Love You Brothers
Brotherhood, Prayer & Love

Abel washed his face with water from the toilet tap, even though he had washed his face several times but his eyes were still red from crying for too long. Just this time Excel got mad at her like that to the point of making her scared and sad.

“However you accuse me of slandering my brother even though it is that woman who is a human-faced snake”. Abel looked in the mirror in front of him, so it did not attract him and so beautiful Jennie was to make Excel very changed.

Abel really wants Excel back to how it used to be, just play with him, just be nice to him and just love him a. “you are evil jahaaaaat”.

Abel wept in the toilet, shedding his annoyance and disappointment at the time, hoping that all his sadness would disappear along with his tears flowing out constantly.

Abel took a lot of tissue and inhaled breath trying to neutralize the condition of his heart and body that is too weak due to too sad, too sad, he looked in the mirror with his flat face and returned to his desk with a heart that was still broken but he did not care about anything.

Abel looked at the door of the Excel workspace, he stared flat at the door, “it's important I've reminded you I hope you're not really deceived by it and regret everything too late". He murmured in his heart.

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Already this week Abel did not talk to Excel as usual, they will only talk about the next job just words, yes, no, no and other short answers. It was as easy as their relationship became tenuous as brother and sister.

And it was also felt by Bagas and Excel who felt the change in Abel's attitude, no more smiles or expressive faces that Abel usually displayed, when they both entered the same elevator and there was only silence.

“Sorry kak”. Excel immediately gasped and turned to the side where Abel displayed a thin smile that he did not show this week after Excel scolded Abel to make their relationship tenuous.

“Maybe I missed I just want the best for sis Excel, I can't see sis Excel disappointed and sad”. Excel hugged Abel very tightly, only a week but for a week it made the two become like strangers who missed each other as a sister to Excel.

“I'm also sorry I thought you changed and hated Jennie for no reason, you should know her more, she's a good girl”. Abel nods in Excel's arms and cries, but Abel quickly tears her eyes so Excel doesn't know.

Abel apologizes first because he cannot be hated by Excel, he does not have the strength and spirit of life to see the hatred that is in the eyes of Excel every time he sees it. Loving Excel too much makes it seem like he can't stand it if the people he loves hate him.

“Hey why cry ?”. Even though Abel had wiped his tears but still looks like those tears after his second embrace was released.

“ini is just too happy we can finally not be hosted again”. The reason is that Abel is very sad, he must lose with his heart that does not want to obey to forget Excel when Excel memag already can not love a girl other than Jennie.

“I'm also glad my sister is back again like before”. They both laugh, and the tension between the two can be resolved, although Excel still doesn't trust her if Jennie isn't a good girl, Abel can only pray that Excel will always be protected so that Jennie's plan fails.

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Like the day Abel usually goes with a nano nano sense because he likes to be close together and see Excel but he can not have and at the same time see the intimacy of Jennie and Excel at once.

“Why should I love a man I should not love and why can't he love me why ?”. Abel does not know what he should be, very sad to remember the reality so that if he can he will exchange anything to be exchanged for happiness with Excel.

Yes, she was desperate, so she wanted to take Excel from Jennie and no matter how it went, but it felt impossible. If he can be reborn then he will choose to never know Excel at all because trying to forget our loved ones is actually very difficult.

“Lo why else ? bucin again ? what's another baper ?”. Alvin leaning against the door of Abel's room approached and sat on Abel's bed.

“This must be Excel again Excel again right ?”. Abel did not answer because it was true what Alvin was talking about if all this was because he was thinking too much about Excel who never thought about his feelings.

“Sister Alvin will not know what it feels like because Alvin never really fell in love with someone until too deep”. Alvin grumbled, he had never dated for long and lasted 2 months at most.

“Gue Alvino Jordy Admaja will not be called baper, broken heart or bucin kayak lo gini”. Abel felt annoyed not only his bad mood now the brother even added to his wound for insulting him.

“see yes one day brother Alvin will cry because of the name of love, these words from people who are sad usually in the same kabulin Lord”. Alvin ignored Abel's words.

“Before lo ngedoain I this it meningan you thinkin the same heart a lot of prayer to be strong accept reality”. Abel felt annoyed and looked at Alvin with his regretful gaze.

“Udah nih prayer every day, want to pray until when emang let alone trials for me”. Alvin thrust something towards Abel to make Abel who had been sleeping now sit down. "New trials for lo".

“what is this ?”. ask.

“Read it yourself, can still read right ?”. Abel opened the plastic wrap that Avin gave him and he opened it and read the writing in it.

“Introduction Excel and Jennie_”