It's Not My fault
Chapters. 30
BSM Chapter. 30
As the night wore on, Laura still refused to leave her place. She sat looking at the reflection of her face on the dresser mirror. He looked at every inch of his face. It is not as beautiful as Feli, but he is also not that bad until Theo could have turned to another heart.
“You want to know what my answer is?”
“Laura, maybe for some people you are mediocre. But in my eyes, you are a beautiful woman. You're attractive. So why are you discouraged? What are you minder for?”
“Laura, in my eyes you are special. You are valuable to the right people. Don't care about other people's responses to you. From now on, focus on yourself. Love yourself. Do whatever you want to do. Don't let them hurt you.”
“You also deserve to be happy, Laura.”
Ryan's words were still ringing in his ears. Not mistaken, a little can open his mind, even a little can infiltrate other feelings in his heart. His desolate heart, his dead soul was now as if it was coming back to life. Ryan's words can calm his heart a little, also give a new spirit.
Ryan's right. He doesn't deserve to be hurt. Who cares what Theo's doing out there. Who cares Theo prefers other women. From now on, he won't care anymore. He also deserves to be happy. He will do whatever he wants. As Theo did, he would do the same.
Sick to pain!
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“I'm sorry, Ra. I'm sorry, Ra. As a friend I can't help anything.” Rere regretted, too concerned about what happened to Laura's marriage. Apparently Laura's premonition as a wife is not wrong. Theo had deliberately betrayed his best friend.
Rere then embraced Laura after Laura told him about the problems in her household. This morning Laura came to the store. Apparently Theo wasn't home. And would rather stay at his cheating place. What a man who doesn't know is lucky. Rere could only curse as a form of his annoyance.
“Iya, it's okay.” Laura smile. Despite Theo's misdeeds, at least he still has people who care about him like Rere.
“I really didn't expect, Theo was like that. He hurt you, Ra. But why are you silent? You should have just hit the actor. Request explanation. Or if you need to bully him.” So irritated, Rere to fire.
“No need, Re. Just let them have fun to the fullest. Just let Theo think I don't know what he's doing behind my back. I just need to close my eyes and ears.”
“But that's not fair, Ra. Only you are hurt. They have fun on top of your suffering. I can't accept they hurt you, Ra.”
“It's okay, Re. Let it. As long as I can be patient, I will be patient. I'll stay until Theo tells me the truth.”
“Until when, Ra? Until you can survive. Udah, meningan you ask for an explanation from Theo. If you need to threaten her if you want a divorce. I've been upset for a long time, Ra. It feels like I want to gouge Feli's eyeballs.” Rere to clench his hands so furious with the actions of Feli and Theo.
Laura sighed. What Rere was feeling right now was nothing like what he was feeling. But luckily, he was still able to hold back. Ryan's words were still stuck in his head, still ringing in his ears.
It is a kara in this world. But that doesn't mean he deserves to be treated.
“Re, can you accompany me?” I asked Laura suddenly. As Ryan said last night, today he wanted to please himself. For too long he ignored himself.
“Bby dong, Ra. Very conceivable. Wherever Rere will always be ready to accompany.”
“Meet me to mall.”
“OK ready.”
At the mall, Laura bought some new clothes with the current fashion. Using the savings he had accumulated over these past few months, Laura indulged herself. He buys whatever his needs are. Starting from clothes, bags, shoes, jewelry, even skin care.
Laura is no longer concerned about the pregnancy program that she planned for several months. The plan of savings he wants to use for the pregnancy program. But given what Theo did to her, she no longer wanted to run a pregnancy program.
Wh-wh-what for? After all, Theo prefers to have fun with other women. His heartache he treated in a way to pamper himself.
After satisfied shopping, buying food that he likes, do not forget Laura took the time to stop by the best salon in the mall. He wants to change his appearance. Ryan's words last night were ringing back in his ear.
“Everyone has their own advantages and disadvantages. Instead of focusing on your shortcomings, why don't you see the advantages that exist in you now?”
Motivated by Ryan's words, Laura began to instill her confidence slowly. All this time he was too focused on his shortcomings, so that he did not see the advantages that exist in him.
She realized, as a woman, she had neglected her appearance. So that other women are more attractive in Theo's eyes. As Ryan said, it's never too late to change. If you can do better than now, why not?
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Ryan has an important meeting with his colleagues right now. But as soon as he passed the LaRisa pastry shop, he instead postponed his meeting for a moment. Seeing that the cake shop was closed, suddenly anxious to hear him.
Ryan stood in front of the cake shop fiddling with the phone. After contacting his colleagues, asking for a moment's delay, he was then about to contact Laura.
Connected calls. Laura did not answer her phone. For the second call, Laura finally answered. But along with that came the sound of a car pulling over. Ryan looked at.
That instant Ryan was stunned as well. The phone in his hand was about to come off as soon as he saw an angel standing in front of him with a hand holding the phone.
The angel looked surprised. Then lower the view, look at the phone screen. Then scroll back to Ryan.
“Laura?” Staring at him for a moment, Ryan could recognize the angel. An angel who has made his life unsettled lately. The angel who had secretly stolen his heart.
Whether to say what, Laura only smiled in return for Ryan's greeting. The smile that made Ryan even more stunned stared at his face.
“Hello, Mister?” Unlike Laura, Rere was more enthusiastic. I was glad to see Ryan. The sunlight was blazing this afternoon. But seeing Ryan suddenly became cool.
“There can we help you with, Mister? Mister was standing there a long time ago? Oh my goodness ..” Hurriedly Rere took the key from inside the bag. Quickly reopen the store.
“Mister, enter first Mister. It's hot outside. Ra, come, Ra. Invite the Mister in,” said Rere half-screaming.
“Mari, please log in first, Sir,” take Laura with you as you pass. But his steps stopped before he could cross the doorway.
“Laura, can I have your time for a minute?”
Laura turned her head, meeting a pair of Ryan eyes that looked at her differently. Laura's nervous.
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