
I could only exhale heavily and still not manage to get her phone number, let alone get her phone number, she just kept telling me to stay away and not approach her anymore, instead, but the language she used to reject me really sucks.
"Professor Ling, see if I'll prove to you that I like you, I'll prove it!" I shouted at him at that moment.
"Yes.yes, it's up to you." Professor Ling replied just like that, without turning her head towards me at all at that moment.
He just kept walking away and getting away from me, he went to teach while I could only sit there pouting and upset alone and thinking of how I would prove my love to him so that he could be sure and trust me that I love it with all my heart and with all my heart.
"Huh... How I proved all this to him, the feeling of love and liking can not be explained with objects and shapes, everything can only be felt when interacting with each other, such as giving attention, as well, supporting and protecting each other, it can be felt even if its form is not seen with certainty, huuhh...." My movements continue to feel confused themselves.
Until not long there was Jingmi who came to greet me and she brought milk tea in her hand.
"Zhan Tao what are you doing sitting here alone with a tangled face so, the entrance hours will start soon, I we go to class," he asked me.
"Ehh...Jingmi, I. I'm confused, but I've learned more importantly, no, let's go" I replied to her as I immediately left with Jingmi and she gave her milk tea to me back then.
"Zhan Tao, although I don't know why you're so moody as before but whatever makes you upset and confused you can definitely get through it, this was me buying milk tea you can have it now, let's just say it's to encourage yourself again" he said, giving the milk tea to me.
I felt so happy and flabbergasted to receive it, this was the first time I was given something by a man.
"Aahh..really? I really like milk tea, thank you Jingmi you are so good" I said as I immediately received the milk tea and immediately drank it greedily.
We also immediately entered the classroom and the unexpected lecturer this time did not enter until the news that made me afraid was heard in my ears, where the people there talk about professor Ling who will replace the lecturer of the current foreign language learning schedule, I was very shocked when I heard that and immediately I asked Jingmi who was sitting next to me back then.
"eehh...Jingmi...What did they say was true? Is it now professor Ling who will replace the lecturer to do the problem practice?" I asked Jingmi very curiously at that moment.
"Yes.yang I heard from the lecturer so, he also told me before" Jingmi replied that made me immediately wide and very surprised to hear it.
"Ashh ..Jingmi why didn't you tell me about this before, aahhhh died me, I don't want to see her find out where I learned, where I was stupid in the teachings again" I replied to Jingmi while grumbling softly and bowing my head.
Jingmi who saw me like that she immediately asked me how I was doing quickly.
"Ehhh...Zhan Tao what's wrong with you, what did you just say I didn't hear too clearly you spoke so little? Are you sick, I didn't tell you because I thought you didn't matter who the lecturer was didn't you always say that to your friend, I heard it often," Jingmi replied to me.
What he said is true, indeed, I always told Xinxin that I didn't care who the lecturers were, I would still go in on the lessons and fill out the absences even though I didn't understand what they were explaining, but this time I couldn't if the lecturer was the person I liked myself, I just didn't want professor Ling to know where my class was, anyway, I'm also afraid that if he finds out that your stupidity is certain he won't accept my love, that's what I'm so afraid of right now.
But all that regret seemed to be too late, professor Ling arrived into the classroom and he looked so dignified as always, I was very tense and felt very anxious when I saw him, I immediately lowered my head trying to keep him from seeing me, even as quickly as I could cover my face with my hair.
Plus by the time that Xinxin had also not arrived, I was getting more and more confused to behave and professor Ling had already started to stand in front of there while opening some sheets of books that she had brought before, he said, I can also see there are some training papers there.
"Zhan Tao what's wrong with you, if you're sick again, I can take you to the hospital if we don't feel well" Jingmi told me.
I quickly shook my head at him and tried to tell him to be quiet back then because I was so afraid that professor Ling would look at me back then if he listened to Jingmi's loud voice.
"No I'm fine, why do you always think I'm sick anyway, I'm healthy know, you've been quiet don't talk to me at this time, quiet okay we wait for Xinxin, Xinxin, she hasn't been in the classroom until now I'm worried about her Jingmi" I reasoned to her.
Though what makes me like that is not just that, there are so many reasons that make me not want to show face to professor Ling at this time, I'm so afraid he'll test your brain if he finds out where I am
But on the other hand without Zhan Tao realizing, before professor Ling already knew his whereabouts, because when he first entered the class, he was already aware of his existence, professor Ling had a chance to look towards Zhan Tao even though he instantly turned his face away quickly but professor Ling could see it clearly and meticulously he also still remembered the clothes worn by Zhan Tao as well his white bag, let alone his hair decoration that was different from the others, made it easy for a Ling professor to recognize him even though he had only met a few times with Zhan Tao.
"Why was she afraid to meet me, just now she said she boldly liked me, now seeing him with another man beside her is basic, all women are the same." Inner professor Ling at that time.
Until the entrance bell rang and professor Ling began to pass on the names of students one by one but unfortunately until professor Ling had passed on to the name Xinxin, the people had not yet arrived at the class, so when professor Ling called Xinxin by name several times forced Zhan Tao to help him to make an absence at that time because he knew that professor Ling was very cruel as well as very disciplined to every student who he teaches in his class.
"Xitxin.....Xinxin. Please say present if you are in this class, I will call him once again." Professor Ling said at the time.
I felt very anxious and immediately lowered my head and clamped my nose trying to imitate the voice of Xinxin back then.
"Given!" My words were in tandem with the real Xinxin because he had just arrived and entered the classroom.
He stood beside professor Ling as he brandished his hand and it made professor Ling furrow both of his eyebrows feeling very suspicious as he heard him the voice that said present as he called out the name Xinxin when he was that's.
"Who is the real Xinxin between the two voices? Is anyone intentionally making an illegal absence here?" Said professor Ling with his eyes sharp enough.
I actually felt very scared and trembling full of anxiety as well as Xinxin standing below.
"God..beware me, my goodness what should I do, Jingmi" I said as I turned towards Jingmi and felt fear of being careless.
Jingmi also couldn't help me anything back then she just looked at me as shocked for not long luckily professor Ling didn't take the matter anymore and she directly told Xinxin to come in immediately and warn her to no longer late for class.
"Well if no one confesses, this time because the first day I taught you, I will give you the opportunity to forgive anyone, but if I get something like this again, the two won't be bus into my class for three meetings, do you all understand?" Professor Ling released me back then.
"Understand professor." Reply everyone in unison.
"You come in and sit down, class's about to start." He told Xinxin.
I feel very relieved now and can breathe more calmly.