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Deg, man,
Fellin's cheeks hovered hot. His heart beats faster.
If you remember, consciously or unconsciously, Erlan often nyium my forehead right? From before?
The more he realized, and the more he remembered, Fellin's cheeks increasingly blushed, his heart even faster.
Fellin took his breath, he tried to regulate himself.
"Fellin's? Lo? What's in here? Alone?" Ask someone from behind Fellin.
Fellin looked back, he knew the girl wearing this white hoodie. "Sania?"
"Oh, I'm going for a walk, sport." Fellin's law is as necessary.
"on your own? Where's cecil?"
Fellin shook his shoulder. "Gue doesn't know Cecil, but I'm with Erlan, he's got a little business. Where are you going?"
"Bread shop ahead." Said.
The speaker was silent for a moment.
"I was there first." Sania continued her path.
"How are you doing with Azril?" ask Fellin who was able to stop Sania's move.
"Oh that, Azril has not lived in the same house as me. He moved into an apartment, but still eats together."
"Oh good, yeah take care of everything. If it is lost, it feels valuable. And one more thing, I know you like Azril right. If you guys want to be, yes, so be it, you don't have to feel bad about me. I am also sincere, I have released Azril. You guys love each other so why aren't you together? And you guys can? You're not brothers." Said Fellin looking into Sania's eyes seriously.
Sania gasped in astonishment, Fellin was currently very different from the usual Fellin. She's more mature maybe? Is his heart much wider?
"What's wrong? Sudden lo--? "
"There's nothing, only I know the forced relationship, it won't finally be happy, and let go of it as well. Lately I know, the wealth that I have, does not guarantee I can get everything. Being too high is not a good thing either. Yes Erlan once said, if you want to grow up, you have to accept reality, even though it tastes sour and bitter. That's it." Said Fellin looking at the sky, his eyes looking so pure. Sania was really amazed by this girl.
Fellin's an adult? You see, he doesn't know what he's calling it, but Fellin is now? She...., no! Fellin was a good girl from a long time ago.
"Ga deh, the most worthy of Azril is lo, not me."
"But the guenya don't want to be with Azril. Don't know, there's no intention to reverse it."
"But you still love, right?"
Fellin was silent, deep down he was well aware of that, if he still loved Azril. Fellin tried to shake off the taste, but he failed.
Sania was still fixated, she realized her words this time seemed to have greeted the sensitive part of Fellin's heart.
"Oh yeah, I go first yeah, ntar misfortune." Sania continued her path. Fellin just smiled as much as he could.
Fellin huh? Ever since Erlan and stop bucinin Azril? Is he more mature? Honestly, I envy, if I'm in his position, can it be as good as him?
Suddenly Sania felt sad.
I feel guilty because Azril likes me. And-and---
Suddenly someone pulled Sania's hand! It turns out that without Sania realizing that Fellin had pushed her, Sania did not know that she daydreamed and almost got hit by a truck, fortunately there was Fellin who saved her, but instead, she was, Fellin was the one who had to have the accident.
Sania was still fixated, she looked at Fellin who was lying covered in blood, her clothes had changed color. Fellin's face was covered with blood, blood pouring from the pretty girl's head.
Sania's body trembled, her tears just flowing.
"Mom why the hell? Mbak know from earlier has been called the same mbak, but even daydream!" Said a man who was watching.
So Fellin called me?
"When he daydreams not on the road, pity the one who digelametin."
Sania sat down, staring at Fellin.
Fellin sacrificed himself for my life.
"TILLY!!!" the screams came from two men who were already running so fast. They approached Fellin's bloodied body.
Fellin still opened his eyes, his gaze blurry as he looked at Sania who was sitting limp with tears. Fellin was relieved the girl was fine.
I have protected the source of your happiness Zril. I still love you so much.
Don't go anywhere, stay here until the cave returns!
Suddenly Fellin recalled those words, well Erlan's.
Sorry Lan, I can't be fooled.
In his almost dark gaze, Fellin could see Azril and Erlan getting closer.
"Fell!! Fellins!! You'll be fine, cave lakanin everything!!!"
Azril and Erlan immediately took Fellin to the hospital.
...***...
Fellin was taken to the ICU. The three of them waited in front of Fellin's room.
"Where can it happen? San's? You're in there, right? How could Fellin have been in an accident?" asked Azril, looking horribly at Sania.
"It's my fault, my fault, I shouldn't be daydreaming right down the road. I´m... I was wrong.., "Sania was crying. "Fellin wretched for the sake of protecting me, I should be the one in there right now. Lv!! I'm evil!!!"
"Diem both of you!!!! Silent cave say!! Fellin's cave is again fighting inside there!! Don't be noisy!!!" Erlan said with anger, her eyes emitting anger as well as disappointment.
Sania instantly fell silent, this was the first time she had seen Erlan this angry.
It appears Gerald is running around the hallway along with his personal bodyguard.
Bukhhhh!!
Gerald directly hit Erlan strongly. Gerald's face was so tense, his eyes....? His eyes were flooded with tears.
"I don't accept any reason! It wasn't you who promised to look after Fellin! But why now? Why is Fellin in there!!!" Shouted Gerald in frustration. Her hair was already random, her condition was really already bad.
Erlan was silent, she didn't know what to say, that was the fact. Erlan promises to look after Fellin, but what? He's failing at the moment.
"In-" Sania just wanted to open her voice, saying that it was all her fault, but Azril quickly stopped her.
Azril shook his head looking at Sania. "Shut up." Azril knows clearly how Gerald is, and how Gerald will treat Sania, if until he knows the condition of his beloved daughter at this time is because of him.
"Fellin.., my son, my world." Gerald was sitting limp, he was leaning against the wall, his condition was really sad. His face was so heartbreaking, no one would understand how the figure of the Father was currently feeling.
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