My students Canduku
Chapter 31
A full night, Chandra can't sleep for more than an hour. When he had even just closed his mouth, Widya's words kept ringing in his mind, snatching Chandra's composure due to the endless dilemma.
Wife ... or the student?
There should be no reason to choose Mishall, as Chandra felt his intention was purely to help, but.
Last night Chandra spent trying to figure out what the word ‘Cinta’ means.
What love is only limited: when your heart beats against someone, then you fall in love.
If so, then Chandra is actually pounding for these two women. Special Debaran, in which his heart pumps blood too hard than usual when Chandra made love to Mishall the first time, when offered ‘Ramyeon meokgo gallae’ by his students, or ... when he drove Mishall to school and the woman hugged him so as not to fall. Chandra also feels the same pain when they spend time cutting Mishall's hair, exploring the mall, even in Tristan's apartment.
But on the other hand, Chandra also felt the same when with Shila. Debaran is stronger when they combine love, and especially when his wife gives a cake to celebrate their anniversary. Even when he first saw this woman could not move her legs, Chandra also pounded because of it.
So, what is love?
From a lying position, Chandra changed her shape to sit because she found no calm at all. He looked at Shila who had not woken up since this afternoon. It looks very sound in his sleep, and this. Honestly speaking. The woman usually never calms down when she is angry. He would only think of impingement, anger, and hatred.
Although surprising, this is a relief for Chandra. He smiled watching his wife, almost without a blink. Then, walk away from the sofa to sit on the bedside chair. Careful, he took Shila's hand to grasp. The softness of the skin is so indulgent to the sense of touch. Chandra is doing this.
Chandra's free hand tries to gently touch Shila's face. His wife's clean skin is still very beautiful, even though there is not a single chemical from makeup decorate it. Shila is so beautiful.
The silence of the room makes Chandra recall all the memories that have been made with his wife, since the first time they met, until now. Honestly, Shila's beauty was the first thing that caught Chandra's attention. This uninspiring face, had always been the object of the man's admiration. Then, the more he found out with Shila, the more interested he became. This woman was always looking for her own happiness, which had been snatched away by her own family.
The more Chandra helps Shila, the more she feels that she is falling for this woman. In the end, he ventured to propose, ignoring all advice from his friends.
While saying the feeling, Chandra is welcomed by Shila who claims to start liking her as well. However, the woman gives a stern warning before they get into a relationship: that Shila does not like betrayal, and everything that leads to it. The woman says clearly, that she would not hesitate to send Chandra to her parents if the man broke their relationship promise, and Chandra remembers well, she agrees. Because thinking ... there is no woman other than Shila who makes her feel the nano-nano special.
However, after the wedding, when they met for 24 hours, to accompany each other to any place, Chandra began to feel depressed.
When Chandra is only greeted by a woman, or asked for help by the Hawa— people no matter how old—Chandra must immediately be the target of Shila's tantrums. The accusation of cheating is always the wife screams at every quarrel.
Unfortunately, for a teacher like Chandra, interacting with women is something he has certainly encountered in everyday life. So .. so, every day they always find a topic of contention that makes Chandra even more fed up. The highlight, the fucking night.
However, it is not about Mishall that Chandra wants to remember tonight.
About their marriage ... Their one-year anniversary has just been celebrated. Over the past hundred days, when did Chandra's special nano-nano feel for these women?
It seems almost never again. Ah, once, when Shila smiled limited edition when mentioning her simple request: baby.
Unfortunately, Chandra again felt the nano-nano when he was with Mishall.
Every time they were together, Chandra pounded. Although their chatter is more often filled with debate, insults, and opposition, but Chandra did not feel objection at all. Instead consider it a complement to their interaction.
Chandra can't just let go of Mishall, and somehow he's ready to let her live his own life. Chandra himself doesn't know. He was afraid he could free the woman.
Chandra is selfish. He still loved Shila so much that all the sadness and hardship of this woman meant so much to him. But on the other hand, Chandra also can not leave the students just like that. He can't.
Then, remember Widya's words. Chandra subconsciously dropped Shila's hand.
"One man, when he loves two women at once, must let go of his first woman. Because if you still love the first woman .. love for the second woman should not exist."
Shila opened her eyes, forcing Chandra to stop her anxiety.
"You awake? Want to eat with me?" bargain Chandra, which the woman received easily.
Again ... This is suspicious.
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Daniel is not Chandra's closest friend, due to the hobby differences between them. However, this time Chandra met the man who had always been nicknamed the DJ, because the other two friends could no longer be trusted.
"What is love, anyway?" chandra asked, once again, a question that puzzled her throughout the night, revealed to the friend.
Daniel looked sleepy. He rubbed his face several times to stay focused. Coffee that has been ordered, has not been fully helped to look fresh.
"What kind of stale question is that, Chandra?" reply Daniel, lazy. "Lo ngajak I met just nanya thing like that doang? How old are you?"
"It's not that." Chandra rubbed her hair roughly because she was confused with herself. "Gue is now sandwiched between two female—"
"Anjir, what kind of clasp is it?"
Chandra put on a lazy face. Feeling that his decision to ask Daniel general questions was futile.
"Next," said Daniel, after understanding the change in expression of his friend.
"Gue was confused because of the two women. One of my wives, another ..the woman I care about. Want to say love, I feel not love with the second woman, but .... I feel the same way I once felt when PDKT with Shila, to this second woman." Because Daniel doesn't seem to know Chandra's problem right now, so he's trying to keep Mishall's good name from getting worse.
"It's this old, but you can't choose yet, Chandra? Seriously?" Daniel clucked in amazement. He reached out his hand to the table to make a comfortable cushion. "Try to go for a few days. Minimum of three days. Abis, try to focus on your own mind. You often think about who during those three days. Later, you can break up, who turns out you love."
"That?" chandra asked, amazed by the solution Daniel presented.
The DJ, who was still sleepy, nodded lazily. He closed his eyes because his current position was very comfortable.
"Okay, thanks, Dan. I paid for your coffee. I'll say goodbye first if so. Want to immediately say to think of this mature."
Daniel nodded half-consciously. "During that time, never call two women who make you dizzy. Let you not be disturbed by his concentration when choosing one of them." Daniel spoke with a heavy voice. "Good .. luck!"
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Shila is guarded by Widya, and Mishall has Chandra's debit card. The man could disappear for a moment to ask this feeling. About who Chandra's heart is anchored to now.
His wife ... or his student?
Chandra returns to his hometown, and of course gets a bewildered look from his father and sister. Because Chandra didn't bring his wife along. They quickly recognized Shila as a possessive woman, so Chandra's arrival without the woman clearly gave rise to negative thoughts.
"You're not divorced from your wife, are you?" ask Chandra's father at the time. "Eva's still going to school, still depending on your wife, Chandra."
"Well, since when, Dad? I will also send you money" Chandra said. He had just sat himself on the sofa, and was immediately rewarded with a shocking sentence.
"Give you enough! After all, the money your wife loves will not make her poor. He himself is the nawarin, really, not us who ask. Did he never tell you?"
"Anyway, Chandra, you don't make any trouble with your wife. He's good to our family. Don't make mistakes that threaten your marriage!"
"Dad already!" Eva who just came out of the room broke into their chat. "Dad don't feel sorry for Chandra who was injured like this because of his wife? Royal sharing doesn't mean good, Dad. He's a demon. See for yourself Chandra ...." Eva painstakingly endured her cries while obscuring the places where her brother's wounds were.
"Well, a little wound! He's a boy, it's impossible to make him soft! Even if Shila's hurting her, it means that Chandra's abis is causing trouble!" chandra's father grumbled, then passed from the middle room.
Chandra doesn't care much. He chatted for a while with the sister, just a small talk, and comforted Eva that she was fine. After that, Chandra felt the need to clean the body in her room. Following Daniel's advice, he puts his phone in the closet, intending not to check it before three days.
Whatever happens.
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The first day went well. Chandra thought of no one, because he was busy walking around this village to greet his old friend, as well as some people he knew. Only when he is with someone else can he take his mind off the complicated relationship Chandra is living in now.
However, when night fell, especially when the man was lying on his cramped mattress, he began to look forward.
At first, Chandra tried to imagine Shila. Regarding the peculiarity of his attitude, but .. he could not think long of the wife. Instead, most of Chandra's thoughts were easily acquired by Mishall. Because the man remembered his promise to help Mishall find a new job, and asked him to resign. In fact, the student was forced to quit school prematurely.
Shouldn't Mishall need support now? What if the woman feels heartbroken, because she does not get support from anyone.
Shila was still lucky, at least. Because there is Widya who takes care of him at all times, and Anwar is always on standby 24/7 days.
But for Mishall?
Damnit damnit! Why would Chandra even think of her student now? It's still the first day!
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The second day Chandra can't say is fine. After taking a bath, he suddenly thought of a danger that might be eyeing Mishall. That the woman lives alone now in her contract. While Shila still has not declared a stop to fighting from Mishall.
Indeed, yesterday Shila seemed more mellow than Chandra predicted, but. So ... how's Mishall doing there?
Counted dozens of times Chandra tried to open his closet just to get the phone out of there, with which, he could contact Mishall. Asking his news, but .. he felt a responsibility. The rest of tomorrow alone, and if Chandra succeeds, he'll know who he wants to spend the rest of his life with.
However, until this second day, why was it only Mishall that Chandra thought of? While the man still avoids that he loves Mishall.
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The third day was Saturday, where Eva spent more time at home. At that time, Chandra tried to distract her by chatting with her sister.
"You ... already in love, Eva?" ask Chandra carefully.
Soon, cheeks met his sister had already answered the question. Secretly, Chandra smiled at the shy behavior of her sister.
"So I'm not going to ask who he is, and why you like him. Just calm. Brother won't tell Dad, but ... Can you ask, Va? Because you love your love .. what you feel, and what you expect."
"Sister Chandra why is that cake? Like a new person in love. Is Big Brother just in love with Sister's wife now?"
Chandra growled a little, just showing the anger that pretended to the sister. "It's dead, it's back."
"Surely, my brother's question is a big bego! It is clear that the right fit to fall in love, which felt it was just happiness, comfort, the dream of spending time together, the willingness to make a happy partner."
Chandra nodded in acceptance of the sister's answer.
"When you feel a sense of happiness with someone, and want to give the same happiness to that person without thinking about yourself .. means you love that person."
From Eva's explanation, Chandra is getting confused. He wants to give Shila happiness, especially after this problem arises. However, on the other hand .. he did not even find comfort, happiness during his time with Shila. Rather ... Chandra is depressed, confined, locked out of the outside world during the wedding.
The comfort giver instead came from Mishall, and how Chandra gave up the rest of his money given to the former schoolgirl, and faced many risks to improve Mishall's life to get away from the night butterfly life .... Chandra was suddenly stunned.
It seemed like he knew now, a conclusion he could take from the runaway this time around.
Chandra hastily entered the room, checked his cell phone, because his desire to ask Mishall's situation is getting hotter, and it is very difficult to stop now. Chandra has to make sure that Shila doesn't pose a threat anymore.
However, when he just turned on the data, Chandra was surprised to find a series of messages from Mishall. Unfortunately, of the 32 messages, only one voice message was left. The other 31 had already been deleted by Mishall. Chandra couldn't waste any more time listening to the message.
"I picked up my biological mother, sir. My mother will meet all my needs and needs, so ... Chandra sir, don't worry. Sorry, if Mr. Chandra's efforts yesterday were in vain, but .. This is my destiny. I cannot escape, because .. poor people like me have no choice. Mr. Chandra .. thanks for yesterday. I have not used the debit card of Mr. Chandra yet. I went to Mr. Tristan. Mr. Chandra also doesn't have to worry about my problems. Mr. Tristan has my salary, and Mr. Arfan has also paid me. Again ... Thanks for yesterday. This cheap me .. was flattered by the way Mr. Chandra was trying to show how valuable I— was" Mishall sounded crisp chuckles, who unfortunately gave a stab in the bottom of Chandra's heart, moreover, the voice of the woman sounded raucous, "—Although ... eventually failed, because I was indeed that cheap."
Voice note is turned off.
Chandra no longer wasted his time just saying goodbye, or collecting some of the clothes he brought here. Just dragging his wallet and cell phone, the man immediately left his father's house.
Hoping ... time still gives him the opportunity to speak to Mishall, to tell the woman, that.
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