Professor Ling I Love You
Heartache

Finally senior Anming immediately smiled at me while scratching his back of his head slowly at that time because he already realized that he was the one who had been wrong before.

I couldn't stop grumbling so much I felt so upset and emotional that I didn't take a long glance at the side and saw a guard girl there carrying a thruster there, I think that thrusters can be used to carry this tool at least I don't need to lift it with both hands to get to the lab later.

"Aahh... senior Anming wait here, I know how we can bring this heavy object to the laboratory later," he told her and quickly went to the girl.

"Excuse me brother, can I borrow the trolley, I'm from professor Ling's laboratory later I'll return it back here, quickly, I need it to bring the ironing device to practice experiments there," I explained to him at that time.

Fortunately the beautiful sister was kind, she was willing to give it so easily to me, when she did not recognize me at all before and we had just met back then.

"Oh.so yes, please go ahead, you can also use it casually I have finished using it," said the brother to me.

I was really very grateful to him because he was really very good and became a helper angel for me, he was really amazing because thanks to him being kind enough to give me that trolley loan, I was able to carry that very troublesome heavy object.

"Aahh, thank you very much, big brother, besides you are also beautiful, thank you very much" I said to him as I immediately took the object and brought it quickly to senior Anming at that time.

"Seniors..... Senior Anming look what I brought, tada..haha.see please with this we can carry that heavy object now," I said to him with a very happy heart and kept showing him a big smile.

Senior Anming also looks a big smile he looks very cheerful, he was very happy because I could carry the thing so he also did not have any trouble thinking of any other way anymore and we were able to bring it quickly.

"Wahhh ...so cool is this great, how did you find this kind of trolley?" Senior Anming asked me by holding his trolley continuously back then.

"Haha.of course I'm amazing, unlike you who think only silently pensively unclear," I deliberately offended him at that time.

After he himself who does not have the right thoughts, how could he forget something as important as this and instead ask for help from me, even though the others were busy but at least he could also ask for help from his friend who was outside the laboratory itself, but somehow he chose me instead, it was very annoying for me, it was very annoying for me, plus I was just exposed to the pressure from professor Ling who made me ride black and emotional very very much to him at that time.

"Ehehe.I'm sorry Zhan Tao you're so sensitive anyway, I'll forget how much I'm an ordinary human I can still forget, that's all that can be solved now, everything can be solved, let's quickly take this thing to the lab before professor Ling will yell at me or scold me for being outside for too long like this" he replied to me.

I was still a bit annoyed even though he was already crying out to apologize like that to me, I quickly helped him raise the object to the top of the trolley in aid with him the guard who was there and Senior Anming immediately pulled it from the front while I pushed it from the side at that moment.

I just kept pushing it fast until we actually arrived at the laboratory and Anming's senior immediately asked for the help of the other friends to move him to the practice room at that time.

I also still have to keep the trolley so that it can be returned later as well as the completion of professor Ling using the object at that time, I don't know what he'll do with the thing but all I know at that time he just went to the practice room along with Senior Sisi as well with senior Feng and a few others that moment.

I was also never allowed to enter the room because professor Ling always said that I was not part of the people who would experiment in the projects he was designing at the moment to create a tool that can cure mild stroke to the highest level.

Yes I also understand maybe because I am still sitting at S1 level, while the other seniors are all S2 and S3 students who are very accomplished in class and in their majors at that time, they are people who are well known in their expertise in the academic and non-academic fields, as well as, very different from me who only got the luck to pass the testing at the university and still have to pay all the fees there in full, sometimes I also feel bad and insecure when it comes to interacting with great people like them, because I knew that their achievements were all unquestionable whereas I had absolutely no achievements at the time, even then when I was about to help senior Anming to push the object into the practice room, professor Ling just held my hand quickly.

"Stop.why don't you remember, you're only allowed to go into my room not with all the practice rooms here, there's a lot of things you can't hold, there's a lot of things you can't hold, a careless person like you doesn't deserve to go in there, go back to your desk there!" Professor Ling spoke cynically like that to me in the presence of so many people back then.

I feel so ashamed of it, really, because somehow I am also self-conscious just when it is talked about like that in front of many people I still feel inferior and ashamed at that time.

"Well, I'll be right back." I replied to him quickly and immediately left from there.

I retreated away from them and professor Ling just kept passing me by, he went inside unceremoniously again and continued to pass me while sounding crackle loudly at me back then, to be honest I hurt her this time but it still did not diminish my affection for her.

I could only avoid it and try to endure the pain alone, I sat back at my desk alone because almost all the seniors were busy with their projects, and busy with their respective duties that have been given by professor Ling before.

I was confused because there was nothing I could do so I preferred to clean all the contents of the room, I went to get a cleaning tool and just kept cleaning it by myself, doing work that should only be done by a special cleaning party hired to clean the laboratory area from the campus, but now I actually have to do it myself.

I'm no problem than I just kept quiet and even thought about the painful incident just now, I better use the energy in my body to work diligently to clean up whatever is there and do the work I can do myself and just keep mopping the floor with a humming ria until everything is done looks kinclong and clean intent.

Only after that I can feel relief, even though my waist hurts and my hands are also sore because of it.

"Aahh, it's finally done, it's great to be able to finish everything like this" I said, continuing to put the cleaning tool back in place.

I again sat down in front of my desk and began to make notes that senior Feng had given me earlier because apparently there was a correction patch next to my computer, it was from senior Feng regarding the data that I researched earlier, but fortunately senior Feng still praised me in the correction letter he gave me back then, so despite getting a correction from him I still feel happy.

"Zhan Tao you are great at solving it in just one day, but you have to be more thorough next time yes, there are some data that you may not accidentally miss, but it is not much really, really, I've fixed it, some of it is wrong data you place, you learn again how to set it up properly so that we are more expert, thanks for helping me Zhan Tao." Fill in the correction letter from senior Feng to me, ending with a smile emoticon with one eye winking like a wink.

"Ehehe.. senior Feng you are here" I said as I immediately worked out what senior Feng mentioned in his note.

It had been several hours running since I had finished my work cleaning up the place there back then, even now I had successfully completed the data research that senior Feng had said back then, but professor Ling did not come out of the practice room at all, but at that time other seniors had already come out of there, even now seniors Anming and Feng had also come out of there as well.

Even when I asked senior Anming about professor Ling who had not come out of there yet, they themselves simply raised both shoulders, which signified that they knew nothing.

Until the time came home, and we should all leave immediately to begin our respective classes then, as well as with me because, because, we should all leave immediately, my college time has come so I have to get out of there.

"Aahh.. senior I have to leave now, because my schedule will soon arrive, I first yes, later after the end of class I come back here again, dahh," I said as I waved to senior Anming as well at senior Feng back then.

"OK .. be careful Zhan Tao not to run fast when you fall!" Senior Anming shouted at me.

I just nodded at him with a smile at that moment.

I went to my class and met with Xinxin, we immediately started the class as usual with a heart that did not know to have a good mood or not at all, to be sure I myself only entered because of absence, I do not want to be stamped as a bad student or a student who often skipped class, so even though I have not been with his learning, he said, or do not like the lecturer I will still go into the class, unless I am sick, then I will permit.

I realized I wasn't the beach I was just a mediocre student, so if I wasn't smart at least I should be diligent going into all classes, that way I could compete and not be left behind with the others, my Xinxin and she have both had mediocre brains so far so we have always been complementary to each other all this time.

As of this moment where the lecturer in front was the master teacher of the previous Ling professor who was none other than Lu Dai's professor, he had a very strict teaching and was so in siplin in his class, he had a very strict teaching, not even a single person dared to speak when his class was underway, but fortunately now he is not teaching full-time anymore, because of his age that has entered into retirement, this time he came to my class as a motivator only and filled the class after the learning was completed.

He gave me a lot of learning he was by the second great I had seen after professor Ling who turned out he was also Ling's professor teacher before, when the professor Ling was still sitting as an exemplary student on this campus and studying endlessly.

Even the professor of this legend continued to talk about professor Ling's prowess, I can't ignore you right now, I can't ignore you, and the feeling in my heart grew even more when I heard all the greatness of professor Ling from his teacher directly like this.

"Ohhh... Jeez Xinxin I'm really not wrong in choosing a partner she's so amazing isn't she?" I said to Xinxin while nudging her shoulders.

"Aishh...What is wrong with you? Hey realize let's quickly realize, she's not even your girlfriend yet, how can you say she's your partner, you hammers!" Xinxin said to me.

I could only frown feeling annoyed that he was not supporting my genitals at the moment, though I really want to be supported by my friend this one as before but unfortunately he even treats me like this now.

"Aishh.you can't do this, you support my happiness, yes even though I know professor Ling is not my partner, but at least I am struggling now, you help me pray" I replied to Xinxin at the time.

"Huh... up to you, you can only hammer as long as you have not got him, I dong was sure with my lover I even made a pact with him to have dinner with him later," said Xinxin who can only make me jealous continuously at any time.

I was really very upset to hear his words and I quickly just stayed away from him and immediately looked at him cynically because I was so envious of him, he obviously already has a partner who is always there for him whenever he needs it, whereas I let alone my partner feel my own family does not care about me, dad didn't call me anymore and I was still thinking positively that maybe he's busy with his job right now.

But still, I kept feeling anxious and longing for the father figure, he was the only man in my heart and would never fade my love for father.

Although I knew that father had brought home a woman like aunt who was so stingy in my spending matters all along, but at least dad was happy, that already made me happy too.

Until the class is over, I'll be disbanding soon, I had wanted to take Xinxin to eat first with me to the cafeteria but unfortunately just as we all know that Xinxin already has a promise with her beloved love that she craves and she keep praising me all this time.

So he refused the invitation from just like that without a second thought.

"Xinxin let's go to the cafeteria today there is a menu ati ampela, is that not your favorite, let's hurry before we run out," invite while pulling his hand quickly.

But unfortunately he refused me and let go of my hand slowly.

"Ehehe.I'm sorry Zhan Tao but you yourself know that I don't have an appointment with someone very special in my life, as well as my bright future, so I can't go with you, I'm sorry. Bye...bye." said he just went straight away avoiding me quickly right then and there.

I felt very upset and just kept on furrowing my eyebrows together with my bends so firmly, it felt like I wanted to really beat up Xinxin this time, she said, he was very busy with his girlfriend almost every day.

"Hey..how dare you keep showing off your girlfriend's affection and kindness to me! Just watch out for you I'll get back to you later Xinxin!" I shouted at him very loudly.

I even ran out of breath myself for yelling so loudly at him and long enough back then, which in the end made me breathless in the end I myself who felt tired and felt the throat become dry at that time to make it difficult for me to swallow my own saliva at that time.

"Huuuhhh.pati..sabar..sabar... soon I will also have a boyfriend." I calmed myself at that moment.