My Stepmom My First Love
Chapter 23 is surprising

"ALANA.." cried Arman when he saw Alana in his room.

Arman quickly ran up to Alana and grabbed the knife in her hand. He threw it in any direction.

"Alana what are you doing? Want to hurt yourself? Don't be crazy about you" Arman snapped instantly.

Alana gave no answer and just cried sobbing. He can't afford to talk. His heart was extinguished and his brain was unable to work properly.

Too deep to hold the grief just makes it worse. How can Alana move on if the hope in her life has left her.

All this time only Andra had reason to survive. But fate played with him. Enough is enough, Alana will not be able to live too long in the world alone like this.

"Let it go, let me die. There's no point in me living, if someone I love isn't here" Alana said in frustration.

Alana is no longer afraid to tell the truth about her relationship with Andra. Fuck it if Arman gets angry and punishes him. For Alana the torment she received was not worth the wound that was too deep to cut her heart.

"Alana, don't be like that. Remember that Andra sacrificed herself to keep you alive" Arman said, trying to calm Alana down.

"But what am I living for? I'm tired of it, I'm hurt, I'm unhappy, destiny always puts me in misery. I want to be free. Free from the shackles of this world. I'm tired..." Alana's getting sobbing. His emotions had peaked and he could no longer stand it.

Arman was stunned to see Alana this angry. It was clear how sad he was. And that was a huge blow to Arman.

Alana is also human, she also wants to be free and happy, but what Arman has been doing all this time is taking away her happiness and confining her freedom.

Now Arman realized, why Alana was determined to connect with Andra, because Andra is able to give him happiness. He can make Alana smile.

"I'm sorry Alana. Sorry.." murmured Arman softly. His throat felt choked, his tongue was also weakly unable to continue his words.Arman could only be bowed lethargic. Dare not look at Alana for too many sins she had committed for her.

Alana who was still struggling with her emotions had seen Arman. The man in front of him was like he wasn't the Arman he used to know.

Arman could show his weakness in front of Alana. All this time the man had always looked haughty and intimidating.

"Punish me if you want, I don't mind. I've had too much sin on you, Alana. I'm sorry, but one thing you should know. Don't hurt yourself. Try as much as possible to stay alive." Finally Arman gathered his energy to say this.

Alana's speechless. He thought Arman would be upset by the fact of his affair. But that was beyond suspicion.

Arman apologizes and confesses his guilt directly to Alana. He was even willing to forget his pride.

"Mas.. What's wrong with you?" Alana doesn't believe me.

Arman just shook his head then stood up and was about to leave Alana.

"Don't mess around anymore" he said before exiting the room.

Alana is still stunned. Even earlier he had seen Arman's eyes that looked wet and red as if they had cried.

Is Arman starting to change? That guy was really like that. Alana doesn't want to think too much. Tired of his heart that has been spoiled all this time.

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"What's? So Andra did all this for Alana? How could he have this much money?" Arman does not believe in the file data transfer shares of PT Hansen which was originally controlled by Hendro is now in the name of Alana.

It is unexpected that Andra fought for Alana's rights so far. Arman is completely inexhaustible.

"Right sir, this was done before that incident. And this also triggers the anger of Hendro to want to hurt Miss Alana" said Noah.

Arman fell silent. No longer able to say words.

His heart was filled with guilt. If time could be turned back Arman would fix everything. He will support Alana and Andra's relationship and act as a good father.

While busy thinking about the thing that was raging in his brain, suddenly the sound of someone knocking on the door of his study. Arman invites the man in turns out to be Bi Siti, his domestic assistant.

"Master.. Signore.. Mrs Tuan.." said Bi Siti panicked.

"What's bi?" ask Arman.

"Mrs passed out." Bi Siti panicked.

"What's? Alana fainted?" Arman immediately got out of his chair and ran towards Alana. No longer concerned about Noah's whereabouts.

And sure enough, Alana was lying on the floor unconscious. There were some female assistants trying to support her head.

"Well.." Arman screeched over to Alana.

Then he immediately lifted Alana's body. Not paying attention to the scars of his surgery due to a bullet shot some time ago.

"Prepare the car, hurry us to the hospital" Arman told his assistant.

Arman takes Alana into the car. She laid Alana's body down while holding her possessive. Alana's face looked pale and her body felt cold.

Arman's mind was everywhere. Lest Alana act determinedly and want to end her life again.

"Sir please hurry" Arman asked the driver.

"Sorry sir, it's been trying. But the road is jammed" said the driver.

Arman was also clucking. Want to yell and curse the road users to immediately move aside.

After a while, they finally arrived at the hospital. Arman immediately handed Alana over to get immediate action.

During that time he could not calm down at all. His mind continued to be prejudiced. If anything happens to his wife, Arman will never forgive himself.

"Oh my God, save my wife" Arman muttered as he walked back and forth in front of the examination hall.

Not long after, the doctor who examined Alana finally came out of the room.

"Doctor, how's my wife doing?" ask Arman for a moment.

The doctor did not answer. He allows Arman to enter the room and makes Arman more agitated.

"Where's my wife? How's he doing?"ask Arman again.

"Congratulations, your wife is pregnant. Her pregnancy is entering its fourth week.

DEGGS!

Getting pregnant? Alana's pregnant?

Arman's brain stopped working. A reality that he did not suspect at all.

"My wife is pregnant, Doc?" Arman doesn't believe it.

"Yes sir, but Miss Alana's condition is still very weak. Please always take care of his situation. Do not get tired and have a lot of thoughts. Stress will affect his condition. This is Miss Alana's first pregnancy." The doctor explained Alana's condition.

"i-iya Dok," Arman staggered.

Why do problems come in alternating. And now Arman must accept the fact that his wife is pregnant with the seed of Andra, his stepson.