Miss Antagonist
Erlan POVs

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At that time I was five years old, just entering Kindergarten, because I was born from a special noble Kindergarten of nobility as well. I don't know anyone, I don't know anyone. And to be honest, I was a timid person, also a shy person. I'm even afraid to talk to friends my age, because I haven't had friends in the past. I only play with toys that are mountainous even though the toys are many, it is still boring.

I tried to ride a bike, but I fell down. It hurt so much, my knee was bleeding. And I don't want to ride a bike anymore, yeah right, I'm afraid of falling. Even looking at the bike I don't want to, yeah I'm scared.

When the first day entered Kindergarten, my mother was still accompanying me, but suddenly the teacher came and pulled. Making your hand shake, I was so scared, so scared of other people, I couldn't look him in the eye.

I went into that class, and my mom said she'd wait for me in the car. I saw a lot of people in there, probably about a dozen kids my age. It was then that I started to get to know Fellin, Azril, Cecil and Arga. I remember all their names, even when I haven't spoken to them.

At that time Kindergarten held a live nature study at a zoo, they said they wanted to introduce us to animals. At first I asked my mother to refuse! I don't want to! It was very frightening, many ferocious beasts there. What if one of them comes off? I always thought so. I insisted on refusing, as did papa who forced me to come along.

Unfortunately when I was in the zoo I was left behind and lost. I didn't know what to do, I just hid behind a tree and kept crying. I was really scared back then, what if my parents couldn't find me? I'm going to be the fastest kid.

At that moment I heard a cry louder than mine, a girl's voice. I fell silent and looked at him, I recognized him, and he was Fellin who I didn't know at the time, that Fellin would be everything for me.

The little girl cried with her doll, let me guess, she must be lost and as scared as I am. I didn't know why, but I started walking up to her, my crying suddenly stopped, I just focused on her little face soaked in tears.

"Why are you crying?" Ask her to approach him. For the first time, I dared to talk to someone else.

"I-I am .. Sesatt, Fellin was afraid" he said, sobbing.

My hand moved itself touching his head. "No problem, I'm lost too. We can find the others together." I said with a smile, I don't know where the fear went. Seeing this girl more scared than me, I felt calm.

"Are you serious? Can find?" fellin's cries began to subside.

"Hem, trust me." I said sure full of smiles. I pulled Fellin's hand, though,

Suddenly the tree lizard fell onto Fellin's shoulder, she screamed hysterically and cried. Actually I'm also afraid of lizards, let alone touch them, just look at them I don't want to. But, I pity Fellin, I gather my courage and concentrate it in hand. With gerogi and full of fear I took the lizard and threw it away.

I was really relieved, and did not expect me to be so brave. Fellin stopped crying, he looked at me.

Ah that look, even I still clearly remember that amazed look. Yes, at that time Fellin was very amazed at me, whether in what part of my heart began to feel happy. I am very happy at such a face, not as usual which is always underestimated.

"You saved my life, I was so scared." Fellin kept crying and hugged me. I know how scared she was, and I'm just as scared of her.

"You are a brave boy! If there's a cockroach, I'll call you! Ahaha!! " he laughed so much.

"Let's find another one." I said pulling his hand, he with his smile followed me.

"Thank you, thanks to you I'm not afraid anymore" he said.

I should have said that, right?

When I got home I whined at my father for a cockroach, he was astonished, but because I was a single son, he followed it. He bought me some cockroaches.

"Make what? Are you brave?" Ask Papa dismissive tone.

"Erlan wants to learn to hold a cockroach!!" I said sure. Papa let out a subtle jolt but I could see a smile painted on his face. Even in the end it was Papa who helped me to dare to hold a cockroach.

On the following Sunday, Papa took me to a luxurious house owned by his friend, which was more or less different from our house, and still a complex as well.

I didn't want to go there at first, but in the end the house became my favorite place to play. When papa spoke to his friend I could see him, Fellin was playing a bicycle in the yard. I went straight to Fellin, it seemed like papa Fellin and papa were talking about us, but I didn't care, my focus just fell on Fellin.

"Ahhh this is so hard. I want to be able to ride a bike, Erlann teach me." Fellin.

When I got back home I ran to my bike, asking papa to teach me. Papa was so happy because I was not afraid anymore, no matter how many times I fell, I kept riding it until I smoothly rode the bike.

Next week, papa and I went back to Fellin's house, and I was carrying my bike. I showed Fellin that I was good at cycling, again he looked at me with such a look of amazement. I'm really happy.

"Erlane! Teach me, I want to ride a bike like you! We can go around together!" Fellin. I feel happy, he needs me.

At the end of the day, the look of admiration and the smile she gave me was like an opium, I wanted it over and over again, I ventured into what she feared, I have to be good at what he can't. He's very spoiled, but because he's spoiled I like it.

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"Oy Erlan, are you satisfied with your sleep? Mr Wiz has entered? How dream? Good huh?" tanya Arga slightly shook Erlan's shoulder.

"His dreams are addictive" Erlan said with a smile on her face.

"Usually please validate, the cave can misunderstand you what dream."

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