Marrying my Idol Ustadz
MUI: I Know What I'm supposed to do
Kyai also understood that, he chose to immediately rest in the room that had been provided. He felt tired and also at the same time felt guilty with Dian. Whatever he did it was just to reunite Dian with Ustadz Alfi again.
"forgive nduk kakung"sessal Kyai in heart. He was at least heart with the cries of his students and grandchildren of his best friend.
Gus the Great, Vira and Caca walked towards the meeting room where Dr. Marissa along with the others were gathering. While Ustadz Alfi was behind Dian who walked slowly towards his room.
Grep…
Ustadz Alfi turned Dian's body towards him. Dian turned around with his passport and looked up to see who pulled him so that he turned around like this.
"em. you're apparently"saiden said.
"do you need anything?"tanyakanya.
"nothing. Mas want.." said Ustadz Alfi cut while tightly grasping the wrist of the woman in front of him.
"oh jude. I wanted…. Alone for a while" cried Dian staring at his hand held so tightly.
"can we talk? Or let me be with you. I couldn't speak up much less reproach your teacher, I honestly didn't want to let you be cornered like someone who had done wrong" Ustadz Alfi pleaded.
"hmm. I don't blame you. Only I hope you understand my feelings at this time, may love time for me alone."reply Dian lowered her gaze because she could not see the pleading gaze of the man in front of her.
"mas only wants to be with you when your heart's uproar is not just 'your fun'" said Ustadz Alfi.
"not what. I can be self-assured. Oiya you can sleep with me later, when I have fallen asleep."lirih Dian while taking off hard warm hands that feel full grasping his hands. Dian faced the door.
"deck don't be forced, because mas doesn't force you" cried Ustadz Alfi. Really he was afraid that the effort he did would start from zero again or maybe Dian did not accept it to stay here. The impossible fear made Ustadz so afraid that he did not want to lose someone meaningful in his life 😞.
"whatever I do is well thought out. So don't worry, my heart is sincere if you sleep with me" replied Dian who began to close the door.
"grandfather, I'll wait for you" Ustadz Alfi stared at the door. He sighed and waited faithfully on the sofa. Arrive the phone there is a message incoming
Gus the Great: 'ustadz, to the meeting room only. We're monitoring Dian on the cctv and how he's doing right now in his own room'
Such was the message that came from Guz the Great. Ustadz Alfi without retaliating immediately walked towards the meeting room by neutralizing his face to be as usual that is calm and friendly.
While in the room.....
Dian after hearing the footsteps of someone leaving the house, who had been tendering at the door passed to sit on the mattress. Daydreaming is his activity at the moment. His mind and heart still continue to fight fiercely because of differences of opinion.
Every stanza of words snapped, strands of words hurt and the harshness of him treating Ustadz Alfi during this time was already outrageous. It was fitting that his feet were invited here to enlighten what he was doing.
Brother's right. If you think about it, he is very lucky to have a man who loves him unconditionally, without anything and patiently face it. Honestly he was very tortured by all this and the way to control himself was also very difficult.
"astagfirullah, stop all this" said Dian holding her head.
He began to be unable to control himself while running to hide all the objects that allow him to hurt his body. Dian immediately continued to neutralize everything.
"control yourself, don't rebel" Dian said to herself. Keep suppressing and holding back unstable emotions. He broke out in cold sweat and started crying
(honestly, Ustadz Alfi was going to run, but Marissa's doctor did not allow it.
"i'm sure. Dian has started to get herself under control. It's time to train him like this" he explained)
Dian cried with her arms around her feet and looked around. He was very poor and alone in the room. Finally, I decided to take something under the bed.
A cell phone given by Marissa's doctor at the time in Singapore. He pressed the touch screen then pressed the green button and placed it on a small closet (all confused, why Dian can use hp and call someone. Even the doctor Marissa was also surprised, was not when Dian refused).
"hallo assalamualaikum" the voice of the woman is heard so clearly because Dian melospekernya.
"wa'alaikumsalam" answered Dian rasak.
"what's wrong with you, Yan? What happened, your voice sounded out crying" Nessa asked worriedly.
"please hear.I am ready to be a good listener. Whatever it is for my best friend" said Nessa reassuringly and Dian was still silent.
"what about your health? I heard Ustadz was following you. Did you get in touch with him?"ask Nessa.
"yes it is" answered Dian briefly. Her tears seeped again because Nessa offended the thing she was about to shed.
"em..you're going to happen as usual, right?"doubtful Nessa.
"no hyks hyks" answered Dian who could not bear to cry in silence.
"why? If not, it's very strange. Isn't it as long as we exchange news after you remember me, you miss her" Nessa said.
"indeed..very very long.but.but that son of a bitch threatened me. I don't have any other choice" said Dian.
"huhuhu I snapped it, I was also the one who was injured when this self missed but disappointed him. But I had promised with cania to give up what I had"tangis Dian who increasingly felt.
"wait yan, right?? Kania is dead, after pushing you to the rock area. He had a tragic accident and his body was on fire." said Nessa to make Dian surprised instead of playing.
"he? Is that true"Shock Dian can't believe it.
"yes. Looks like your vows are real maybe the angel overheard it and then took it down. You're wronged anyway." said Nessa.
"but I'm not really Nes" replied Dian still with a position and a state of crying.
"that is, speech is prayer. If you are threatened and afraid then yes already do not discuss anymore. When you accidentally say the feared thing and it's all solved it's a big deal" Nessa said.
"what you choose is not wrong but what you do to get away from it is wrong. Yan, however, he's your husband. Sin, it is sinful to treat him as you say. You should have faced this test with common effort and God is testing how much love you are." - Nessa.
"love, loyalty, trust, confidence, sincerity and patience are indispensable to form a whole unity. Kl You consider yourself incapable but there is Ustadz that completes your shortcomings. The ordinary thing when combined with the extraordinary will be the perfect thing." continued Nessa again.
"so I was wrong huh hyks hyks hyks" said Dian who was still as busy wiping his tears.
"well, you are wrong. Come on so yan yan who is spoiled and easily smiles with ustadz. You guys are like a quality glue whose properties are not easy to escape." said Nessa with a joke.
"Love…. You mah"rengek Dian.
"hahaha uhuk uhuk. Ekhem.."laughter Nessa to a cough.
"sukurin"sorry Dian.
"iih you don't really love your best friend."guys Nessa.
"the rule of you. People are serious but joking. There's no morals"luck Dian.
"hihihi peace yan's. I'm sorry, but you understand what I'm saying" Nessa said.
"understand. Thanks Ness. I know what I have to do." Dian smiled at a glance.
seriate...
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