Love Raka

Love Raka
chapter 17


Pov Raka's.


I who had run out of ways, could only lean body into a chair. was astonished by Devina's attitude that was too haughty, she wanted to be understood but she never understood me, even now she had no respect for me. I used to be amazed by him because he could respect me with a kind, gentle word that was good at heart.


My eyes continued to stare at Devina, but my heart was hot, my heart was pounding, it felt like it wanted to avenge Devina whose attitude had changed like a newborn child, only being able to mendumel mendumel tampa think of his mother's feelings, who was very tired of taking care of him.


"Why are you silent, why don't you finish your food?" devina asked while looking back at me.


"Heh, why are you still gawking. Let's eat it out?" it was like calling for a servant of perahaya.


I am already filled with anger and resentment, but cannot express in words. I could only take a bowl and then put all the contents into my mouth, staring intently at Devina, imagining that the meatball I was eating was her who I was swallowing round and round.


Seeing me gulp the meatballs inside the bowl, Devina simply pulled the corner of her lips down like she was disgusted by my strange behavior. but I don't care about it. I keep chewing meatballs until the sauce is gone.


"Are you angry with me?" devina asked again after I put the empty bowl.


"Why angry?" I answered back asking.


"Yes eat it like that, you're angry?" his eyes filled my face.


"No, no anger, I'm just following your will to tell me to finish this meatball."


"Geez you really don't have the heart Raka. how the hell do you think, do not-don't your head just Combat doang, so you can not understand what I say."


Hearing Devina's continued cornered speech, I could only take a deep breath then walk towards the cafeteria's cashier. After paying for my food immediately walked towards the class, unwilling to prolong the matter with Devina, not wanting to prolong the matter with Devina, the demon possessed from the Southeast.


"Raka, Raka, where are you going?" Call Devina who ran after me who didn't care.


"Wait.....!" hold Devina while holding my wrist, so I stopped my steps and looked resentfully at the girl in front of me.


"What else is it?" I asked in a raucous voice hiding the vexation.


"You're angry, I'm sorry, baby, I'm outrageous with you" he said, which made me swallow, I really don't understand this creature called girl.


"Why are you silent, you don't want to forgive my mistakes.he said when we first started, you will accept all my badness?"


"It's okay, I just want to go to class, because soon the bell of the third lesson reads," answered me who was tired of discussing unimportant discussions.


"I'm sorry Raka, I was wrong...!" said Devina who looks her eyes begin to condense, making my heart start to feel sliced, because I was very unbearable when I saw there was a woman who was sad.


"Why do you think it feels different lately, unlike the beginning of our courtship?" I answered trying to ask wanting to understand the contents in Devina's heart.


"I'm sorry, somehow lately my head feels very important, but I don't know what I'm thinking, I'm finally angry with you, I'm sorry Raka...!" said Devina while looking at Iba.


Hearing his words, I just fell silent while staring in wonder, because I did not understand at all what was really going on. why he who felt dizzy I became a victim, though I've asked attention, but what he answered, he just said it's okay, but when I didn't continue the question he was angry.


"Why are you silent, you're still mad at me?" devina asked after not getting an answer.


"I'm sorry Raka..., I'm so happy" Devina said, grasping my hand and squeezing my finger, as if hinting that she really regretted her treatment.


Seeing her who was compassionate, making her look beautiful again my heart was melted instantly, for some reason so that my heart that initially felt very hot returned cold.maybe I began to understand this is how to build a relationship, this is how to build a relationship, there are times when we will be tested with the attitude of each partner.


"Yes I'm sorry, I'm sorry too, I'm not as sensitive as you say."


"Together Ka, hopefully in the future we will become more mature."


"Amen...! let's go to class!" invite me while pulling his wrist, we go hand in hand while chatting, but now the conversation feels very boring, even though the topic of discussion is very exciting.


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The school bell rang, indicating that our lesson time was over, I who sat with Tio did not go home immediately, we tidied up the book first.


"Watch yuk bro!"


"Watch what tyo?" ask me while putting the book in the bag.


"In the mall there's a concert of cute brothers!"


"Sweet brother means?" ask me to knit an eyebrow.


"That's a girl group that asks if they dress only half a century," he explained.


"Oh that 48-man girl group?"


"Yes right, look!"


"Vailid no news. later it's far to there, just watch people who sell popcorn again."


"Vailid is bro, this is news from the first person" Tio replied convincingly.


Hearing the explanation from Tio, I was silent thinking about the bad good about Tio's invitation.but after a long time of thinking, I thought, I have not been to the mall for a long time because lately I was busy with making Devina happy, so I forgot my own happiness.


"Eh goat....! even dumbass, what's it going for?" tio said surprised me.


"Come on.....! you know, lately, Devina's been a bitch."


"What the cave says bro, having a boyfriend is very complicated, meningan we enjoy living with friends, with our friends, do not think of adult things like that, he said, because our brains aren't old enough, bro...!" tio said, reminding me of his words that a month ago, now I began to understand that what Tio was talking about was true


"Become bro, think Devina otaku it feels like it's going to break like now the cave has to vacation first, entertain yourself so as not to be too mummy."


"Good choice of young people, let's enliven their concert. Gemes know if you see beautiful brothers like that. It feels like they want to swallow their bodies whole,"


"Yes, come on...!" take me up from my seat, then we head to the classroom door, then walk together to the parking lot, to pick up the bike.