Marrying my Idol Ustadz
MUI: father and mother

Already 2 days from the incident, the relationship between ustadz Alfi and Dian stretched. Interaction was done but there was no laughter between them. Now there is only a monotonous story in married life. Dian carried out his obligations but did not give the rights of alfi ustadz.

Usually Dian always accompanied him to eat but now no longer, always ask in the hug while sleeping but now iftz Alfi himself took the initiative. Dian had never displayed a sad face in front of her but that smile of sincerity was able to make her heart ache.

Even once he heard sobs behind the bathroom door when he cleaned himself. But after coming out, when their eyes met dian instead smiled again and again to him. It feels heart ustadz Alfi ambyar guys 😭

The change is not so noticeable but so clearly make ustadz Alfi get mentally ill and can no longer return a smile from his wife. Btw, why is dian behaving like that?

In fact, all she did was to maintain her relationship. Evidently from the writing he wrote on black-penned white paper. The book even poured his sadness as well as the newly known and read by the current Alfi ustadz.

For my heart

I would love to express this feeling frankly but it feels heavy. You've always demanded me to reveal it even wanting to yell at someone I love so much. I don't want to hurt her heart.

To my logic

Please stop thinking negatively. If it's true to lie to me and want to be with kania, what can I do. After all, I am far from them, I am just an ordinary woman expecting a black-copied prince. I think this fate surprised me so much.

I want to go home, fall on my mother's lap and take refuge in my father's arms.

At least flush my heart with tranquility then keep waiting where he wants to scream everything at me.

My heart is hot, my heart hurts

When I fell, I felt no pain at all.

But in the end I also felt the pain lately.

I am strong physically but mentally I am very fragile.

There is also happiness and sadness

Thank God that your trials have made me a strong woman inside out.

_Dian Nurul Cahyani's

A round of tears fell on the cheeks of Ustadz Alfi. Shaking hands saw the black pen scratches on the book. His heart slipped out and ran away from his body. Ustadz Alfi read a diary that was accidentally dropped when he picked up a new cocoa shirt because he was exposed to rain again because he was looking for his wife. This writing seemed to be only a few days but the paper shrunk slightly like it had just dried something.

"why are you doing all this ? Better hit me, slap me, kick me who doesn't know everything about your heart. Your silence makes me sick"bathin ustadz Alfi screamed as he put the book on the living room couch

"sorry deck, sorry"he said that even azzam could hear him.

It looks ustadz Alfi rubbed his face with rough circles of tears that are getting louder. Azzam could do nothing. Umay with Farhan was unable to say any more words. Umay had suspected that his cousin's sister must have gone home because it had been 5 months less to meet the family there and make a pilgrimage to the tomb of Mbah kakung and mbah utiinya.

The departure of ustadz Alfi who went to the pesantren made dian go without his permission. He wanted to tell her the real events. He started it and took the initiative to explain it thanks to grandfather's advice. But reality made him very confused

"what if we catch up? Alfi can persuade dian back"saran umi shita approved by all.

"right, now get ready. We're leaving right now."regas abi abdurahman who made them all prepare. 2 cars glide after dian

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While Dian who has been to this day crucify both parents. He was also allowed to enter his house

"sit here, mother, make you some warm tea" said mother mira

Then Ahmad's father led dian on the sofa of his living room. Dayu just fell silent in a position next to the right mira mom facing her father and mom.

"why this nduk, home koq spoiled really. Are kangen the same weight as dad, hm?"ask ahmad's father who stroked his eldest daughter's hair.

"just want to hug, dad forbid it" said the lampstand like a 5-year-old child. But by throbbing even like crying.

"can story? Same father God willing mother can suggest something solution"timpal father ahmad.

"tell me aja, dayu want to go to the room" said a smiling dayu then berampit into his room and do not forget to lock the door.

Dian told me in detail without censoring every sentence. He also conveyed what he felt in his heart. Many thoughts with pro & con decisions

"crying, I am ready to be shed by your tears" whispered the father of Ahmad who was taken by mira.

Break the cry that he has been holding. Dian drowned her face in her arms and cried until it soaked her father's clothes. Dayu inside the room felt very sliced sliced with that cry. His heart felt it all.

"you better rest first nggeh. I know you're tired"

Ahmad's father's words made dian wipe away his tears but fell into silence hiding his red nose.

"you want to put your father to sleep, pok.pok.pok" joked the father of Ahmad who made dian laugh with what he said.

"yes, I need to rest first. Well, ma'am"pamit dian walked straight into his room. Even though he had finished crying but why with a joke the father made him laugh.

"dad, what does our daughter say?"ask mira.

"albeit mom. I think this is just a misunderstanding. If it's true that nak ustadz won't catch up with him, if it's wrong nak ustadz will be here to explain ma'am" explained ahmad's father.

His heart is indeed sick due to his eldest daughter who cried because of alfi ustadz but nevertheless must be accompanied by statements in terms of the other party.

"mom can only pray. That all of that is not true and just misunderstood. Besides we are very sure that nak ustadz is not possible to do that" said bu mira who was only nodded by ahmad's father.

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The car stops at the rest area, everyone eats and drinks first. Performing the ashar prayer.

Only alfic ustadz would not eat or drink. Daydreaming and staring at the highway. Accompanied by the wind in the afternoon. A deep longing but deep guilt.

He realized that what he did made their relationship what it is today. Shouldn't it? Is able to repeat the time and refuse to meet with his best friend. It's impossible if that happens.

All he expected was one there was a lampstand with him. Enjoy the day with jokes and laughter. Life becomes meaningful with his wife.

God help me to solve this problem. I'm honestly afraid of losing him. A wife who's like the deck dian whoever gets it is very lucky. But I made it like that

"ustadz"ir umay.

"eh bang umay"gaget ustadz Alfie

"Meeting there is separation. But the problem must have a solution. Maybe you are again tested how much love in the heart of ustadz or dian" revealed umay who smiled looking at the afternoon sky with his sister-in-law.

"bang, is the deck dian gonna listen to me? I was wasting my time just waiting for me to explain everything, he must hate me."what ustadz Alfi.

"god willing he will listen to ustadz. Do not doubt his love, he is silent, not just keep your relationship. But ustadz was wrong too, he had given it a chance but ustadz did not notice it immediately. Explain slowly the land. My cousin's sister's heart will melt with the affection and apology of ustadz." explains umay at length.

"well, thank you very much" said ustadz Alfi who then left umay and chose to get in the car and put himself in the rear passenger seat.

Seriate...

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