
Chandra can not leave Shila's house for a while, always asked by Widya to stay, because later, the wife will definitely need it. While on the other hand, the man was showered by various kinds of bad feelings about Mishall. After the girl sent a message ... Chandra couldn't shake his mind.
What happened to Mishall on his first day at work?
Chandra also can't just call other women at Shila's house. She can show up at any time and hear anything. Shila will definitely make all her threats if Chandra makes a mistake again.
So, the man tried to shift his focus by reading the book brought from the library in the living room. Dee Lestari's book can't get into the brain, because it's always .. Mishall's shadow makes a bad mistake or is depressed always appears. Chandra closed the book violently. Just an hour. Supposedly, he could go home when Shila needed him as Widya said. Chandra should—must check the state of the student.
"Sir Chandra?"
However, Widya again held back Chandra's steps that almost passed the door.
"Please go upstairs."
Chandra clenched her hands. Closing his eyes for a moment. Damnit damnit! It's just her students! Why would Chandra care? Mishall has grown up to take care of himself.
So the man stayed away from the door. Following Widya to the top floor.
"Shila what are you doing?"
"Sleep, sir," Widya replied as their steps were in line.
"This ... What if Shila gets even more rampaging?" ask Chandra, a little worried. His cheeks were still sore because of Shila's treatment earlier.
"Just calm down, sir. I've seen the character of Bu Shila for a few days now. I can be sure, Ms. Shila will not fight or hurt you. Just in case, I'll stay by the door. There's a sedative here."
Chandra nodded at Widya's explanation just now. I feel sorry too. In fact, a year ago, Shila was released with all the drugs supporting her sanity. However, due to the mistake of one night, the woman returned to her old condition.
Just opening the room, Chandra is greeted by Shila's body lying on her back with the head part falling from the mattress. The woman was closed comfortably, even though her position was so bad.
"Treat Bu Shila the way you used to, when you comforted her when Ms. Shila was slumped due to circumstances. He can feel your sincerity, Mr. Chandra. After all, you are his first love."
Chandra nodded again. Then closed the door of the room so that Widya's observation access was limited. The man stepped slowly, even taking off his shoes so as not to disturb Shila's calmness. He stopped in front of Shila's face, less than a meter away. Chandra folded her legs, sitting near Shila's face. The man did nothing but smile. His breathing was even set slowly so as not to disturb the wife at all.
Well-favoured. Always was. Chandra almost got out of control touching the face that made him fascinated the first time. Shila's sharp gaze, which as it slumped turned sad— easily took over all of Chandra's attention until the man focused only on her. Until Shila was healed, until they got married.
However, now Chandra's efforts yesterday seemed futile, because he instead opened Shila's old wounds about her parents.
Shila is good actually, only sometimes, when the memories of her past re-emerge, the woman will go berserk like a madman, and not think ripe to hurt anyone around. That made her feared by all the employees, so Shila was more often at home, and her company affairs were under the control of the five men earlier.
The reason Chandra survives on this side of unstable women is because Shila only has her now. This woman, if she falls into the hands of one of the five men, is not necessarily like being with Chandra. They will probably treat Shila like her workaholic parents and cheating hobbies. It was the same as killing Shila slowly.
And so, Chandra was willing to stand by Shila's side. Till now.
From Shila's eye slit, came out a drop of clear liquid. His forehead is also deep. Seemed pain. Chandra rubbed Shila's forehead until the wrinkles faded and disappeared. Instead, those eyelids were raised. A pair of pitch-black eyeballs were fixed right at Chandra.
Before the woman acted, Chandra first held her head back from moving. The man advanced his body and kissed the woman's red lips in a gentle gesture. Chandra sensed a nail piercing his scalp, but he did not respond. Keep moving her lips until the woman's grip weakens.
"Sorry ...." Chandra lets go of himself just to say the word. Then kiss again. "Sorry .. sorry." Chandra added her words of plea for the woman's heart to be slightly tapped. "Sorry."
Shila dropped both hands beside Chandra's head. The woman showed her frail side, after yesterday always showing threats and anger. Shila even resigned as her tears continued to move down to the forehead.
"I won't leave you again." Chandra took off her lips, keeping her distance of less than 20 inches. The mistake began with a moment of anger. Chandra swore, for whatever reason— while upset at Shila, he would calm himself down. Not looking for an escape.
Speaking of escape issues, Chandra even thinks about Mishall. What about that student? The man involuntarily daydreamed, and only came to his senses as his face was framed by Shila's delicate palm.
Chandra hurriedly normalized the feeling. Focus on Shila. He kissed his wife's forehead, and rubbed the former woman's cry.
"Why sleep like this? Is it not sick?" Chandra whispered low, helping Shila fix the position of her head.
"I don't know ...." Shila's voice trembled as she explained. Highlight the woman's gaze dimmed by the clear liquid, then fell into tears the next second. "I don't know how it hurts, Chandra. This ... it really hurts. More than Papa's treatment. More than my mother's attitude. I do not know how the pain can be reduced .. even if I torture myself. I need an impingement, but I don't know what. What I think is just .. I want you to get sick too. I want .. You also suffer my kayak. I want .. You're not happy other than me."
Shila's chaotic-sounding explanation made Chandra embrace her. Like old times.
"And now I am also sick .. You ignore this." Chandra whispered low beside Shila's ear. "I'm sorry. Excuse me. Sorry."
"But .. You sleep with another woman." Shila pressed her voice. Real strong. Just as tight as his hug on Chandra's neck.
"That's an editan." Chandra gulped his saliva first before revealing the lie. "Trust me, Shila. That's editan. There's a hater I want to split up."
Shila's embrace is weakening.
"Seriously? Do you have any evidence?" Shila said shirih.
"Do you want me to prove it?"
Chandra carefully removed Shila's hand hook. He brought his laptop crouching in the drawer for a few days. Following the tutorial on YouTube, he tried to convince his wife. Until the last minutes. A 20-second holiday video he managed to edit so that Shila's face filled the women in the video.
"I—ini is not yet smooth. I am not yet a video editor. The culprit must've paid the expensive guy to make the edit so smooth." Chandra was a little nervous convincing the wife who seemed to focus on the laptop screen. "Later I ask you to show me the video edit."
Shila moved the object of her vision to Chandra. Seemed indecipherable cold, making her husband gulp.
"Do you know the girl in your video?" shila asked in a cynical tone.
"Ng—ngak. Not at all." Chandra gulped down the saliva again.
"Okey."
Chandra smiled at the smile. Shila seemed to believe, although her forehead still contained gurgles of suspicion.
"I'll watch you."
The continuation of Shila keeps Chandra squeezed.
Mishall still needs himself.
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