My Stepmom My First Love
Chapter 28 is aware of his feelings

Alana has been left behind by Arman for business one week. Not much has been done. He just does his boring activities every day.

Alana misses doing her old activities, working while in college. But it doesn't seem like it will happen. Obviously Arman would not allow it let alone the situation of Alana who is now pregnant.

Alana's life is like a bird locked in a golden cage. Although all his needs are guaranteed by Arman and live in a luxurious house with all its facilities.

But Alana's heart felt empty. His loved ones have left and Arman is now increasingly limiting himself. Never touched Alana again.

Even Arman and Alana's room is now separate. Alana's just like a pet in this house.

I don't know why Arman became like that. The change in his attitude that was originally very rude and arbitrary now turned into more patient and relaxed. But tends to be ugly.

Alana herself does not deny that Arman actually feels disgusted to touch Alana because of her scandal that has played fire with Andra, her own stepson.

And the fetus that develops in the womb of Alana is the fruit of their forbidden love. As a husband, Arman must be angry.

But the anger could not be felt Alana because Arman did not vent it just silence and avoid it.

While Arman actually desperately refrained from being tempted by Alana. The beautiful girl was pregnant and Arman did not want to hurt her.

If anything happens to Alana's womb she will feel very guilty because Arman will not be able to give her offspring again.

I don't know why lately Alana has missed Arman. Did he secretly put his heart on that man?

Alana walks to Arman's room. When entering yes he had already smelled the smell of the typical perfume of the man. Though the room had been uninhabited for a week but the aroma of Arman was still left behind. Is it possible because Alana's pregnancy makes her sense of smell becomes sensitive.

Alana walks towards Arman's walk in closet. All the clothes and luxury items lined up neatly and perfectly. It is very similar to Arman style.

Alana picked up one of Arman's white shirts. He took off his own clothes and replaced them with shirts.

Alana really wants to be hugged by that man. But Arman's cold attitude makes him reluctant to ask. He felt too inferior in the presence of the man.

Alana laid her body on Arman's bed. Slowly the shadow of the man began to drift in his head.

In retrospect, Arman was cruel. But when he began to get closer to Andra actually Arman knew it.

But Arman gives them a chance by asking Andra to watch over Alana. Arman was also silent when he learned of the affair.

Alana becomes increasingly guilty of having used Arman all along. For the sake of her revenge that originally forced her to get married made Alana feel dark eyes.

Thinking about it made Alana's eyes feel hot. The tightness in his heart was unstoppable again. The tears finally fell down her cheeks.

Lamenting how the fate of his life is too painful. Always and always left by those he loves. Starting from his parents even Andra lover.

Alana became sobbing and could not hold it anymore. He vented out all the flavors that were piling up in his heart.

Too much fear and anxiety. What if one day Arman would really throw it away.

The cold attitude of the man alone has made Alana feel guilty especially if Arman no longer cares about her. Where else is his life purpose?

Alana continued to cry while hugging the bolts on Arman's bed. Unknowingly, someone had been watching him since.

Arman could only be stunned to see Alana who was crying as she pleased in her room. He was eager to approach and calm his wife but there was guilt also made Arman undo his intentions.

Slowly Arman retreated and paused his intention to enter his own room. He chose to wait for Alana to win herself.

"Kasian long ago saw the master and mistress. They seem to limit each other." said one of the maids at the Arman residence.

"Sstt. is not good to talk to the employer. Already, the work." said Bi Siti disperse the chats of the maids.

About an hour later, Alana was in the room. It seems that the voice is also quiet. Apparently he fell asleep tired of crying.

Arman, who had chosen to wait on the balcony of his house, began to come to his room.

He approached Alana and slowly rubbed the woman's head.

It looks like his shoulder face is sleeping with his plump hairs in his eyes that still hold a lump of water. Even his cheeks and pillow were wet with his tears.

Feeling the rubbing in her head Alana quickly got up and opened her eyes. He was shocked when he saw Arman in front of him.

"Mas Arman"

Without wasting time Alana immediately embraced Arman's body tightly.

"I miss you mas" said Alana while hiding her face inside Arman's chest.

"I miss you too Alana. Why are you crying?" arman said slowly.

Alana was silent for a moment. Then Arman pulled Alana's chin so that her face would face him.

"I'm sorry, I always make things difficult for you. I can never make you happy." said Arman.

Alana is shaking too. Soon she wiped away the tears left on her face and then tried to comment on her smile.

"Mas Arman didn't make it difficult for me. But I am the one who is insolent and ungrateful. I was impatient with Mas Arman so Mas Arman was fed up with me." said Alana frankly.

Arman scrunched his forehead. "Thyak? Who said I'm sick of it?"

"Mas Arman keeps avoiding me. Even Mas Arman always refused my touch. What's not sick of? Yes indeed I am just a brash kid in Mas's eyes" Alana's voice turned soft. It's going to chaos.

Arman smiled knots then again grabbed Alana's chin.

"Not rejecting Alana, I'm just afraid that I'll hurt you again. I don't want to harm you. Especially when you are pregnant. Know for yourself if I'm with you I'm too lustful to forget myself." Arman smiled bitterly.

"But Arman is disgusted by me?" ask Alana again.

"No, I love you very much. Oh yes thank you for being called Mas, even though my age is very old for you. Maybe even my age is like"

Not yet Arman continued his words Alana immediately silenced Arman's mouth with a brief kiss.

"Let's get a long way, but Mas Arman wants to start this with me. We both fix ourselves." said Alana.

Arman scrunched his forehead. Then pinched Alana's cheek.

"alright.. We started everything from scratch." Arman agreed.