Love Raka
chapter. 13
Pov Raka's
"Sister, it's okay, isn't it?" devina asked who was staring in astonishment, her hands were waved in front of my face, like a doctor checking the consciousness of his patient.
Before answering Devina's question, I pulled both corners of my lips to hint that I was fine. "just relax, I'm fine." I said while still smiling and then saved the helmet I had taken from the front trunk, to hide my stiffness.
"Thank you Brother for understanding, Once again sorry tomorrow Brother do not get bored to pick me up again, I say yes, sister...!" said Devina who turned the body to make my heart back pounding faster, because it turns out the plan does not always fit with reality.
My mind is at war between holding back his steps or not. If detained I fear that last night's incident will repeat itself, an event where I only ask permission to go to the toilet. but if I'm not arrested I'm afraid there's no chance to see Devina again, even if it's just canceling coming home together, my heart is already scared like Devina is going away forever.
"Goat....! Why is it so hard to speak," I said inwardly while hitting the palm of the hand making Devina who had just a few steps leave me, turn around to look at me.
"Why brother?" Devina asked who was staring in astonishment.
Immediately I stepped closer towards Devina, then looked at her face that looked so beautiful, yet very scary when it came to expressing feelings.
"Me, me, can you say something?" I asked him to repeat the question last night.
"Hehehe, you have to ask permission. Am I the judge who should wear such ethics?" said Devina as she put on a smile to melt the atmosphere that felt so stiff.
My mouth suddenly locked back, I just stared at Devina who looked meekly playing the strap of a sling bag, making her look even more Sweet Man. My face became flat because I did not know how to express it.
"What do you say, you want permission to go to the toilet again?" ledek Devina is getting bolder.
"I, I, I love you Devina, I love you so much. From the very beginning when you invited me to get acquainted, that feeling grew more and more because it was nurtured by your extraordinary attitude," I said that made my feelings become relieved, like just ruptured a long-torturing boil, it felt very plong despite not knowing Devina's answer.
"Oh continues?" devina asked that as soon as her face changed, initially the knotty smiles now became flat and cold, as cold as the ice that had just been taken out of the refrigerator.
"You don't want to be my girlfriend?" My impoverished son of a bitch was so steeped in shame that I decided to ask such a thing.
"Oh that way, why would you like Devina?" the classic question I always hear when a woman is shot.
"Full love need not be a reason to love, because what often reasoned was just the mouth, while the mouth is the place that most often do lies. You must know that my love is not based on lies, but on lies, my love comes from the bottom of my heart, and it feels that to love a woman as beautiful and as good as you don't need a reason, only a fool doesn't like a woman like Devina?" my words that began to master themselves so that all the knowledge I got from the novels and articles that I read now issued, used to melt Devina's heart.
"Hehehe, smart sister as well yes, defiant Brother writer so it is very easy to conquer the heart of women. but sorry Brother...!" said Devina whose face was getting flatter.
"I can't Brother!"
The Duarrrrt!
The sound of thunder booming in the middle of a broad day, making my ears ring out instantly, my soul felt drifting out of its body.The answer given by Devina did not match my expectations, Devina who I thought would accept my love, turned out she refused. My knees felt trembling as if unable to withstand the weight of the soul that was falling on me. it felt like I wanted to scream so loud that I didn't realize where I was now, I didn't want this incident to be the worst thing in my soul, I want this incident to be just a nightmare in my sleep.
"Don't refuse," the voice of Devina resuming her words made me look in wonder at the girl in front of me. In the Heart ask why women always like to play with men's feelings, Do they not feel that I want to lose my life.
"meaning?" I'm not sure what Devina said.
"I want to be Raka's sister's boyfriend."
"Seriously?"
"Hmmmmmz...!" devina replied while nodding her head her lips decorated with a full smile.
"Yes, yes, yes, I finally have a boyfriend...!" Shouted as prancing dance with excitement like finding Oasis in the Sahara desert, the life that Mau thought was destroyed now neatly arranged like a puzzle that was just removed from his box.
"Yes already then, I went home first Well brother, eh Raka. because the driver I've been waiting."
"Yes be careful!"
Finally Devina left me, but she left not to return, She only disappeared from my sight, but even so I held her heart in my hand, because now I'm officially Devina's boyfriend.
Unexpressible Happiness, mixed with haru because Devina is my First Boyfriend in real. People who will accompany and wade How to feel and enjoy It feels to be in love. Maybe from Devina, the, I will learn how about the meaning of loyalty, the meaning of sacrifice the meaning of complementarity, artists love each other, making our lives will be full of color.
I continued to look at Devina who left me until she was not seen anymore.I was silent standing like a statue that has no soul, he said, the incident that just felt like a dream that I just woke up from my deep sleep, so I pinched my cheek to make sure that now I was in the real world, she said, that I now have someone who will accompany my days at school.
Awwww....!
It turned out that the pinch was painful, proving that now I was in the real world.I was excited to start dancing again, like Indian movies when they found fun. I pranced around kissing the helmet Devina was about to wear.
After the euphoria of my victory that had conquered Devina's heart, I began to take out the motorbike from the parking lot to leave the school to go home, bringing a new feeling, a feeling that I had never felt before.