My Possessive Husband's
chapter 44's

Letting go is hard, though,

God always knows what is best..

And He will never misrepresent the destiny of every human being..

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This Story Begins..

“Rainbow After The Rain”

©ByunRa93_

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Five days after Airin's departure, Nara returned to the stately home of the Han family home with millions of traumas still embedded in her drinya. Fear and a thousand regrets he still could not erase, even looking at her husband he could not afford. Not that Nara was angry at Taehyun. Nor did she hate her husband. No. gabe. This is his problem. It's about how her heart felt burdened over the accident that day. If only he hadn't fallen. If only he could endure his headache for an hour, until the doctor shin came. Maybe things will be different. Maybe he is happy with his little daughter.

It is still clear in Nara's memory of the shadow of her daughter who is very beautiful. Yes, she had seen her baby girl once, before the funeral. He could still feel his already cold pale skin. Even he still had time to kiss Airin's smooth cheek once. And the image of Airin smiling back then always reminded him of Taehyun's innocent face. She always felt guilty for her husband, especially after she saw the video Baekki gave her. The video that the man recorded the first time he met Airin. Taehyun for the first time looks like a warm and loving father.

In the 8-minute video, Taehyun is seen holding a milk bottle. He put his hand into the tube hole of the incubator and fondly stroked his daughter's head. Airin smiled, welcomed his father's helping hand and looked comfortable when Taehyun touched his hand. Nara used to shed tears every time she remembered that. Stupidly he wasn't there at the time. She was unable to hold her daughter's hand when the little baby was struggling to keep her life. And the time that makes Nara most satisfied is when Taehyun gives a bottle of milk on the tiny lips of Airin. It was obvious that Taehyun's facial expression was very longing for his little daughter. Taehyun's eyes radiated hope, clearly visible warmth that continues to radiate for Airin.

To be honest, Nara is scared right now. Since Airin died, Taehyun has kept quiet more often. Facing the picture of his daughter he accidentally frames in a golden frame located on his nightstand. Nara knew the man was missing. And it's all because of him. Nara is afraid that her husband will return to what he used to be, becoming a cold, rude and heartless man. He really didn't want that to happen.

At that time Nara's room door was knocked several times. The woman seemed to have jumped up and returned to her consciousness. Slowly, he walked towards the door. Open it and still bow in sorrow.

"Akhmm.." The light demeanor of the man's lips managed to make Nara look at him.

"O-Oppa.." Nara immediately rushed to hug the man before her while sobbing. Like complaining about the pain that is now in his pain. Jaehyun sighed deeply on his lips. He wrapped his arms around Nara's waist and stroked her sister-in-law's back slowly.

"Oppa, how's this?" nara's cry sounded increasingly bitter.

"Hey, relax. Why are you like this. I'm here, I'm with you.."

"Oppa, I killed him. I killed my daughter.." Nara's embrace on Jaehyun's waist tightened, along with her increasingly slashing cries.

"Oh come on, don't be stupid. You didn't kill him, Nara. Where there's a mother who's gonna kill her daughter.." Jaehyun released Nara's embrace. He looked at the woman in the shade and wiped away the tears that kept falling from her eyes.

"You never killed him. Never blame yourself!" jaehyun was firm.

"But Opp-"

"Haah, so this is what Taehyun means." Jaehyun walked into Nara's room and sat on the cream sofa that was originally located there.

"Yes?"

"Your husband called me, asked me to come all the way from Japan. He said you locked yourself up, refused to meet him and you never even looked at him again.”

“You are why? Are you bored of him?" Jaehyun glanced at Nara who was still standing stiffly at the end of the door.

"Ah, or do you want to go back in my arms?" the seductive man who looked to be rolling his eyes was ignorant.

"What are you talking about." said Nara who ducked no longer return Jaehyun's gaze.

"Kim Nara, what's wrong with you, eoh?"

Nara is still silent.

"Oh come on, don't you want to share the pain with your handsome brother?" it was Goda Jaehyun who tried to comfort the woman. Unfortunately, it didn't work. Nara remained silent in silence.

"Hey, Yak! You know, I already scolded Taehyun all out when he picked me up earlier. And you're not telling me to scold you, are you? Tell me what's going on! There's no way you're tired of that husband you love so much. So, tell! What was? What makes you behave like this?"

"S-Actually I just.." Nara looks doubtful.

"I was just afraid of him." continued Nara in the end.

"Fearful? What are you afraid of?"

"I'm sorry. I was the cause of Airin's death. And I know Taehyun really loves Airin."

Jaehyun started nodding his head in understanding. He pulled Nara to sit next to him.

"Basic stupid! You think your husband's gonna be mad about something like that? I don't think even Taehyun will be able to be really mad at you."

"You don't understand oppa..!"

"You know what I said the first time I met him?" Nara was silent, but Jaehyun caught a speck of enthusiasm in Nara's eyes.

"Didn't you promise to look after Nara? You promised to make her happy, so I let her go and let you have her. But you see, you're not at all responsible for what you say!" Jaehyun said loudly, with a serious expression clearly visible on his face.

"Yes?"

"That's what I told Taehyun. I told you no, I scolded him. But he explained what he had been through. You know, it wasn't easy being in Taehyun's position back then. He's in a difficult choice between you and his daughter. And by God she cried when she told me that she had chosen both. Yes, he did ask the doctor to save you first, but he never stopped threatening Doctor Shin for the woman to save Airin. He was happy to see Airin for only a few hours. But for him, that was enough. He was grateful to be able to provide the first meal for Airin. He can caress and kiss his daughter. That was enough for him. So please stop blaming yourself." Jaehyun stroked Nara's long hair.

"Your husband is currently under great pressure. He needs you. Both of you are injured, both lost and both need a backrest to share the burden on your shoulders. So why did you just stay away and avoid it?"

"Taehyun's not mad at me?"

"Of course not! He just seems so worried about you. He said for almost two days you didn't eat and only drank water. If only you knew how frustrated your husband was. He called me a hundred times, asked me to go back to Korea and even threatened me."

The debate between the two had to stall when aunt Hyo came in with a tray containing pring\-plate food and milk. Jaehyun smiled at the aunt and immediately took over the tray he was carrying, then gave a small glancing.

"Eat!" said Jaehyun

"Oppa, I'm not hungry.."

"Eat, Kim Nara!"

Jaehyun took a spoon on a tray and fed a spoonful of porridge in Nara's mouth. Force him to swallow the porridge. Succeeds. Nara looked very obedient and began to swallow a spoonful after a spoonful of porridge that Jaehyun had sucked.

Just then Taehyun stared from outside the room door. She smiled when she saw Nara eating again. There was a little jealousy. But wouldn't he have to hold it if Nara wanted to eat. All right, he's starting to try to be patient.

"Hey, what are you doing there. Come inside!" yelled Jaehyun who saw Taehyun standing there. The man walked in doubtfully. He looked at Nara who was also looking at him, then moved uneasily.

"You two better talk." Jaehyun put the spoon in his hand on the tray and he rushed away from the room.

Taehyun walked up to Nara and sat down beside her. Still silent, unable to speak. Another case with Nara who is now seen staring at Taehyun in a\-deep. Yes, Jaehyun is right, Taehyun looks very depressed. He clearly looks very uncomfortable.

"Sorry." That's the first word that came out of Nara's lips after all this time.

"Please forgive me, Tae.." Nara looks sad. Tears in his eyes.

Just then Taehyun turned around and immediately hugged his wife's body.

"I'm sorry, I killed our daughter. I'm sorry I didn't take good care of him. And I'm sorry I ruined your dreams and hopes.." The woman came back crying.

"I'm a stupid woman! I'm not a good wife to you. And I don't deserve to be a mother.." Sorry within.

"No!" diehyun strongly.

"You didn't do anything. It's all my fault. I'm sorry I wasn't a good husband to you.."

“Tae.”

“Nara, stop. Please stop blaming yourself. We both know, this doesn't want us. God has arranged everything, so what can we do? What's the point of blaming each other like this? It will only make our relationship move away from each other.” Taehyun clasped his wife's hand tightly.

“Nara, I need you.” murmured the poignant Taehyun.

“This is too heavy for me. I can't go through it alone. Need you. I need your embrace to strengthen me from all this trouble.”

“So please, Nara. Don't avoid me like this.” Taehyun's face really looked extremely tormented right now. There's a wound in his eye.

“Taehyun-ah.” Nara rushed back into her husband's arms crying.

“Let Airin calm there. Don't cry anymore. It will only make her feel sad.”

“But you want it so badly. I know you really want Airin.”

“Long if I say no. But, Nara to me you are my priority. Believe me, God is fair. He will not give trials beyond the limits of our abilities. God calls Airin by his side, because God loves him.”

“Airin Leave. Our daughter is a beautiful and kind child. And I'm sure he doesn't want his parents to be sad like this. We must rise, we must face our lives.” Taehyun stroked the back of Nara who was still in her arms.

“Tae.” Nara held back her tears from continuing to drip.

“I love you, Nara. And seeing you like this tortures me even more.”

“I'm sorry.” that's all Nara can throw at the moment.

“Stop apologizing.” Taehyun looked at his wife's face, wiping away the trace of tears on her cheeks with his fingers.

“Look, how skinny you are. Please, eat Nara. Humm?”

Nara nodded briefly. Taehyun kissed his wife's old forehead.

“One you should know. No matter how I feel, I will still love you. I will always love you more than I love myself. Until the end, you remain everything to me.” he said sincerely.

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- The End

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