Love Raka
chapter 28

Pov Raka's

"Oh....! don't lie, I already know your fucking wits."

"Here Devin is, I'm tired of getting into class." I said as I stepped back, but Devina immediately blocked the move by pulling my hand.

"Just wait a minute, you haven't answered my question.You're staying in the park, when there are people who want to be hot in the heat of the sun. If there's nothing he's after. Come on, which girl are you after."

"What the hell do you mean?"

"Turn back asking again, You do what in the park. Is it hard to answer?"

"I'm calming my mind."

"Jeez Raka, Raka. Why do you calm your mind just by sitting in the park, you also have a girlfriend.why don't you confide in me, Emang now you are facing a problem like what, Story dong....! Who knows if I can help." He said in the least, Not seeming to sympathize.

"Are you sure you want to listen to my story?" I asked while staring to show distrust towards the girl who became my girlfriend.

"Raka....., we are going out, If you are not sure about your own boyfriend, who can you trust in this world other than your boyfriend." replied Devina as if showing maturity, as if showing maturity, but that further shows that he was never sensitive to what he was doing.

"Yes, let's sit down before the entrance bell rings, I want to talk seriously with you" I said as I scanned the area around, coincidentally in the hallway there is a bench, and there is a bench, so that I also pulled his hand so that we can talk freely.

"Try telling me what problem you're having right now, you have a problem with your family?" devina asked After she sat down by looking at my face.

I shook my head in response to her question, my eyes fixedly staring at the eyes Devina wanted to penetrate to the brain that was behind the eyes, want to know if the creature in front of me has that clumping thing or just Combat Doang.

"Why not answer, you have problems with friends or lessons," Devina continued as if she was unaware of what she was doing.

"No, I don't have a problem with anyone, I just have a problem with you."

"What's the matter, our feelings are fine" he said not admitting.

"Aren't you aware, you're such a big boy."

"Kok you speak like that, Tega very much you Raka. you consider me a little child," replied Devina while changing the look of her face, even her hands were folded in front of her chest, her back was leaned against the chair.

Hearing my words, Devina just pulled her lips back, her eyes looked at the end of the shoe, her breath seemed a little hunting, Maybe she felt annoyed that the culprit was herself.

"I'm surprised by you Devin, why you are so annoying. suddenly you are angry, suddenly you are good. For example, yesterday after coming home from the bookstore you were angry until you went home alone, But after I made Bad Day status you immediately called and asked me to confide with you. provided you know Devin, How do I want to confide while the rest of you are angry, without hearing my explanation first. Honestly I'm so tired of your boy's behavior, how can a relationship continue if we can't understand each other."

"So you mean like this, I was wrong?" devina asked while glancing at me as her eyes condensed.

"I'm sorry Devin, the relationship must understand each other not just want to be understood and understand.if the relationship is lasting there must be a word of mutual respect, mutual reminders, mutual love, mutual love. Lately you have been getting more angry without cause by accusing me of insensitivity, incomprehension, not thinking of you as a girlfriend. Though all your accusations are not trueI love you very much, I like your carefree behavior, but I don't like the insignificant nagging." I said at length to see Devina speechless.

Hearing my explanation Devina took a deep breath, as if she was collecting the shreds that were in her heart.

"Honestly I can't keep you like this, because we are in a relationship to achieve happiness, but what is it is that we are just hanging out, we are just angry, we are just angry, we're just messing around with each other's behavior."

"So you're tired of my childlike attitude?" devina said with her voice.

"I'm not tired, if you're an adult and if you can understand, not just want to be understood, all you need to know in my life is not just you doang, I still have friends, family, family, brothers who sometimes need my presence."

"Yes I understand, but What a hard thing Try if you tell me, don't just disappear, I'm afraid something happens to you."

"I always answer your chat, but when I am late to reply you angry, you discuss everywhere.when it is only late not not not to reply to your chat, you are angry, I went awry when I got a situation like that, want to tell you must be angry, if not sure will be very angry, until finally I prefer to stay, so I can be a little away, so I can be a little away, so I don't get sprayed."

"I mean stay away?" devina asked while looking in wonder.

"Devin can not if our relationship Break first, we do not focus too much on this relationship, we just focus on each other's busyness, because the more often we communicate the more often we also disagree."

"So we broke up first so, don't Raka......! I love you....! I'm sorry if all this time I've made your life difficult, but if you know, what I'm doing is just a feeling of affection, just my love for you. Please don't decide me. I promise I'll change as you want, I won't keep calling and chatting you, I'll follow your will, just don't break me up."

Getting his rejection I just took a deep breath, it felt really hard to take it back, but if I did not accept I was a selfish person who would not accept someone's change.

"I love you too because you're the most beautiful woman I've ever met, but that beauty instantly faded with your weird and annoying attitudes, but if you want to change let's both change together, for the sake of a lasting relationship."

"Seriously....! you're not going to kill me?"

"I don't want to kill you, I just asked us to Break briefly leave our relationship. In order to introspect each other, for the sake of the continuity of the relationship we have established."