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"So you're that kid? Since when? Since when do you know everything?!" Gerald asked, his sight felt very strange.
"For a long time." Sahut Azril lightly.
"So because of that? Is that why you're staying away from Fellin? That's the reason.., "Gerald was sitting limp in his chair.
Azril faded his smile. "What's wrong? Are you starting to feel guilty? When will your son sacrifice his life for your daughter? Ah that's impossible, right? Because from the beginning you really wanted to get rid of me."
"What is Azril?! You speak clearly! The ga ngerti cave! The cave doesn't understand!!" Erlan pulled the collar of Azril's strong suit.
Azril took it off slowly. "Lu always has a cave, right? What was the reason for the cave suddenly moving away from Fellin? What is the reason for Fellin's cave? You always ask, right? The answer is in plain sight. Because that guy, is a cave boy." Azril pointed at Gerald who was sitting limp.
"The cave? His bastard son he. And the cave means Fellin's brother, who's blood." Azril continued lightly. "So calm down, Fellin will be fine, because the cave will sacrifice everything for him, including the heart of the core of cave life."
Sania looked at Azril in disbelief, as well as the others. This fact makes no sense.
So, the reason Azril stayed away, was because? Because he's Fellin's brother? The strongest reason. What the fuck? Two people who love each other so much, should they be separated? The universe? Is this what you call joking?
"So.., so that's why. That's why you're so farin Fellin, but you should be able to tell us the truth, you should-" Cecil's words were immediately cut off with a shout of Gerald.
"Can't! Fellin can't get to know!" He looked at Cecil horribly. "Don't let Fellin know about this,"
"Gua agreed with the old man. Cave asked you all to hide this from Fellin. These disgusting facts, Fellin can't tell. The cave has been hiding this long enough, do not let the sacrifice of the cave all this time in vain." added Azril, his face was still calm even though he knew soon he would lose his heart.
"But then, Fellin would live a lie." Sania continued as much as she could, she was afraid to speak, but this was her opinion.
"It's okay to live a lie, so long as he gets happiness." Gerald replied no matter what, the life and happiness of his daughter was number one.
"Yes yes, the cave agreed with him. Do you guys not think how Fellin feels when he knows, his father who is very confident in him turns out to have an illegitimate child who turns out to be the man he loves. How's it?" Azril looked at Erlan obliquely. "It hurts so much, his soul will be shaken, Fellin will suffer for the rest of his life. That disgusting fact, the cave doesn't want him to know."
"But the happiness created on top of a lie is it true happiness?" Sania again.
Azril has sacrificed a lot, please be honest so Fellin does not hate you.
"No problem, because he'll never know if none of you are telling me. And one more thing, don't ever tell Fellin if the cave is a man who's willing to die to sacrifice the heart of the cave for him, say a cave abroad and settle there, make it forever." Azril said again.
"Hey old man, take good care of Fellin, and atone for sin and-"
Suddenly Erlan directly hit Azril strongly, on his right and left cheeks.
"Gua has no intention of fighting now. Gua tau you angry because the cave has hidden the truth. But the cave does not want to make a storm, the heart of the cave must be safe, for the sake of your heart, right?" Azril took off Erlan's tight grip.
"Don't act like that! You don't know what Fellin looks like?! You said you were the people who loved him the most, and knew him the most! You don't know anything about Fellin!" Erlan stared intently at Azril and Gerald alternately.
"Lu was just a kid yesterday afternoon. You know what about Fellin, you don't know anything about Lan, you know what Fellin's character has been since he was a kid, and this is what's best for him." Bela Azril .
"Don't talk like you know what's best for Fellin, you don't know anything! You don't know Fellin is strong! You may know him, but you don't know what's best for him, because what's best for him is his own decision! Fellin is strong, he can accept all these absurd facts! So you, you have to tell Fellin the truth! Ka-"
"CAN'T! No one can tell Fellin any of this. It will ruin his life and his happiness. " Cut Gerald fast.
"The disgusted caveman ngakuin this, but what the old man said was true." Added Azril.
Erlan walked over to Gerald. "You still don't understand? Oh I now understand.., you do this not for the sake of Fellin's happiness, but this is selfishness yourself, because you're afraid Fellin hates you. An-"
"That's not true!"
"That's right!! So, you're more sure that Fellin's hatred will be greater than his affection all along? Does that mean you doubt all of Fellin's affection? You tau? Fellin survived for you, and you think? What's his love of playfulness?"
Gerald was silent, deep down Gerald realized that what Erlan said was true. He was just afraid of being hated by his beloved daughter.
"Udah was Lan, from the beginning the old man was selfish. So let him, as unwilling as Fell-"
"Fellin would have been disappointed in the beginning, he might have hated his current life, knowing this fact, but it wouldn't last forever. He will definitely be happy again, there will be a time, he just needs to be patient waiting for that time, and the cave is the person who will be next to him, nemenin him until that time. But at least, his life wasn't full of lies, so Azril Skylira, make the last tape for Fellin. Tell him what you want to say to him. This is your last time, right?" Erlan gives her phone, so Azril records all her last words, everything she wants to say but can't.
Everyone stared at Erlan, as did Gerald and Azril. Azril looked in admiration at this friend of his.
"You see, the cave believes Fellin's happiness in you. Please take care of him, take care of him and also his happiness. Make sure you're always by his side, just as the happy times come." Azril hugged Erlan, looking as though her tears were dripping again.
"Mr Azril, the preparations are ready, let's do the operation." The nurse said.
"In the meantime, I want to give you the last words, for Him."
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