
The hardest thing about loving is when we have to let go..
Let him go, when our hearts want him so much..
The wound exists. The wounds are real. But we can't fight God's destiny..
And another way of loving in this condition is to let him go to His side,
And let God take care of him..
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This Story Begins..
“Deepest Pain”
©ByunRa93_
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That morning Baekki was already preparing with the black suit stelan he was wearing. He was busy preparing for Airin's funeral. While Taehyun, Jira, Mr. Han, Nara's Mother and Father waited in Nara's room with grim mourning faces. They look compact wearing all-black clothes with puffy eyes after crying all night.
Taehyun linked his fingers with Nara. Clasping his wife's hand as if asking for strength from there. He bowed, kissed Nara's hand and cried in the silence he had. Tears that came down from Taehyun's bead dripped down on Nara's tagan skin. Makes the woman realize. Slowly he began to move his fingers touching and tried to return Taehyun's hand. Taehyun. He looked at Nara in panic as he saw Nara's eyes begin to fret about to open.
"N..Nara, are you awake?" Taehyun.
He felt Nara pull her hand in her grasp and Taehyun started to panic when he saw Nara directly touch her flat belly. The woman shook her head several times. No. gabe. This is impossible! Nara can't feel it. There's no movement in there. “Cannot be!” The woman screamed in her mind. Nara began to be struck by a great fear within her. Bad feelings began to be felt.
He forced himself to wake up from his long sleep. With rocks from Taehyun, Nara sat on the hospital bed, staring at one by one the people\-people who were standing there. His mother, his father who he loved so much, his two in-laws, as well as Jihyun were standing around him in all black clothes. It's scary for Nara. He couldn't stop imagining something bad in his mind. Especially at this moment, all those\-people were staring at him with eyes all over in pain.
"No.. No!!" nara started to panic.
Nara looked back at Taehyun and the first sentence that came out of her lips was a question, "Airin, where is Airin?"
Nara continued to palpate her stomach while demanding an answer from everyone. But no one there could answer.
"Why are you all silent? Where's Airin?”
“Say, where is my daughter, Airin!" Nara is hysterical. She screamed and started crying when she believed what she was afraid was happening.
"Eomma, please. Tell me, where's Airin?" Nara tried to touch Jira's hand beside her with painful pleading eyes. Jira cried, and the cry clearly gave a definite answer for her.
"No. This is impossible.." Nara sobbed in her own tears.
Seeing that, Taehyun tried to hold Nara in his arms. At the touch of his wife's shoulder and he was about to embrace the frail body. But Nara refused. He continued to brush off Taehyun's arm that was about to touch him. Nara's eyes closed in Taehyun's bead.
"Say, what happened! Where's our Airin?"
"Nara, please calm down. Look, you keep moving and make your blood rise in this infusion." Elak Taehyun tried to calm his wife. She tells Nara to lie down again, but the woman slips her husband hard.
"I don't need any of this!" Nara took off all the medical equipment attached to her body. Roughly, while occasionally visibly grimacing in pain he pulled out an infusion on his wrist. He also released an oxygen tank perched on his nose.
"I don't need any of this! All I need is my son. Please bring Airin to me. I beg you.." - Shimmy.
"Nara's.." Taehyun was unable to continue his words.
"Well, if you can't tell me where Airin is, I'll find him myself!" Nara pulled out a white blanket that wrapped her body. He rushed down from his bed. But suddenly he stopped when he felt a pain that seemed to slice part of his stomach.
"Aaaargh.." he cried out sick.
He almost lost his balance and fell if only Taehyun did not swiftly hold him back. He immediately lifted Nara's body and forced her to lie down in a hospital bed.
"Don't do anything stupid!" tegur Taehyun firmly.
He then looked at Nara with his deep and locked gaze. That was when everyone there walked out, feeling like they didn't want to interrupt the two's time to talk seriously.
"Do you want to know where Airin is?"
"Yes!"
"alright. I'm sorry I had to tell you this. You know this is not my wish, but God says something else. Our daughter, Airin we died this morning.."
Nara woke up from her sleep. He felt a tightness in his chest. It was very painful and torturous. His head suddenly felt so dizzy, and his eyes began to darken.
"What's? What did you say? No Taehyun-ah. No!!" Nara fussed, shook her head and still looked hysterical.
"Nara, please calm down.."
"NO!! Airin cannot die. No!”
“I haven't even seen it. I haven't been able to hug her and suckle her. No...!" shout Nara. He cried, grabbed his own sign and then fainted in the pressure that was whackling his mind.
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Baekki continued to stand close to his best friend. It unceasingly patted Taehyun on the shoulder and seemed to be a sturdy fork that supported the tired body of the president. While in a wheelchair, Nara sat pensively with an empty look. If only had to choose the one person who was most saddened by Airin's departure, then Nara was the answer. The woman was incessantly blaming herself. He condemned his recklessness which had killed his own daughter. He can't even cry anymore. His body felt thousands of times more pain, especially when he saw the mound of earth began to cover the coffin of Airin.
Nara gripped the black dress she was wearing, holding tightness in her chest while crying silently with her blank eyes. Die. Right now he just wants to die with his daughter. Feel the darkness of the world when it is buried there.
"I'm sorry your mother, Airin. Forgive me.." that sentence was unceasingly Nara spoke in her heart.
Jihyun clasped Nara's hand, stood beside her and looked at her pity. He could feel the pain clearly in Nara's eyes. He really can feel that.
"Airin will be happy there. Strengthen yourself Nara.." muttered Jihyun who tightened her hand grip as she felt Nara weaken. The woman just nodded slowly.
The rain started to fall, from a distance Baekki was running around with a big black umbrella towards Taehyun, Nara and Jihyun. He gave his umbrella to Taehyun and opened another umbrella in his hand and pulled Jihyun to her side. They rushed back to his car. Baekki immediately took over the steering chair with Jihyun beside him. Taehyun and Nara sat in the back.
"We go home." said Nara. Baekki turned to Nara for a moment.
"Whatchu mean? No. gabe. Back to the hospital, Baek!" cut Taehyun.
He looked at Nara who had kept looking away from the window and seemed unwilling to look at him for a second.
"Baekki, please.." pinta Nara in a very touching low tone. Baekki was devastated. He decided to turn and take Nara home. But a loud crack hit his ear.
"You didn't hear me? HOSPITAL, Lee Baekki!”
“We're back in the hospital!" Taehyun. He turned his gaze back to Nara.
"You're not well, Nara. So we're going back to the hospital."
Not intending to answer and argue, Nara was silent in the solitude she created. She refused to even look at her husband.
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_FIN_
yesterday I forgot to take a baby airin photo before I died. That's the baby.. 😊
And this is baby Airin while still at the Incubator, when Taehyun gave her milk for the first time..
The Tomb of Airin..
The Agility of Nara
Taehyun's grief that he always hid from Nara..
In reality, she still always cried over her daughter's departure when she was alone. Without anyone knowing..
- Han Taehyun
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Author’s Note:
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My Lovely Byunranation..
Do you think this bonus is enough?
I think it's enough that we're sad. Let's let go together with the departure of baby Taehyun and Nara. I hope he's happy there even if he's not with his parents.
At the end of the day this is the end of the story. Hope you are not too disappointed..
Thank you for following this story from the initial part to the bonus part. Hope this story amuses you.
One pesen me, do not first exit “My Possessive Husband” from your warehouse. Because I still have one hidden chapter that will explain how Taehyun and Nara got married after Airin left. Will their marriage survive? Shouldn't they be separated?
Happy or sad ending is in that chapter. So keep this story going..
And see you in the next chapter..
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With Love, though,
ByunRa93_