Marrying my Idol Ustadz
MUI: Will never change (flashback)
"hafsa seneng's. It turned out that Umi was in the right hands." said hafsa.
All is heavy and very heavy for him to face. Moreover, this is a person who has given birth to him making small hafsa grow so fast.
"Who is this God's son?"ustadz Alfi's smile was so proud of his daughter. Be a good boy, a responsible brother and friendly with the people around him.
"Abilah's son. Kan abi who made the same umi" said Hafsa with a plain face hohoho
Uhuk…
Ustadz Alfi choked on his own saliva. It's true, but this kid embarrassed himself. Ah, this is so similar to Dian being good at turning things around.
"haha, al really is amazing"laughs azzam who can't be restrained anymore.
"Am I was wrong to say?"bumbling Hafsa.
"already have. Don't make this lonely widower more nelangsa"ledek Abi Abdurahman.
"abii.alfi is not a widower" Ustadz Alfi.
"really abi can not forget the incident earlier.fortunately you refused it if not your wife will cut your neck hehe" Abi Abdurahman said casually.
"In addition, the deck was not that cruel" said Ustadz Alfi who was getting tired of the rubbing of his ashes.
"dian couldn't have beheaded Alfi, abii. But ninggalin and marry another man again"timpal Azzam.
"try to look at other women other than Umii. Maybe hafsa will agree with umi remarry" said Hafsa who chose to leave the living room because he did not want to interfere with adult conversation. He chose to go to his room which Zaki slept in.
"the threat is sadistic yes al"ledek Azzam. It seems like he can't control his laughter
Platyk…
The voice made the one who heard suddenly grimace. Because alfi ustadz has thrown his car keys to azzam's smooth forehead. Really been lazy in ledekin continues.
"adduh aching al" complained Azzam who stroked his forehead.
"oh it turns out my car keys landed on your forehead.I thought it was on the nightstand there. Naas, the key is stray"smiling ustadz Alfi as he opened his copy and allowed it
"god al, have no pity on this friend. How will I turn on another one" muttered Azzam making everyone look at him. Aisyah who heard his name called to be her own misbehavior
"zam, what did you say? What does this have to do with Aisyah?"ustadz Alfi was curious. He as an older brother feels full responsibility with his sister and keep strict from the men out there is no exception his best friend.
"duhh mouth can not be brake what"the inner azzam cursed his own words.
"em.no. Don't tell me what"he Azzam hid his feelings.
For some reason, Aisyah felt disappointed with her brother's best friend. He was confused and did not understand why his heart really hurt because of ge'er with azzam speech.
"actually what's wrong with me? When I didn't see it, I missed it. When I met him, I was upset for no reason. And now why do I feel this is so painful. I don't want to think about it anymore."think Aisyah. He then changed his expression to ordinary.
Azzam was speechless as he glanced at a glance at Aisyah's response about her words. Actually, he really wanted to express his feelings to the parents of the girl he liked, but it did not taste good to Ustadz Alfi. However, his best friend had to struggle to help his wife recover.
"patience the ice, I will ask for the blessing of umi and abi. But once this is done, it feels like I want to ask for it now but it would be just as damning as alfi's mind. Maybe later if indeed we are a match will certainly be facilitated by God."in Azzam.
Gus Agung who understood also patted Azzam's shoulder gently. He was familiar with that man. Like it fits. Azzam who got a clap of spirit was also smiling confidently.
"god willing, pray continually" whispered Gus the Great.
"Oiya, she said Dian had the disease. I mean his soul is disturbed. Is there a fundamental change or something different from it. You better tell me, so that ustadz can prepare himself" said Farhan who will speak. He wanted to talk but forgot.
"rightly that. Is there a Gus?"timpal Ahmad's.
"there are. But not too far uncle" said Gus the Great.
"meaning?"kor everything.
"well okay. I'll tell you."pasrah Gus the Great.
Before starting to talk again, he drank his drink because his throat felt like it was in the desert. Everyone smiled and felt bad with the Great Gus that someone was presenting.
Flashback…
Since Dian was aware of his coma and underwent a series of healing from his physical and psychic there have been many changes. Like choosing to close himself to everyone except Doctor Marisa.
"it's been 3 years Dian attitude why changed yes. I feel alien to him" said Vira who breathed heavily.
"right, Dian doesn't seem to trust us. Though previously it was not like that, maybe because he suffered from mental illness" said Caca with ceplas ceplos.
"huss! Can't do that. Don't complain mulu, later if Dian is not comfortable with us how? The further away he is with us." said Agha
"patience slightly. Even though it's been 3 years. But behind him acting like that there must be something that makes him like this. However, he suffered violence and the women who did it. So he does not believe that we are good for his purpose." explained Gus the Great.
"that's why he doesn't want to trust anyone else. Have a good thought for your friends. Just pray what's best for her"timpal Agha.
"yes I'm sorry" said Vira and Caca.
These 3 years, Agha has been investigating the ins and outs of what happened and they already know who is behind all this. But what is their power to face a mobster who is even a fugitive of the state. Agha is not unable but has not found the gap.
"already we should go inside" Briefly Gus the Great.
The four of them bought food for Dian. Today his schedule is to visit the hospital. The door is knocked and opened...
It looks like Marisa's doctor is combing Dian's long hair. They are like a child and a mother. Look at Dian Smile rising along with her Marisa doctor. It really made them feel envious of the interaction.
"doctor, is my hair tangled?"ask Dian. He felt today could not shampoo because after the operation.
"no dong. Your hair is like a child's rub. Slippery and kinclong hehe" replied doctor marisa.
Dian who was sitting in a wheelchair only smiled and occasionally chuckled little to hear the ravings of his favorite doctor. His legs and body have not improved, especially after surgery.
"assalamualaikum"salam agha, great argus, vira and caca.
"waalaikumsalam" replied Dian who returned with a dirty face.
"morning doc"why them again.
"morning.... Please kl want to talk to him, I'll come out" said the doctor Marisa who was in contact with Dian to react by holding her hand.
"doctor don't go"prevent Dian when Marisa's doctor wants to go out of the room.
"how are you?"vira asked with a friendly smile as she approached her best friend slightly.
Doctor Marisa like a heart sport saw the desperate vira stroking Dian's right hand and stared softly as they usually were friends. Though when it was realized, Dian was fierce and bitter for mercy.
Dian who was treated like that suddenly fell silent looking at her hand on elus. He felt so cared for and loved by Vira.
"um.baik" answered Dian hesitantly touching vira's hand.
Everyone was happy with the progress. Dian was not all that time anymore who did not even hesitate to yell at vira or caca. But now he had softened a little with only a small attention.
Dr. Marisa concludes that Dian needs a lot of attention. He had planned something for the recovery of his patients.
"oiya you don't rest" she said.
"bored rest continues." said Dian briefly.
"will just end the operation. So have to rest first"nasehat vira. But Dian asked Marisa's doctor to take her out.
"doctor I want out" said Dian.
"but right.." said doctor Marisa stopped because Dian was silent to make it unbearable.
"well okay. Just for a moment, we go to the park" said Marisa's doctor who switched to push the wheelchair.
Gus the Great wanted to talk and prevent her from coming out because Dian did not wear a barrier in her hair at all. He even only glanced at the woman who was already considered a sister by him. He was upset and afraid later how Ustadz Alfi knew his wife opened the hijab and dared to come out.
Meanwhile…
Dian and Marisa's doctor have reached Tamanditaman on the ground floor. From the room, just need to use the elevator for a while already arrived.
The hospital garden really made his heart calm. Moreover, the view of the morning set in the background of the city which is located as far away at the end of the park.
Dian was happy to finally get out and it was allowed by Marisa's doctor. Because before this he didn't even come out and didn't want to interact with other people.
Satisfied to see without wanting to move. Dian smiled looking at the flower beds of various colors. His mind and heart became in sync again. He also realized that until this moment he felt lonely without worship.
"Astagfirullahaladzim, I am far from you, O Allah" murmured Dian.
"Your Lord must love you very much. You also get a chance to see the beauty in the world. So now should be very grateful to Him and try to get closer."recommended doctor Marisa.
"thank you doctor. I'll try" said Dian.
Honestly his heart didn't feel anything before this. Even he was far away. But he realized, if someone whose soul is disturbed it will be difficult to feel it. Especially with memory loss.
Dian's smile continued to expand because he saw a small child playing funny. But he was disappointed in himself who was not becus keep good good fruit of his heart. Then he turned his net through the whole park, and turned his eyes away because someone was staring at him longing.
"so sad to be stared at like that, I'm so uncomfortable here" murmured Dian.
"doctor, let's go back" asked Dian who avoided that gaze by moving her wheelchair around.
"she said she wanted to be here. Just 45 minutes" astonished Marisa's doctor.
"em.I just want to go into my room doc." said Dian with a face that seemed to avoid something.
"sure?"doubtful doctor Marisa. Dian nodded too.
"okay." Briefly doctor Marisa while pushing the wheelchair towards the elevator.
Dian looks so uncomfortable when passing the receptionist who is located close to the elevator. It seemed like his heart had started to soften and he intended to return to his path.
"Assalamualaikum"salam Dian's.
"waalaikumsalam" answered four people in his room.
"that's yan? He said he wanted to go to the park"caca mountain.
"don't want to, there's an end to hungry lions" said Dian, who complained with the caca and everything.
"starved lion?"they include Marisa's doctor.
"in the garden I was seen the same stranger. He looked at me so longingly and I was uncomfortable being treated like that" Dian said.
"oh so, what if you wear a yan hijab?"vira's advice.
"it seems like it should. I feel so uncomfortable being stared at. But I don't have a hijab or any other veil cover"lesu Dian.
"don't worry, I'll buy you a hijab" said Gus the Great.
"i'll also buy you a robe" - kor vira and caca.
"i'll buy you shoes and socks" said the doctor. He was a little understood about the provisions of dress syar'i because considering the photo on Instagram ustadz Alfi which shows his wife is endorse syar'i clothes with him.
"uh I want to buy what dong"bingung Agha who makes everything chuckle small.
"buy a pin or a bross. Kan pas tuh" said Gus Agung gave advice.
"can" said agha mangosteen mangosteen agreed. Everyone was silent for a moment with a still-rising smile.
"oiya, I brought you some food" said vira giving a box of nuggets, a box of fruit salads and a box of rice and side dishes.
Dian who was given 3 piles of boxes felt confused. He had breakfast with food from the hospital and his friend gave him this and made him worry and upset himself.
"em.I ate earlier. What if I just accept the fruit salad" said Dian who hesitated while staring intently at the giver. Everything went quiet that made him feel bad.
"yes, I just accept it" concluded Dian who then went out and closed the door of the room.
"is Dian going to throw it away?"terka.
"that is impossible" replied Gus the Great.
"why mas?"wonder vira.
"after all, Dian was trained independently and should not mix the same food early. So maybe we just give it time and look at the situation now" said Gus Agung began to come out and sit in the waiting chair while watching Dian who was speechless confused.
Everyone came along and watched Dian fall silent. Their pity made Dian think so hard for her food.
"this I'll take maybe. Pity dian who became so because it was not good" said vira.
"let Dian think hard using her brain and it will reduce the concussion she suffered" said Marisa's doctor. It looks like Dian is talking to herself and they can listen to her.
"if I forcefully eat all this, it could make me vomit. But if I throw away it's not polite like this" said Dian while looking directly at the box in his lap.
The state of silence and Dian was only able to hold his head with both hands. Dizziness if you have to think strongly but this is therapy. Before long a middle-aged father was seen cleaning the floor….
"father"call Dian.
The middle-aged man looked towards who was calling him. Holding various cleaning tools, he approached the woman who was sitting in a wheelchair. Even knowing who Dian was.
"what's up, son? There's something I can help you with" asked the father.
"when did you start cleaning the floors here?"ask Dian
"have worked here for 10 years. I was originally in the country of Japan but there was not at home let alone far from my own country" replied the father.
"old as well. But only the first time I saw the father.."say dian stopped because he did not know the name of the father in front of him.
"Murdi"help mr. murdi.
"oh mr. murdi"knot Dian smiled.
Mr. Murdi saw how Dian risked his life in the operating room a few years ago. Even he recognized who Dian was and how the changes experienced by Dian. Problems crying themselves, laughing themselves and their own emotions have been heard by him. But what he sees now is actually very happy because it has improved.
"daddy ate?"ask Dian who has entered his destination.
"no boy. I usually eat it at 9. After shubuh until now, you have to work first. If it's finished then eat in the hospital canteen" said Mr. Murdi.
"his father works at the salary only for the money to eat"sad Dian arrived.
"no son. Paid monthly and on a daily salary to eat."please Mr. Murdi who was immediately worried if Dian was sad just the problem.
"father koq alone?"ask Dian back.
"em.iya.iya at first I was with my wife but 6 years ago it was gone" said Mr. Murdi smiling bitterly.
"innalillahi, I'm sorry sir." said Dian was not feeling well. The image of Ustadz Alfie flashed through his mind.
"what about the reaction of Alfi to hear me no ya? Em never mind, maybe now he is happy" murmured Dian slowly.
He did not know if Kania had died whose body was buried in the tomb in his name. Even karma is so instant experienced by the woman he swore it. But negatively, he even tried to forget his memories with ustadz Alfi because he did not want to make more reckless because of his. Actually, kania lost the start because he died.
"sir, take this"tawar Dian. Mr. murdi was shocked.
"that's okay, kid. That's to eat just like you" refused mr. murdi refined.
"but I was full and my friend gave me this" Dian said. He was silent again because he knew Mr. Murdi would continue to refuse him by giving him food.
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Like a lamp above her head, Dian smiled meaningfully. He saw that in front of his room was a little dirty and intended to have Mr. Murdi clean it. Haha, that's a good idea, he thought.
"sorry sir, I didn't mean to tell you or wrong you. But this is for the sake of my father receiving my gift"batin Dian happy.
"sir, it's a little dirty. Can you help me clean it up." said Dian pleading.
"good son" replied the Murdi sir who complied with Dian.
Gus regal, vira, caca, and Agha were suddenly shocked with Dian telling mister murdi just like that. While Marisa's doctor who is sensitive and understands the patient like her child was just shaking her head while chuckling a little.
Patiently and painstakingly, Mr. Murdi cleaned the floor happily. At least Dian finally wanted to tell him to work again and he also knew what the purpose was thought by Dian earlier.
"it will never change" thought the smiling Mr. Murdi at a glance.
Finally finished cleaning the floor according to what Dian said, murdi sir then agreed with Dian. Yet detained…
"sir don't go first dong. I've been working well before I didn't give you a gift."
"this is a gift of rice boxes and side dishes for you."She smiled cheerfully Dian as she extended her hand in front of the murdish pack.
"what did you eat, son?"ask Murdi who continues to follow the flow of the woman in front of him.
"father to the rice and side dishes. Means I got the nuggets and the fruit salad"sahut Dian.
"God willing his smile"in all those who see Dian's smile so contagious anyone who sees.
"only can give to others, dian is happy. Thank God"in doctor Marisa.
"thank you son." said Mr. Murdi.
"same same. Oiya, we eat with yuk sir here."siru Dian.
Initially, Mr. Murdi wanted to refuse but seeing Dian was happy once, he did not let the mood ruin the mood.
"alright come on, read the prayer before eating" said Mr. Murdi who put his tools and washed his hands in the sink. Then sit in the waiting chair opposite Dian and together with everyone who watches Dian's movements.
Seen Dian appeared his appetite and slowly opened the nugget box. Inside was the sauce he sprinkled on top of the pile of nuggets and ate it with a fork.
"we must not soudzon with him, give little attention to be comfortable to associate with you." said Mr. Murdi who advised them and chose to eat Dian.
Mr. Murdi has long taken care of the floor that he occupies. It's even been the experience of dealing with people like Dian. But after interacting with her, they the patients will comply with what the nurse or her caretaker says.
Flasback…
"he was an extraordinary person" Gus Agung said.
"subhanallah, he is very good yes if until people who are experiencing mental disorders can soften with interaction with him" concluded Ustadz Alfi.
"because he had the same wife who had the disease. And then had to mourn the departure of his late wife who was hit in front of the hospital for escaping from the RSJ not far from there. That's what dr. rinai said" continued agha.
"innalillahi, maybe this is the wisdom of an event" Abi Abdurrahman said.
"oiya Ustadz when are you going?"ask Agha.
"It's better to be soon, because we don't have to wait when else. Because Dian will soon be up for divorce, he knows that right now cania is still alive"timpal Azzam who looked seriously at everything.
"what?!"shocked Ustadz Alfi.
seriate...
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