Love You Brothers
Crying Again

Abel saw the invitation in shock, he seemed to be in disbelief when he also knew that Excel would be engaged but after receiving an invitation Excel engagement with Jennie still he felt unwilling and unable to accept everything.

“Bel lo is okay ? bel don't get me gitu”. Alvin shook Abel's arm because after reading the invitation Abel just kept quiet.

Not feeling his tears shed and dripped on the invitation he held, he was not able to accept the fact that the name listed is not his name, he was not able to at all.

“So it hurts so much yah”. Alvin so heartless, always associated with Excel makes Abel cry, even this new engagement invitation not even a wedding invitation can Abel commit suicide.

“Sabar bel relays ajalah ya”. Alvin clutched Abel tightly, although he and Abel liked to fight but he could not bear to see his brother sad like that.

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Alvin brought food for Abel to his room because Abel did not go down to the dining table, and did not leave the room at all after getting an invitation from Excel, even Excel called why Abel did not go to the office 2 days, which Alvin said only Abel was sick and would go to the office if it was better.

“Bel eat first”. Alvin opens the door to Abel's room and thankfully is unlocked, he did not see Abel in the room even the room was too quiet to make him confused because he did not feel if Abel went out of the room but now Abel was not there then where Abel is now.

“Bel lo where ?”. Alvin called Abel while looking for him in the corner of the room and bathroom but did not meet Abel, he looked at the balcony where the door was open, his mind so floating thinking of strange things, he said, Abel wouldn't kill himself, would he ?.

“Bel Abel Abeeel”. Alvin drew closer to the balcony and saw below where there were dark bushes, whether Abel had committed suicide by jumping down and covered in bushes.

“Abeeeel”

“What”. Alvin gasped when he heard Abel's voice, he looked back and exhaled when he saw Abel bend his legs and drown his face between his knees.

Alvin approached Abel with an angry look, he was already very worried earlier, especially papa Rey and mama Dina were outside the city and gave responsibility to him as long as they both left the city.

“Lo know not how worried I was, jan gini ah lo not cool really just for a guy like Excel lo tangisin to fall down gini, the guy is not just him doang”. Abel looked up at Alvin with tears still flowing faithfully down his cheeks.

“Why yes brother I can not menggelupain kak Excel, really brother guy in this world is not just a brother Excel doang but why yes brother Excel that can make me happy”.

“don't forget he is also who can make you slump until soon”. Saut Alvin, he did not like Excel who had previously lived with him after knowing that Excel adopted children but he tried to behave normally, he said, but now he does not like to see Abel sad for Excel like this.

Alvin moves to pick up the plate he put earlier in the nightstand because it looks for Abel fear if Abel kills himself. And after Alvin came back with a plate in his hand he tried to feed Abel, “Nih eat first the Excel also does not care much you eat what is not ?”.

Abel looked at the plate and turned to look at Alvin, he had no appetite at all to eat, even he did not care if his stomach rang to be filled, but it's true said Alvin wanted him to eat or not Excel did not know and maybe did not care, finally Abel received a bribe from Alvin.

“Eat that much lo tomorrow we to his engagement party Excel”. Abel who chewed the food immediately stopped, he had misheard or indeed Alvin invited him to an Excel engagement which would certainly only add to his wounds and sadness.

“Sister Alvin joking yes ? I'm sad to see the invitation from Excel, now brother Alvin said to take me to the engagement of excel brother Jennie, I don't want”. Rejected, of course Alvin knew that Abel would refuse.

“mama same papa has not returned and they tell us to represent them because they can not come”. Alvin put his plate down and held Abel's shoulders, “Denger ya bell when you there inget all the pain that Excel love to elo and make it as a reminder and capital elo to continue life while forgetting the Excel”.

Abel shed tears once again considering that he could not change the fact that in Excel's heart only for Jennie. Abel hugged Alvin firmly he needed a hug this sat, “Kak Alvin accompany me yes I am afraid not strong ngadepinnya”.

“I'm sure I will be temenin elo, yaudah gih nih the food is finished”. Abel ate his own food without being rubbed Alvin until it was not left, he hoped that tomorrow could be strong to face the harsh reality.

*****

Abel polishes his face with thin makeup and his lips with lipstick do not forget also he rubs blush on so that his face does not look pale, but he does not, after that he changed his clothes with a pink dress that he had chosen, the dress was his favorite dress but did not expect if he would wear the dress for the engagement event Excel, but did not expect, if Alvin doesn't say if he has to look beautiful then he won't wear the dress.

“Udah not yet ?”. Alvin who was ready also with a long-sleeved shirt but he rolled up to the bottom of the elbow was already looking neat and approached the room Abel.

Abel opened the door of his room and Alvin looked at Abel from toe to head, Abel was ready and had looked neat and most importantly Abel should look not sad, but Abel still put on his gloomy face.

“My adek is beautiful crazy can-can be arentar elo who in thought want fiancee”. Tempted Alvin but did not know if Abel was upset half-dead want to go to the engagement event Excel.

“don't joke, not funny”. His saute and Alvin laugh because flirting with Abel is the easiest to make him angry.

“where is the smile ? do not worry about all if you are heartbroken dong, smile like gini”. Alvin showed a smile of pride.

“now it's your turn to smile hunt”. Abel smiled with a forced until he showed a row of white teeth and it looks that his smile is very strange.

“which looks natural so the smile is not like a cat clamping door”. Abel then tried to smile as naturally as possible and he succeeded, but his heart was still sad.

“Nah it dong kan beautiful adek me, dah ayok ntar belated”. Alvin first walked while Abel followed him behind lazily.

That afternoon was probably the afternoon that most made Abel nervous because he was going to attend the engagement of Excel, seeing loved ones going with other women he had to prepare mentally.

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Smile even though your heart cries because if you show sadness it does not make everything change, at least with a smile you will look strong even though your heart is fragile.