
Karina and Chinsun had just finished checking out Chinsun's content, now they were in one of the restaurants near the hospital. The happy news has just been found, Chinsun positively pregnant and her gestational age entered the fourth week, and to celebrate Chinsun invited Karina to lunch together
"Eonni I'm really happy, has Eonni told Baekhoo Oppa this good news?" Ask Karina
"I haven't told Baekhoo yet, I'll deliver this happy news later on our wedding anniversary, I'll make it a surprise. I will also ask Daejung to come home" Chinsun explained
Karina bowed to Daejung's name, Chinsun who noticed the change in Karina. The woman clasped Karina's hand, and it made Karina turn to her, the girl tried to smile at Chinsun
"Don't smile if you don't want to do it, never force a smile to look fine Karina-ya. Cry if you want to cry" Chinsun said
"This is Eonni's pain" Karina said with her eyes beginning to dew
"Gwaenchana, weep Karina-ya. You can cry, don't hold it back" said Chinsun, the woman pulling Karina into her arms, rubbing Karina's back. And it didn't take long to hear sobs from Karina
"Yeogi Apayo" Karina said by hitting her chest
Chinsun increasingly attached his arms to Karina, Daejung's sister understood what Karina felt. He knew that Karina had always felt more than just a friend to her sister, but Chinsun knew she was still confused by her own feelings, and now she would make sure it was with Karina
"Eonni understands how you feel Karina-ya, you can share a story with Eonni if you feel you are no longer able, do not self-serving Karina. Eonni is here for you, so tell me everything you feel for Eonni Karina-ya" Karina said
"I miss Daejung Eonni, I miss him a lot. I-I can't get away from Eonni" Karina said in her tears
Chinsun could no longer hold back his tears, the woman burst into tears. Luckily the restaurant they visited was quiet, because the lunch hour was finished ten minutes ago, and luckily they chose a seat at the end so no one would suspect
"I don't know how I feel Eonni, I love Daejung very much, I feel the corner of my heart feels empty when not with him, every waking up is just a message from Daejung that I always wait, I feel like I'm in the middle of my heart, I feel empty after Daejung leaves, ak-I need Daejung Eonni. But this fear torments me, tell me what I have to do now Eonni" Finally Karina vented all the feelings she had been craving
Chinsun chuckled at Karina's words, sure enough to guess that Karina had been holding a taste for Daejung all along, only that the girl had not noticed
"Karina-ya, have you ever felt like what it's like to be in love?" Chinsun asked Karina
Karina wiped her tears, the girl straightened her back then she looked at Chinsun. The girl shook her head innocently in answer to Chinsun's question
"You know what you said earlier was a feeling of love. Or in other words, you've actually been saving more flavor on Daejung" Chinsun explained
"But I didn't feel the pounding in my heart when I was with Daejung, nor did I feel the butterflies flying in my stomach Eonni" Karina explained innocently
Again Chinsun chuckled with Karina's innocent answer, the woman then rubbed Karina's head
"Daejung" replied Karina
"Who was the first person you came to when you were happy?" Ask Chinsun again
"Daejung" Karina replied without hesitation
"And lastly, who wants to be sure of their happiness?" Ask Chinsun to convince Karina
"Daejung" and again Karina mentioned Daejung's name
"So do you understand now Karina? The feeling of love does not always begin with a feeling like a beating on the chest or so forth. Because action alone is enough to show that love has grown in our hearts. Karina-yeah I understand your fears well, but how long will you continue to feel afraid like this? Without you realizing it is precisely your fear that separates you from Daejung Karina" explained Chinsun
Karina lowered her head, then memories turned back when Daejung asked her to come to their subscription Caffe before Daejung left, but the girl did not come to see Daejung. Daejung was waiting for him until the man almost left the plane because it was too long waiting for Karina. The guilt in Karina's heart grew bigger, and the tears rolled back down her cheeks
"Karina-ya you can fix everything. It's not too late for you to get back into a relationship with Daejung. If you're confused where to start, how much better would you start by replying to the message that Daejung sent you?" Chinsun tried to encourage Karina
Karina looked at Chinsun with her wet eyes. True also what Chinsun said, all this time maybe he had loved Daejung only he was too indifferent and tried to ignore his feelings. He returned Chinsun's hand, the girl then nodded and hugged Chinsun
"You're right Eonni, all this time I've loved Daejung even though I doubt it. Maybe I am too ignorant of my feelings and I am too ordinary of these feelings. I-I'll try to fix everything Eonni, I'll do what Eonni suggested. Gomawo Eonni I love you" Karina said
"Dear together, it's my job to straighten things out. Now smile and reply Daejung pesa, I'm sure the man must have been waiting for your reply" said Chinsun
Karina nods enthusiastically, the girl is determined to improve her relationship with Daejung. He has to start first. Ah suddenly Daejung's face flashed through her mind, and it made Karina miss Daejung even more
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