
It's been a week since Dian left them all. Many changes to ustadz Alfi after knowing the story azzam a few days ago. It's like it's not him. Cold, flat, maybe cuey, dreamy, insensitive, always aloof, and the most prominent is never to interact with his son hafsa.
The old hafsa also felt unable to understand him anymore. He also needs someone who can hold him, give him affection, attention and invite him to play. Even hafsa did not sleep in her parents' room and studied the Hijaiyah letters repeatedly without help from anyone. Prayers, tilawahs and tadarus have become personal or alone.
All the families were also very unable to let that happen late in the day. Especially if alfi looks like irresponsible as a father. Umay long ago furious with the attitude of his sister-in-law. He was patient but like walking. There was a quarrel between ustadz Alfi and umay today.
"why don't you pay attention to hafsa, huh!? What are you thinking? he needs you right now"emosi umay erupted just like that without excuse.
"i can't bang. Seeing it makes my heart ache, they look alike and choose to silence it while it is my choice" replied ustadz Alfi.
Bugh...
One raw bogeman is obtained by ustadz Alfi of umay without resisting. The corners of her lips turned blue and her right cheek felt dark. Everyone panicked from the umay attack.
"what reason do you have to silence him? what's wrong huh!?"Umay continued with the same position and mood wrapped in anger.
"i can't take it away yet and I can't take it" said Ustadz Alfi.
"alfi!"abi abdurahman said he warned loudly.
The words of Ustadz Alfi made umay rise in blood and unable to control himself. Umay again threw his punch unnoticed. Clutching tightly the collar of ustadz Alfi with both hands looking sharply at the man in front of him.
So pasrahnya ustadz Alfi does not fight anything done by umay. Maybe he will be aware and can be sincere after getting this bogeman. He felt no pain, he could only accept all of this.
Ahmad's father just shook his head at the quarrel of the two. They didn't even care about the frightened gazes of the two children staring at them. The blow was increased to three, umay was immediately detained by farhan and faqih. Since then, he has been detained and hit again. When you want to hit 4.....
"om may belhenti"the vehement hafsa sounded to make everything quiet. The aura of her firmness appeared on the hafsa's face and made them stare in disbelief.
Umay regained his senses and removed the tight grip. His face that had looked red because the emotions were cool again and the veins on his neck were already hiding. Hafsa then held umay's left hand and stroked him dear.
"om may play cama apca yuk. Apca wants to"smile hafsa who invites umay and away from her ashes.
The pleading gaze and the sweet smile of hafsa was a weakness. Umay sighed softly and returned the hafsa with a nod. Hafsa pulled Umay's hand towards her room and looked at her ashes differently. He did so only to threaten but to hope that all his wishes would be granted.
A boulder like a smash into the heart of ustadz Alfi. He is aware of his mistake and admits it if this is outrageous. But that loathing look and slanted smile reminded him of his late disappointment. His heart ache, is it wrong if he has failed to move on from his female figure.
"alfi let umi treat your face" said umi shita.
"let it be like this umi. No matter what, it also feels bland and not sick." said ustadz Alfi smiled smugly with his condition while walking to leave all the family in the guest room and enter the room and then close the door.
"it looks like alfi son don't be bothered just yet. I know losing someone important to him is hard. His feelings are different from ours." said the Ahmad father who finally spoke up. Finally everything was just silent with the initial position and then felt a silence struck.
In the room
His feelings are mixed now and confused as to what he should do. Ustadz Alfi sat in a sofa watching the contents of his room are still the same. The smell of chocolate continues to exist because he always sprayed when lost to become solace and shade.
Their wedding photos make ustadz Alfi pensive. At that time he was very happy and grateful if his prayer was in the temple by the creator. Smiles as bright as the sun and the sky will be a witness that their love is tied to a sacred rope.
He took a picture of a person he held in his arms during sleep, a woman he missed every day. Her tears flowed remembering that they were together but now separated by death. His wife's message was not carried out. Ask her if the woman she loves hates her in nature?
"dad, I missed you. I should what? Was this sick when we parted far away even for so long. I can't help it, I really love you and can't part with you Deck."bathin ustadz Alfi.
He was an ustadz and knew what it was. But it is not as easy as imagined if you have to sincerely accept this fate and harsh reality. Keep in mind, he was still young and had an uncertain fear. Widow, handsome, and thank God rich certainly be the target. Fear of the position of dian shifted even though the person is gone, although honestly, he controls his feelings.
Stand up to put it back. Ustadz Alfi wanted to put the picture frame in place and start taking ablution. But when he looked at the direction he was holding, he held his chest.
"astagfirullah my heart is so beating fast. What's the matter?"bathin ustadz Alfie.
Prolonged pain in his chest and dizzy in the area of his head make ustadz Alfi can not jump his body again. His hand suddenly shook while trying to neutralize the pain.
Prang.....
The sound of falling objects made of glass makes the attention of everyone in the living room looking for the source of the sound. While in the room, alfi ustadz was unconscious on the floor along with the sound.
"what was that sound?"tanya umay just showed up.
"still confused what that sound is. Because it's a little faint and the voice just disappears." said abi abdurahman. A faint sound as the door was tightly shut from within.
"where is oiya hafsa? Is not the same you mas" asked Rida while carrying a zaki who was still afraid of his father was angry without control earlier.
"it's inside sleeping." replied umay.
He looked at his son who seemed to be hiding in the recesses of his wife's neck and immediately approached. Seeing that, the baby is not yet 2 weeks older precisely the age of 12 days asking for protection by tightly grasping the clothes of the mother.
"sorry dad scared you" umay said softly.
Zaki sneered wanting to cry but soon umay calmed him down. His son calmed down and returned to his mother's arms but umay had a bad feeling about his deceased cousin's sister. He was reminded of Ustadz Alfie.
"why does the room seem so quiet? Usually ustadz kept silent and read the Quran."heran umay.
Although he was angry but umay there was also guilt. Ustadz Alfi like that just to make a heart that does not know when can clean it from the shadow of his late wife.See earlier he was not reciprocated and left to give a punch on the white face of the Ustadz Alfi. If there was a lamp, it might have been hysterical to see him brutally hitting someone.
Umay's words are true. Everyone seems to be thinking hard about what happened. I don't know why their brains don't work because they planned something a few days ago. Then Umi Shita intends to ask about the wound on his son's face and when he opens the door.
"hiks.hiks wake alfi"
"what's wrong with you.hiks"
cry umi shita while holding her head that displays a pale face and patting it gently on the cheek. His heart was restless and worried about his son's current state.
All of them focus on ustadz Alfi while umay curious about the glass fragments that are not far from the beach. Take the white photo paper and flip it over. This picture of her sister makes umay feel even more restless.
"isn't the deck dian dead why I feel like there's a bad feeling for him? Or it's just my feeling, yeah" umay's heart voice then brushed off all his thoughts while keeping the photo he held into the nightstand drawer.
He chose to clean the floor using a broom after alfi ustadz had been lifted into his bed by ahmad's father, farhan and faqih. Not that alfi ustadz weight even lifted feels light and that means the body of Alfi ustadz lose weight without exercise. Eating heart is not good yes:(
Abi abdurahman is waiting for a call from doctor hanif who incidentally is the husband of doctor mita. The two of them had even become private doctors belonging to the Alfi Ustadz family.
Finished removing the trash, umay washed his hands and then just remembered if he lived in the room. But he suddenly panicked due to hafsa complaining of pain with a hot body temperature while closing his eyes.
"ugh satit" complained hafsa. Umay immediately carried the little body of the nephew towards the room ustadz Alfi.
"what's wrong with hafsa umay?"ask mira worried.
"not knowing aunt. Hafsa shivered and her body was hot." replied umay putting hafsa beside ustadz Alfi.
Everyone is more panicked and anxious. Ustadz Alfi who was unconscious while plus the shivering hafsa and delirious call uminya. Hadduh why can this be, the pain together. Abi Abdurahman also asked the two couples who work as doctors to come to examine both.
"umi.umi" iot"
"umi.umi yan's"
"umi apca tanen"
Hafsa's complaint sounded so heartbreaking to anyone. But all adults pack their hearts and will not be sad. Because their focus is on this father and son who are being examined. Ustadz Alfi is treated by hanif doctor while hafsa is handled by mila doctor.
"how is alfi ?"ask umi shita
"it has to be a complete break. Watch his diet and sleep. Later only given pain medication, fever and vitamin Umi" replied doctor hanif
"then what about hafsa. Our granddaughter is fine, right?"ask mira.
"is fine. Just the fever and maybe the impact of his sick ashes. From inside the womb is also like that ma'am, if his ashes are not feeling well then surely he also feels it." explained doctor mila.
"will be replaced first umi, mom. Her clothes were soaked in sweat" suggested the mila doctor who opened the veil of hafsa. Mom mira and Umi shita nodded in understanding
"get well soon, baby. Don't make sad kakung, utii, om and aunty. Take care of health always" said doctor mila while stroking the head of hafsa gently.
"iya anty doter"he hafsa lyrics that dissolve in his sleep but can still answer. Everyone smiles at that and is happy if hafsa is okay.
Doctor Mila and her husband left the house. Everyone thanked me very much and will transfer the money to both of their accounts. Abi abdurahman led the two to the front door and then back inside.
Traveled...
Doctor Hanif focused on driving his car while the doctor focused silent. Busy with his mind and make the car atmosphere so quiet. Hanif's doctor glanced at his wife.
"what's wrong with you, baby?"doctor Hanif asked, but was not answered.
"god has great pity. Uminya is dead while his ashes are still slumped with the passing of his wife and silence while hafsa"bathin doctor mila.
"hi, koq didn't answer my question. Are you having a problem?"doctor hanif is back. Dr. mila was shocked.
"em.no problem, baby. I'm fine" replied doctor mila.
"really? Tell me. Is this about hafsa?"terka doctor hanif. Doctor mila sighed heavily like releasing the heaviest burden.
"yes. I feel like it's too early to experience all this. He is still 2 years old will have to lose one of his parents"sad doctor mila.
"you're right. But this is all destiny. I was checking the state of Alfi ustadz, his body is thinner. You know baby, if we were left like what ustadz Alfi felt would definitely feel depressed. Hafsa was kept silent because the boy was so similar to his mother's face. Moreover, his love for his deceased wife is very big and this is all difficult to forget." explained doctor Hanif.
Doctor mila was silent. He also did not expect if the former pregnant woman he was responsible for died so quickly. Even when the first time in instagram posts belonging to ustadz Alfi, the da'wah team and the police account that posted the news of grief made him shocked. The sad news that uses social media is very stirring netizens hmm...
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