Professor Ling I Love You
Not Self-Defense

I had truly resigned and could do nothing more, only able to shake my head slowly while bowing lethargic and exhaling deeply with helplessness, I was also in a bad mood a moment ago. But after seeing Xinxin like this I felt she was worse than me, even she who had never been seen eating seafood before, now actually ate a lot in one meal.

"Geez Xinxin slowly, no one will steal your food, you can choke if it's such a rush." Said warning.

"Can't Zhan Tao, I've been holding all this for too long, you know, I'm trying so hard to put aside all the things I love to survive being her lover, I don't eat my favorite seafood, I don't eat my favorite seafood, I didn't wear my bike anymore for him, but he cheated on me with a girl richer than me. Hua.hiks..Zhan Tao I have to how it is now." Said to me at that time.

I immediately felt more anxious and compassionate to see his condition worse than I am today.

"Already, calm yourself down, there are still many good men out there, you don't deserve to cry over a man like him, he's a fucking guy I'll just vouch for him if you want." I said as I continued to rub her hands and tried to calm her down at that moment.

"No, you can't do that to her, I really like her Zhan Tao, I can't break up with her, I'm sorry huaa...." The reply again made me confused myself.

I felt ashamed and felt sorry for her situation at that time, but how else there was nothing I could do to stop her crying, I myself was too emotional and very upset, too, could not do anything more and could only complain together with Xinxin back then.

"Hmm.yeah, you shouldn't cry for that man again, don't cry for that jerk, or I'll beat him up with my own two hands." I stared intently with roaring breath at him.

I've been very emotional, that's why I dare to yell at him, because there is no other choice I can do at this time, even I lost my patience to hit the table hard.

'Shelf!' the sound of a very loud table shake by me.

"Hey... What the fuck are you? Why are you breaking the table? Are you mad at me?" Say him to me.

I knew by then Xinxin had started to get drunk and she looked good with her eyes starting to red and her speech was not clear, I stopped her hands that were about to drink beer again at that time.

"That's enough! You can't drink anymore, let me spend it." I said while grabbing the glass and immediately gulped it down.

"Gee.wah...Zhan Tao, you've been great at drinking huh? Haha...good good... Then have you also managed to get the mad professor?" Xinxin asked me.

I actually can not bear to drink even just drink one glass I have immediately felt dizzy and very uncontrollable, slowly my gaze faded and I did not know what to say to answer Xinxin back then.

"Ahaha...Xinxin you are wrong, I am worse than you, at least you have had him, even though now you are breaking up, you can also quickly find a replacement, while I? I'm so sad he hates me, never likes me, even I can't call him dear like you before, I'm so pathetic huaaa.." reply while continuing to cry sobbing and bowing my head at that moment.

Xinxin who was a little aware, he began to feel something was wrong with his friend, he began to rub his eyes and went to the toilet to refresh his face so that his drunkenness could be slightly lost.

After washing his face and returning to the previous table, Xinxin instead saw Zhan Tao disappear, he was not at the table where he was sitting at that time, this certainly surprised Xinxin but because he was drunk too, so did not care about it much, and did not think much.

"Eehhh, where did he go, did he come home first? Damn, how could Zhan Tao leave me alone, aaaahh." Xinxin said as she immediately picked up her bag and left after paying for her order.

He went back to the dormitory and went straight to sleep, without Xinxin knowing that Zhan Tao did not return to the dormitory, but instead went to a place he thought he should go.

I who was still drunk and out of control actually went to professor Ling's house, I just kept knocking on her door hard while carrying the sandals I had brought from her house by accident.

Repeatedly pressing the bell in the house, professor Ling came out and I reached out with a staggering body and almost fell down at that moment.

"Zhan Tao, what were you doing here last night?" Ask professor Ling to me.

"Here I return the sandals I accidentally brought yesterday, let's quickly grab it I don't want to see that shitty face for too long." My words are unconscious.

Professor Ling immediately widened her eyes so wide she was startled and immediately held back my body that was about to fall back at that moment, but I quickly threw out her hand that was holding my body, I don't think I'd care if he held my body even a little bit.

"eek...Zhan Tao what's wrong with you, are you okay?" Professor Ling asked starting to feel something strange.

"Aishh.let me go, how dare you hold me, don't you like me, you can't touch me or look at me if you don't like me!" I yell at him hard.

"Zhan Tao are you drunk?" Reply to professor Ling who has already begun to know the truth.

"Aahh..what? I drunk? Ahahah.no. I'm not drunk, I'm just clearing my mind, so as not to continue feeling sad for thinking about that damn professor Ling, hiks.hiks." Reply to him.

At that time because I was drunk, I could not see the faces of others clearly and always hallucinated and instead thought the person in front of me was someone else not professor Ling, he said, but someone I didn't know before, and his face wasn't too clear just that my heart felt I knew him.

At that time, I was under the influence of a heavy drunk.

"Who are you at the mad professor's house, are you his sister? Or are you her brother? But I hear he's an only child, where might he have a sister or a sister, aahh you're his maid huh?" My words just keep talking recklessly.

Professor Ling immediately pulled my hand suddenly and brought me into his house at once, to sit me on the sofa.

"Sit down and shut up here!" He said firmly to me.

Until he came back and brought me a glass of warm water, helped me drink and told me to rest in his house.

"Let's drink again." I nodded and immediately gulped down some more water several times.

"Is it better?" Ask professor Ling to me.

"No, I'm so dizzy, I'm sure this is all because I think about that stupid professor, you know I've been chasing him for a very long time, ever since I saw him in the bookstore, you know, the first time I went to this university, until now I was almost the final exam, but what I got, he hated me, he didn't like me, he didn't like me, she didn't like me being around her all this time, huaaa. I'm so pathetic." He spoke continuously saying all the complaints I felt.

"Why do you like it so much?" Ask professor Ling to me.

"Aaaahh? I don't know, for sure I really like all the things that are on him, his handsome face, his authoritative personality and his sweet smile, he said, but unfortunately I've never seen him smile so I don't know if he's really that sweet or not, aaaahh, I can't forget that person, I've sacrificed a lot of manpower, time and even money to get close to him all this time, but all the sacrifices were in vain." My reply while continuing to whine and cry sobbed very loudly.

Professor Ling continued to laugh and held himself back from making Zhan Tao offended by his laughter if he laughed in front of Zhan Tao in a loud voice.

Professor Ling also did not expect that it turned out that Zhan Tao liked him that much, even just the previous incident of him embracing Zhan Tao and saying it was a mistake, he said, instead he immediately saw the state of Zhan Tao who was as chaotic as this night.

"Hey.had you not kept whining like a child, this is even better if you go to sleep, let me help you go to your room." Said professor Ling who immediately grabbed me and helped me into the room.

But just as he was about to open the door of the guest room, I immediately pushed his body abruptly and continued to yell at him while scolding him very hard.

"Heh. Whoareyou? How dare you touch me, I go into my own room, you must be the professor's son of a bitch, right?" I said as I continued to stagger to and fro until I held the wall of the room at that time.

"Geez, Zhan Tao you'll be embarrassed to realize later, with what you've done now, you're really out of bounds, come here let's quickly get into your room." Said professor Ling who continued to forcefully pull my hand.

I didn't want to comply with her because back then I thought she wasn't Ling's professor but Xinxin's ex-boyfriend, I threw out my hand that he was holding and ran into Professor Ling's room just like that, to the point of putting my own body on his bed.

"Hey..hey..wait where you're going, hey your room is here, don't go!" Shouted professor Ling who was very shocked and anxious.

He immediately ran up to me and went into his room, looking at me who had fallen asleep by coming home on his bed at that time.

Of course, professor Ling was very emotional and upset that no one had been so presumptuous as to brutally put his bed down as I did, by pulling the blanket haphazardly and continuing to roll around freely.

"Oh no. Oh my goodness I should have just kicked him out of this house." Grumpily professor Ling felt very frustrated because of it.

He had already massaged his forehead firmly and just kept trying to adjust his own breath so as not to get wrapped up in the emotions that were too great in himself, he said, he immediately walked up to me and began to pull the blanket that covered my face forcefully.

"Hey, let's get up, move on from this, this isn't your room you're wrong." Professor Ling told me at the time.

Unfortunately I was really very haunted, even I was so reluctant to open my own eyes, it felt really tiring because it had gone far enough to get to professor Ling's house and I felt dizzy from drinking a lot of beer earlier so I really couldn't stand it anymore until I was sluggish.

Professor Ling was very irritated and he had groaned hard to face Zhan Tao who did not get up from his bed either.

"Aishh.Why is he so troublesome anyway, hey..Zhan Taoif you don't get out of my bed I'll actually kick you out of here!" Professor Ling threatened him.

It was clear that I was unconscious and he continued to speak himself incoherently and threaten unconscious people in such a way, of course I won't understand it much less listen to the words from him.

Until professor Ling kept pulling both my hands and he intended to forcibly move Zhan Tao away by himself.

"Let's wake up quickly Zhan Tao, my gosh.you're so annoying, get up quick hey..." Professor Ling shouted as he continued to pull both of my arms very strongly.

"Eumm..what the hell, I don't want to, I'm tired." I said as I continued to pull my hand back at once.

To make professor Ling interested as well and he fell on my body until his face seemed so close to me, even the roar of his breath I could feel on my face at that time.

I don't know what I was thinking until suddenly I was about to get up at that moment and instead make my lips and lips meet, then I said good night to him.

"Muachian. Congratulations to the professor." I said as I immediately went back to sleep and put my face to the right.

Professor Ling widened his eyes very wide and he immediately dropped his body to my side, frozen still unable to say anything or move even a little from his position at that moment.

While holding his own lips and feeling his heartbeat increasingly hunting.

"What happened to me?" Inner professor Ling who was feeling confused himself.