It's Not My fault, Sir!
Chapters 74. Still Doubtful
Many times Elfa glanced at the smiling Juan Mahardika. Look with love and sparkling eyes. Papi Alfarizi's support seemed to make his heart flowery.
The doubts that are still being felt these few days are still being felt. The trauma and heartache is still in the heart. Hardly believe Papi Alfarizi ordered to get married within this week.
"Mommy, please El. El has not pingin ...!" Elfa did not continue her words. Mami Mitha smiled and approached Elfa, "Son. Mami who suggested the same Papi for El got married here in this week."
"Mommy, why is that, El's not ready yet?"
"El, Mami and Papi have already considered and decided about you. Trust me, Mama!"
"But how the hell is this, El alone has not received the love of Akak JM." Elfa pursed her lips while looking back at Juan Mahardika.
"El doesn't want to be disobedient to Papi and Mami, does he?" ask Papi Alfarizi.
"Yes dong."
"That means El has to go with Mommy, son?"
Mami returned Mitha to sit down the chair. He was advised that Elfa should marry Juan Mahardika. Repeatedly received advice from Pakde Sarto or other families to immediately inaugurate them.
Mami Mitha and Papi Alfarizi also considered the more days Juan Mahardika changed the better. The struggle of men of Javanese Australian descent is almost the same as the struggle of the past. Only the difference is that the two do not have children and are still alone.
"El still ...!" Papi immediately cut off Elfa's words, "Trust Mami and Papi, Son. How's Juan, you're getting married this week?"
"Congratulations, Papi. Juan was so happy if it materialized."
"But, El won't."
"What makes El doubt?" juan Mahardika asked firmly.
"El is still doubtful, El also does not know the Akak family," replied Elfa with a jutek.
"Today I'm calling Mom and Dad to get here. How are Papi and Mami?"
"Yes, Papi agrees."
In Juan Mahardika's plate there are still two more corns that have not been enjoyed. Juan Mahardika picked up the phone that was in the pocket. Not yet had time to open the phone, Elfa took Juan Mahardika's phone, "Don't call now, later El asked for time. Better finish the corn!"
"All right." Juan Mahardika again ate the remaining boiled corn.
"You ask me how much longer, son. Trust me, Mommy?"
"No idea, Mi. El wants to think and reflect first."
Juan Mahardika looked at Elfa. Looking at his eyes there was still a sense of disappointment. There is still pain over what was done first.
"Until tomorrow, will you wait?"
"Fast right, can't. To an unspecified time limit."
"Wow, don't dong for long!"
"El dizzy, just go to the room." Elfa went outside the dining room without looking back.
"Name ...!" shouted Papi Alfarizi and Mami Mitha together.
"It's okay, Papi. Juan will wait until El gives a patient answer."
"Thank you, Juan is so happy Papi and Mami bless us."
"But you want to ask me one more time, sure you can get married this week?"
"Congratulations, God willing, Juan is ready to be born."
"Mami just ask never Nak Juan to hurt El, Mami's daughter is just a hard outside. His heart is easily touched and very loving."
"Yes Juan promised, Mommy. Whole body Juan loves Mami's daughter."
"Good, Mommy hold on to that promise."
Juan Mahardika was still enjoying boiled corn when Papi Alfarizi and Mami Mitha bailed after Elfa in the room. Trying to be patient and waiting for Elfa to think again about marriage. Deeply understand what a much loved girl feels, it is likely still not able to forget what she did in the past.
Mami Mitha opened the door to Elfa's room slowly. Just unfortunately the door is locked, "The door is locked, how is this, Pi?"
"Let it go, let's go to the room! Tomorrow morning we'll talk to El."
"It's not usual for El to lock the door at this hour, Pi."
"It's okay, let him calm down first."
"All right."
Elfa, who was originally bidding farewell to the room, turned out that she had only locked the door of the room and went outside secretly. Choose to sit on a large rock that is on the edge of the river. Tonight is a full moon so that the atmosphere looks bright, let alone there is a clear sparkle of water getting brighter and sharia.
While throwing the flowing river water. Elfa kept thinking about the parents' orders. Between heartache and the seed of love that begins to grow as if it goes hand in hand. Like a railway that is always lined, but cannot be united.
The words, seduction and actions of Juan Mahardika during Ngawi are not enough to convince the heart. The shadow of past events and the life of Juan Mahardika in the past is always passing. Like two sides of a currency that cannot be separated.
Meditate and continue to reflect, with the heartbeat that began erratically. A heart that slowly begins to cling unnoticed. Nor can it convince the heart to accept fully the men who have forcibly taken honor in the past.
Never been in love, never been dating does not mean not selling. From the time you know the opposite sex, you know the story of Mami Mitha and Teteh Rania. Directly fortify yourself to be careful, plus difficult to fall in love.
Let alone witness the village girl become a victim of family tradition and selfishness. Increasingly makes Elfa drown struggling and do not intend to get to know and do not want to fall in love. Plus most of the opposite sex often approaches because of the daughter of a successful entrepreneur.
Elfa began to shed tears as she imagined three events at once, "Oh Allah, why is it so hard to forget them?" own monologue.
Elfa pelts the fish that swim close to the feet. It was as if they were joking around and knowing their hearts. Comforting me not to be sad and excited.
"What makes Papi and Papi so sure?" Elf asked himself.
Elfa remembered the life of Teteh Rania and Brother Alfian were happy at this moment. Remember also Papi Alfaizi who loved Mami Mitha so much without limits, "What do Mami and Papi mean, can he be like Papi or Abang Al who loves a couple so much?"
Elfa recalls hypnotherapy after the incident. Not expecting what was done seemed to turn back on yourself. Indeed, it is not enjoying the beauty of women, but it is pursuing his love now.
"How is this, El so confused himself, Mami used to ask to follow the heart, but why now must believe in the belief of Mami?"
Accidentally Juan Mahardika went outside the house to find the wind. Accidentally meeting the next-door neighbor who had just returned from the river, "Mas Londo, why leave El alone by the river?"
"Yes, Mom. This just wants to follow there," replied Juan Mahardika pretending to know where Elfa is.
Run as fast as possible to the river. Seeing Elfa sitting alone pensively throwing fish using pebbles, "Garwoku, make you worry. It's night let's go to sleep!"