many new regulations created by overseas laboratories, whereas he still has to market his first health robot, which he is, he's done a great opening before and got a fantastic advantage, many big hospitals abroad are very interested in the results of his work, he said, so much of the invitations he had gotten from the various forum leaders and so on, professor Ling really did not have much time, either, he continues to do his work without stopping and still feels confused to decide to take cooperation with the laboratory at the best universities in the world to create things and new breakthroughs are greater.

But if he takes that chance, maybe he can't get married, can't go back to this country and his time will be completely spent on science and research, for the survival of humanity and create many cutting-edge technologies to eliminate many rare diseases that until now have not received a cure.

He daydreamed in the private room of his laboratory and held an access card belonging to Zhan Tao, a three-cm-long flat object that was thin as HVS paper, thin card as a sign of identity member of medical laboratory belongs to Zhan Tao, which is the reason why he was released from this laboratory and made himself far with Zhan Tao, including hated to this day.

Professor Ling stood looking at the chair once occupied by Zhan Tao, he saw a shadow that played back like a movie of the past, he said, where there is still Zhan Tao sitting there and joking with senior Anming, now the laboratory has become quiet along with the departure of Zhan Tao who always brings happiness and excitement in the laboratory, everyone focused on their respective work, no one could joke around like Zhan Tao, no one would melt the atmosphere like before, no one would, there was no ear-shaking scream and no one could give milk tea to all the members of the laboratory.

Professor Ling began to exhale lethargicly he began to realize that he had made a big mistake in the past, he only knew now that he did like Zhan Tao, he did, and feel lost for his loss.

"Huuhh.I shouldn't have made a decision on the side and was in too much of a hurry. But is it possible that he committed such a fraud? He's just an S1 student who just got an education, is that really what he's doing?" Professor Ling's grumbling continued to think things over in a clingy manner.

Until without him knowing the grunts heard by senior Feng who was behind him was about to tell professor Ling about the work he had just finished, Feng heard the grunts and he could not stand still as he already knew the true story from Zhan Tao's mouth directly.

"You're right that he's just an S1 student just starting out in this lab, he won't be able to replace that sophisticated access, you should have found out the truth if you were really sorry for what you did to her." Said senior Feng while putting the file on the desk of professor Ling back then.

Quickly professor Ling immediately turned to look at him he was quite shocked to see that senior Feng was already in his room and spoke like that to him so that was the case, arousing suspicion for him he began to approach Feng and began to ask deeper questions to extract information from him.

"What did you just say? Do you know what I'm talking about?" Professor Ling asked Feng back then.

"Of course I know, you must be sorry you kicked Zhan Tao out of this lab, right?" Reply Feng so bluntly.

"No. for what I regret it, everything is in accordance with the regulations in force in this laboratory, and all such regulations are in accordance with the agreement of all members of the laboratory, so that's the policy I'm doing, after all you yourself also know, what my purpose is to get that woman into this lab, anyway, I just use him so he can be a free cleaning tool and not wasteful of electricity here, with him we are all helped a lot, too, if she's no longer used for what she's kept for and why I regret it, she's just I take the shield so that no other woman can mess with my life." Reply professor Ling who still feels reluctant to admit his feelings directly in front of others.

Senior Feng who had known a Ling professor for a long time, he could only let out a languid breath and shook his head slowly, for him this is ingrained for professor Ling who has clearly had a very high ego since he was a child, even he can not be regulated or denied by anyone.

"Hahaha you're fucking... Yes, it's just you, I think you know better about your feelings, it's just that I tell you from now on, here I am as your best friend not a subordinate or a work partner, but I'm not, if you like it, you'll have to go after him and get rid of your gang, otherwise I think you'd lose him because there's someone who's done more hard work than you to get him out there." Senior Feng replied to professor Ling with his very serious face.

"May you succeed Ling." Added senior Feng again while patting down next to professor Ling's shoulder and he left from there as soon as possible.

Professor Ling grew even more anxious considering that she also already knew who senior Feng meant to her, which was none other than Jingmi, he always felt annoyed and black-ridden whenever he remembered and imagined about Zhan Tao being so close to Jingmi, even the last time Zhan Tao had clearly rejected his umbrella and left with the man, he said, it makes him feel more frustrated.

"Aadrkkk.... Damn it, it's up to me not to like it at all and I don't regret anything!" Jerk professor Ling loudly and he continued to set his roaring breath nonstop.

Without professor Ling knowing behind that door, though, there was secretly a senior Sisi who recorded the remarks from professor Ling before he only recorded in one side only then immediately returned to his chair because he saw senior Feng who had just come out of the laboratory.

"It's gonna be a good material, to keep that damn woman from coming back to this lab!" Senior grumpy Sisi with the look of his cynical eyes and the corner of the lips he raised upwards slightly.

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Until the following days began to pass he was increasingly preoccupied with various advanced research and relations between other countries that he had to attend as a form of respect, he said, whereas I myself have taken the graduation exam to get a fairly high score and I have graduated with the S1 glass that I have always dreamed of, start working very actively in the creative team of a large company in the field of advertising as well as product marketing.

Everything went pretty well in career matters, I was getting more and more in trust and my position kept going up, until the holidays arrive and I prefer to go to my hometown after a long time not to see my father and aunt and step-sister.

There is a deep pain that I have been alone in remembering about my father and aunt, those who have not contacted me in recent months, have not even sent me money at all, so that I had to work hard alone to pay my previous graduation fees, I always took overtime at the office and always took on other side jobs just to make ends meet, fortunately, there was Xinxin who still wanted to accommodate me at his house when I was not able to take a rental house.

Today was the day I had scheduled the company to give me two days off, and I thought I could stay at my dad's house one day, after that go back to this place and fight again in life.

"Xinxin no matter how they're my family, I have to see them, I have to know how they're doing there." I replied to Xinxin back then.

He nodded at me and allowed me to leave, I began to pull my suitcase and immediately went to the nearest bus stop, I still had to take the bus to get to the subway, to get to the hometown.

When I was on my way, I suddenly got a short video from someone who didn't know who the sender was.

Out of curiosity I began to open the tape, until professor Ling's face with a very clear voice was heard by my ears, where he said a sentence that hurt my feelings very much at the time, and in that second I just found out if it turns out all this time the purpose he put me in his laboratory just for something like this.

"Well.... So she just wants to be my maid? Is he this cruel? I mistakenly thought he was a good man, he was the most jerk I knew!" I said while wiping away the tears that started to break out of my eyes.

It felt like my heart was completely broken, I did not expect that professor Ling was indeed so cruel, even to me who had fought for him and always defended him in front of Jingmi as well as my other roommates.

Now that I realized that everything that Xinxin said was also the others true, it should have been that from the beginning I forgot professor Ling, distanced myself from him, indeed, and I shouldn't have received an invitation to the lab from him.

Now that it's really too late, I've lowered a lot of my pride in him, I feel like I'm the dumbest human being in the world, for being able to trust someone like him.

I cried sobbing in the subway and when I was about to put my phone accidentally I sent the video to the griff I had, Jingmi was also my other roommate.

My phone died after that and I don't know what happened.

Until arriving in my hometown, I actually saw with both eyes of my head that father and aunt fought very fast, even they were seen pushing each other, there is also your stepbrother who ran out to come to me and he immediately m*mukul me hard while crying sobbing loudly.

"You... Why did you come back, all this because of you, you useless woman, you've exhausted my father's treasure, you're out of here!" Shouted your stepbrother loudly.

I was confused and completely clueless, until my father and aunt turned to me and they immediately stopped the fight.

"Zhan Tao, how long have you been standing there?" Shouted dad to me.

"Why are you here, baby?" Tanga my father again by holding both of my shoulders so tightly back then.

I kept silent looking around the messy house, no cars and everything was so messed up.

"Dad..what really happened?" I asked her with a sigh.

Dad kept his head down and did not reply to my questions at all, I got more anxious and kept pushing him even stronger, until my stepmother answered him.

"He's broke, and you know all that because of you, your tuition fees are so high and he still wants to pay you back until S3, arkk. Honey let's go inside leave these two guys!" Said my stepmother while pulling my little brother into the house immediately.

"Get you out of here, never come back, you fucking cocksucker!" Shouted your stepbrother back then, who was still echoing in my ears continuously.

I tried not to cry in front of my father, but in fact I was still a whiny girl, my father hugged me tightly and I cried even harder, but I knew auntie would hate that if dad kept defending me and was on my side like this.

"Dad... I'm not going to go to college anymore, I'm already working and I can make my own money, please don't think of me, apologize to auntie don't make her angry and please don't divorce her." I said in the middle of my sobs at that moment.

"Don't love it if you can't see you happy, then you better just divorce her, even though you still love your aunt and sister very much." Father replied to me.

I kept shaking my head and forbidding my father to do that, all this was also my fault, I never received any more money from him after the past few months, after all, either the money was given by my father and he reasoned to my aunt that the money was up for my expenses.

"Dad, please don't come near me, I'm leaving, you're not being honest with me at all, I know dad, you're spending your own money, I've never received any remittances from you, and I'm going to go to S2 in my own way if you want me to continue my education, but maybe not here and not with your money." I said to him as I turned around and left the house.