
I've almost loved someone, once,
until I thought I wouldn't be able to if I didn't love him..
until it felt just by looking at it my heart seemed to be in great pain,
just by touching it all happily enveloped me.
But when I started trying to open up the space in my heart, I,
You just so easily incised a betrayal on it..
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“My Possessive Husband”
©ByunRa93_
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The atmosphere looks so bright. The sky above is decorated with blue color combined with the white of the cloud which is now penetrated by the bright orange glow of the shining sun. The wind gives off a natural fragrance in spring. The smell of the rose felt so strong that the girl inhaled its aroma deeply. His eyes were still closed and his hands were stretched out, letting the wind pass through his light body.
“You like it?” asked a handsome man in the same school uniform as hers.
“Oppa.. How do you know of a place like this? You know, this is really beautiful Oppa.” said Nara with her sparkling eyes. He looked at Jaehyun with his warm smile. The thing that made Jaehyun feel hard to resist the urge within him to not hug the girl. Jaehyun moved his fingers, asking Nara to approach him with a mischievous smile that adorned his handsome face.
Nara initially nodded. But timidly in the end he approached, extending out one hand to touch Jaehyun's fingers. Almost Jaehyun can reach Nara's finger but suddenly Nara pulls his arm, trying to avoid every touch of the man and running small with a smile and occasionally sticking out his tongue mocking when Jaehyun always failed to reach him.
“Yak! You want to play games apparently. Kim Nara, come here.” said Jaehyun who is still not heard by the girl. Nara was still running around until Jaehyun started chasing her. He grabbed Nara's arm, jerking her gently until the girl turned around and looked at her. He pushed Nara's body until the girl's butt was attached to the trunk of an oak tree that stood upright behind her. Jaehyun squeezed Nara's body there.
The distance their faces were so close that Nara felt a very nervous feeling, especially at this time Jaehyun continued to move his face closer. Nara closed her eyes in fear, while her hands clenched beside her body that could no longer move freely because Jaehyun held both shoulders. He felt his heart rustle and his detours no longer aligned.
A second passed, but he still felt nothing until he opened his eyes slowly. Now he could see clearly how Jaehyun was laughing while looking at his face which he was sure was as red as a tomato. Nara was deep in her heart, feeling toyed with. Especially if Jaehyun really kissed him earlier, then it was his First Kiss.
The girl is seen pushing a bit of Jaehyun's body which is in front of her. Intending to leave because of that embarrassment made him awkward. But very quickly, Jaehyun pushed back Nara's body. And at the same time, he put his lips on the leaves of Nara's ranum lips. At first it just stuck until finally the man began to pulverize slowly. The touch that Nara felt was so gentle and soothing. Again, Nara closed her eyes. Still dare not reply, I remember this was the first time for him to kiss. Jaehyun slowly took off his kiss on Nara's lips. Letting the girl open her eyes awkwardly and immediately bowed in embarrassment, with red cheeks met.
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“What are you thinking? Why is your face flushed?” goda Jaehyun walked over with two cans of soda in his hand. Jaehyun gave a small smile looking at Nara's bumbling expression. At least he was pretty sure of what the girl was thinking. He still remembered it, Jaehyun was sure Nara still remembered their first kiss. Both are now in the same place. A small hill in the Daegu area with roses in bloom. Favorite flowers Nara.
“No..” he answered briefly while throwing his gaze towards the row of wild-growing white roses dismping his left.
“This.” Jaehyun gave Nara a can of soda.
“You're not remembering about-”
“Ah Oppa look, I think the rose is very beautiful.” elak Nara who seems to know where Jaehyun talks. The girl did not want to get caught up in the conversation that would corner her. Jaehyun smiled as his belief proved. The girl still remembers it.
“Already, do not switch the conversation. I know you still remember.”
Nara fell silent. He didn't want to say anything. The girl opened the soda can in her hand and gulped down its contents. He was trying to neutralize the nervousness that suddenly ran through his body.
“This place is still unchanged. Really beautiful and quiet.” Nara muttered as she looked at the vast expanse before her.
“You still come here a lot Oppa.?”
Jaehyun nodded, “Sure. Especially when I miss you. When I miss the times when we smile together, cry together, and when I want to hold you. I've been here a lot lately.”
Nara folded her arms in front of her chest, glanced at Jaehyun with her sweet gaze and slightly advanced her lips as if ridiculing. The girl's eyes stared at Jaehyun's bead eyes with a peek, looking for lies within Jaehyun's onyx eye bead.
“Do not tease me. Or I will kiss you like that time.” snapped Jaehyun who managed to make both of Nara's eyes widen.
“Oppa..!!” nara's reprimanded looks embarrassed. The two cheeks of the girl flushed by themselves. A natural reaction he never made. Nara, the girl looked even more sweet in front of Jaehyun.
“Hahaha.it's good to see you like this. You are like this much more like a Kim Nara that I know”
“Nde.?”
“Last-lately I feel you've changed so much, Nara. I can no longer see a genuine smile from your lips. You always look at me with a cold look. You're even shackled in your life. Doesn't look natural and happy.”.
Nara glanced at the ceiling above her that looked bright, then she cleared her throat as if she was thinking about something so seriously.
“Really?” tanyanya doubt. Jaehyun nodded briefly.
“Maybe this happened naturally. I'm married to Oppa anyway. There's so much that's changed in my life. Maybe this always happens to everyone. And, I think you've changed a lot too.”
Jaehyun remained silent until the girl resumed her argument.
“Seeing you compete with Taehyun, fighting over Mr Han's treasure and standing makes you look so evil Oppa.”
Jaehyun smiled cynically, he exhaled his coarse breath while staring deep into the sky from a distance.
“You don't understand me at all, Nara. I'm not the one who took it all. From the beginning it was all mine. He's the one who took it all.” Jaehyun gulped the soda from inside the can he was holding. Then he looked back at Nara with a sad look on his face.
“Dad and Mom are lovers since they were in High School. My mom was 19 when I was in my house. Fathers are strongly opposed to their relationship. The reason is trivial, because the mother is only an Orphan and comes from a poor family. They separated father and mother, even asked my mother to abort her womb. But my mother forced herself to keep me in her womb. Even he was willing to live shackled in a small hut on the outskirts of the village just to avoid gossiping people about him. When I was born, my mother desperately endured pain without anyone's help. For years she lived a hard life, working as a housekeeper to get a 10 thousand won bill to buy me milk. Even when I started school, my mother had to add to her job, looking for more money for my tuition.”
Jaehyun looked up, he was trying to endure the pain when the memories that he had been closing tightly had to open wide again. The wound was still so real in his memory.
“You know, even since childhood I lived in scorn. Almost all of my friends always said I was an illegitimate child, an unlucky carrier. They always question where my father is. At first I who was so small just kept quiet without thinking so much about it. Until one day when I was 8 years old, I accidentally hit the mother's son. Actually it wasn't purely my fault. He started by making fun of me as an illegitimate child. Son who has no father and a pesky carrier. She even called my mother a prostitute. I couldn't stand by hearing so many of the abuse he kept giving. Until I unknowingly hit him. Madam was so angry that she fired my mother from her job. I can still remember how I cried while yelling at my mother at that moment. I question where Dad is. And maybe that's why my mom took me to see him. Since then my mother took me to live in that magnificent palace.”
“Oppa..” call Nara who seems to be in disbelief with what she just heard.
“Tak just stops there. That was the turning point where everything changed. At that time my father was married to Taehyun's mother. She is a kind and loving woman. And it seems like dad loved her too. They looked like a happy family before we came. Han Taehyun, since he was born everyone treated him like a crown prince. He lived with luxury and affection. I'm even really envious of him. Actually it's not that I want to snatch everything he has, I just want them to admit me. Think of me as Mr. Han's son too. i-”
“I already know..” muttered Nara while holding Jaehyun's hand to calm him down. Jaehyun hugged Nara in his arms. At first Nara seemed uncomfortable with the embrace. But he knew enough how Jaehyun was feeling right now, that he let his body fall into the man's arms.

Jaehyun could feel the phone in his suit pocket vibrating. The call kept coming into his phone until it repeated\-repeatedly. But he did not intend to lift it. The man still held on, hugging the girl he loved. Letting all the longing desires that he had been holding in him just come out. He no longer cared that the girl was married. He also did not care that the current status of the girl, was his sister-in-law. All he knew was that he loved the girl. Still allowing him to stay by his side.
“Nara, can't you come back to me? Can't we get back together like we used to? I can promise to end it all. I will no longer pursue the position of president of Han’s Group and let Taehyun have it as long as you return to me.” Jaehyun whispered on Nara's earlobe. The girl released Jaehyun's embrace. Her beautiful beads of eyes stared at Jaehyun's face sharply.
“Oppa, stop saying stupid things like this.”
“How many times do I have to tell you, Nara. Taehyun doesn't love you at all. He married you only because he knew I liked you. The one Taehyun loved all his life was just Hyeri. Only Lee Hyeri! I know even though you continue to reject my opinion, but your heart is feeling it, right? I know your heart is doubting your husband now.”
Nara was silent. He looked back at the screen of his phone that looked the same.
“Then what will people say when they see me with you Oppa? The public never knows what happened to us. And when I got divorced from Taehyun, then went with you. What will they say about me?”
“We will go away from the crowd. We can live life like my mother used to. Live in the outskirts of the village and live happily together.”
“NO. I don't want to live on the run like that at all!” nara is hard
“Nara..” muttered Jaehyun resignedly.
The earth keeps turning. Mentari slowly began to crawl down from his quarrel. Making a pseudo\-dusk glow clearly visible in the sky of the slowly darkening hill. Nara stood on the edge of the cliff on that small hill. Looking towards the sky while exhaling a long breath. The girl looks tired. Especially when her heart again felt a sense of unease, when her heart again remembered her husband who might be with another girl he loved there. Nara glanced sideways, as she felt a soft pat on her shoulder. Jaehyun stood there and looked glum. He bowed lethargic while muttering an apology from his lips.
“Oppa, stop. I also apologize.” muttered Nara while asking the man to look at her. Jaehyun hugged Nara's slender body again and the two were both calming each other through the touch they gave.
Jaehyun's phone shook again. This time the incoming call came from his secretary, so inevitably the man received a call that entered in his black phone.
“What's up?” jaehyun asked the Secretary.
“Mistress just got to the office. He's looking for you Sir and it looks like Madam is really upset.”
“What?”
“He asks you to come home soon.”
“Ah well I know.” muttered Jaehyun briefly. He switched off his phone and put the little thing in his pocket. He looked back at Nara.
“It looks like we should return to Seoul now.”
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@Taehyun’s House, Gangnam – Seoul
09.00 PM
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“You remember Kim Jungkook? He looks very handsome now.”
“Really? In the past, he was just a quiet child who really liked dubboki. Even So Yeon often nicknamed him as the human Ddubboki. Hahaha.”
“Sometimes we have to go back to Daegu to meet them.”
“Alright, oppa. Haha.”
The two were still busy reminiscing about their pasts while laughing freely as they climbed one by one the stairs in the Han family house that looked so majestic and luxurious. Still no one realized that up there a pair of eyes were watching the two so intensely. Now, the steps of both feet are reaching the highest step. Jaehyun was still staring at Nara, waiting for the girl to stand next to him when,
‘PLAKK.!’ a hard slap landed on his right cheek.
“Oppa..” monitor Nara in shock. The girl immediately grabbed Jaehyun's face and touched Jaehyun's hand which was holding his hot cheek. Jaehyun turned around, he looked at his mother with a look of disbelief.
“E-eomma?”
“You, come into your room!” madam Yoon snapped at Nara so hard and rough. Nara immediately ran from the face of the mother and child who looked tense. Nara closed the door of her room slowly, yet she was still standing behind the door to hear what they were talking about.
“I never thought you'd be this stupid! Han Jaehyun's! What are you thinking, Eoh! You didn't realize you just put us in an unsafe position! You know how hard it is for me to arrange your meeting with Mr Jung today? But just like that you forgot your promise and left with your sister's wife! Do you know the impact that Mr. Jung would have had to cancel his partnership with us?” mistress Yoon's eyes hit her son's face in anger.
“We will completely end then Jaehyun-ah! You want us to come back to life like we used to? You want to go back to poor life? Live in the contemptible sight of the people on us! NO, Eomma won't let that happen! Do you remember how hard it was to find a bite of rice first?”
“You know, even to get to this position I've done everything dirty including expelling the woman. And I won't let your stupidity destroy all the plans I've made for so long! If you no longer know the direction of your life, you should stop now! you can go back to the low point itself! Eomma will no longer care about your life!” mrs Yoon snapped with emphasis, then the middle-aged woman went down the stairs, letting her child bow while holding back the tearful column that wanted to break through to get down.
Nara opened the door of her room a little, trying to see the situation out there that had sounded noisy. As her eyes no longer stared at the shadow of Lady Yoon's figure, the girl settles down\-sniff to get out of the room. He looked at Jaehyun who was sitting on the sofa of the middle room of the second floor of the Han family residence while bowing and hiding his face in a\-deep manner. Nara exhaled a raucous breath, while addressing the state of Jaehyun who looked so depressed. Slowly he walked over, and sat down beside Jaehyun while staring at the man\-man in silence.
“You heard it?” asked Jaehyun who was still holding on to his position.
Nara nodded slowly. A second later Jaehyun looked bitterly smiling.
“You don't even know how my own mother doesn't care about me anymore. All he cared about was how to be at the peak of power and be free from such a miserable mass.”
Nara stroked Jaehyun's back, trying to calm the man from his depression. “Oppa, I know you'll be fine.”
“Nara listen to me. Maybe for the last time I'll ask you this. Would you come back to me? Back to living life together with me?” the look in Jaehyun's eyes seemed so serious that it made Nara look difficult to decide.
“Oppa-”
“No need to answer now. I gave you time to think about it. Because maybe your answer is the only decisive decision for the future of Han’s Group and also Taehyun's life. So I don't want you to be hasty in deciding.”
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- To Be Continue
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Author’s Note:
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What kind of answer would Nara give Jaehyun?
Will she let go of her marriage to Taehyun and return to Jaehyun's side?
Wait for the next chapter..
Thank you for stopping by and reading..
Your criticism and advice is always awaited..
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With love, though,
ByunRa93_