INCESTUOUS MARRIAGE (Blood Marriage)
CHAPTER 05 - INCESTUOUS MARRIAGE

 IM.05 I JUST WANT HIM TO SUFFER

VIOLETTA WINSTON

I smiled at Albert Ma who was looking at me with a face full of curiosity. After he decided to stop communicating with me and chose Allura Gibson as his wife, I finally met him again. Even I saw his handsome face was getting charismatic. Making me who loved him so much, now more crazy about him.

"Why are you looking at me like that, Albert? I haven't seen each other in a long time, I should have treated me well. Don't you want to let me sit down first before I explain?"

Albert Ma was silent for a moment and looked at me with a complicated gaze. From the look on his face as he looked at me, he looked very reluctant to talk much to me. Yet I tried to remain calm looking at that unpleasant facial expression. Because I'm sure, he will want to hear my story even with a feeling of displeasure. I was the one who had escorted Adrian Ma to him in a fine state. Even though we can't talk for too long, he should at least thank me.

Albert Ma, who was still standing in the middle of the room, slowly removed Adrian Ma's small hand from his leg. Then he turned to his employee who was standing next to the door and said, "Cassey, please take Adrian out. Take him to his room to rest."

"Good, Sir." The woman who was with Cassey nodded her head and stepped towards him.

As Cassey was about to take Adrian Ma out of the room, Albert Ma again said, "Adrian, go to your room with Aunty Cassey. Daddy's gonna catch up with you."

"Good, Dad. But Dad... Will I be able to sleep with Daddy?"

"Yes, of course, darling. Later that night Daddy will sleep in your room. Now go with Aunty Cassey."

"Good, Dad."

After Cassey and Adrian Ma passed out of the room, Albert Ma stepped towards his desk. As he sat in his great chair, he turned to me and said, "Violet, sit down!"

I walked over to Albert Ma who never looked at me for long. Just as I was sitting in the chair before him, he turned to me and asked, "Violet, how can Adrian be with you?"

"All the possibilities are possible, Albert."

"I mean... How did you find Adrian? Singapore police and related authorities have said they surrendered because they did not find him after a month of searching. But now you're the one who brought him here. How did that happen?"

"Albert, don't misunderstand me. I met Adrian when I was on vacation to Mecan Island which is not too far from Batam. Since I knew very well the face of Adrian who was similar to yours, I asked the fisherman who had taken care of him. I tried to convince the fisherman that Adrian was the son of my friend. After a long process, I took her to Singapore with me. And before I drove her here, I took care of her for two days in my apartment. I'm sorry, if I could just drop it off to you today. Because I feel so tired after coming home for a vacation a few days ago."

"Why didn't you call me when you found him?"

"When I found him, I tried repeatedly to contact you. But even if you never answer my phone calls."

"When did you call me?"

"Three days ago."

Albert Ma was silent for a moment as if thinking then said, "Have you contacted me dozens of times?"

"Yes, it's me. After you cut off communication with me that time and no longer want to see me, I changed my phone number."

"Don't you know for yourself that I won't answer a phone call from a foreign number?"

"Yes, I know."

"Then why didn't you send me a message?"

"En... I forgot to send you a message. But wouldn't it be better if I drove him straight to you?"

"Yes, what you said is true. But if you tell me back then, I will definitely pick her up early. Because I'm so worried about him. Besides, I don't want to bother you either."

I smiled at Albert Ma who was still sitting in front of me and said, "Albert, we've known each other for a long time. So you don't have to talk to me. I also don't feel bothered if I have to take care of Adrian."

"Thank you, Violet." Albert Ma said with a flat face.

After thanking me, Albert Ma no longer said anything. So was I who was still sitting on the chair that was in front of him. We stayed in one room for a long time. Until finally I who still want to talk more with him also returned to voice to break the atmosphere.

"Oh yes, Albert. Where's Allura?" I asked as I looked around the room as if I knew nothing.

Without looking at my face, Albert Ma answered my question in a low voice, "He's gone."

"Where? I think I've been sitting here long enough. But I haven't seen him yet."

"I don't know where he's going, Violet."

Albert Ma was silent for a moment and replied with a gloomy face as if he was holding back some sadness, "Yes, we had a fight a month ago. We had a fight over misunderstanding when we lost Adrian. When that bad thing happened, I was so emotional that I got out of control. Maybe he was so hurt by my rude speech that he left without telling me."

With a slightly guilty face I said, "Sorry, Albert. I didn't mean to make you sad. I just..."

"It's okay, Violet. It's only natural that you ask her whereabouts for not seeing her here."

"Yes, I asked because I hadn't seen him before. Then... Are you not trying to find him? If you have a problem or misunderstand, it would be nice to solve it with a cool head."

"Yes, you're right. But losing Adrian at that time made me so panicked that I vented my anger at him. I've been trying to find him, but I can't find him."

"Did he never tell you?"

"No. Not only did he leave, but he disappeared."

I was silent for a moment and then I said, "Albert, what if he doesn't come back? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to talk bad about Allura to you. But I just thought of the worst, considering he's been gone for a month."

"Now I don't know where he's going, Violet. I also don't know if it's okay or not. But until anytime I will continue to look for it even though I have to do various ways. I can't live without him."

Suddenly my heart was broken to hear what Albert Ma had just said to me. As long as I knew her and became her lover, she never said anything that made me so sure of her other than love. But this time I heard his hurtful words that he could not live without Allura Gibson. Is that how much he loves the woman who took him from me? Will he not turn to me again even though I have done things to get him to love me again? No, I won't allow myself to be a loser a second time. I'll do everything in my power to get Albert Ma back in my arms. I should be able to get him to bend his knees to me. Even I should be able to find Allura Gibson first than Albert Ma and make sure that he doesn't come back.

I smiled bitterly at Albert Ma as he said, "It seems that you love your wife very much, Albert. Even your feelings for her outweigh your feelings for me first."

"Violet, don't talk like that. Don't ever mention the past. All of it had its own portion in its time." Albert Ma said with a flat face.

"Yes, I know that."

I just finished saying, suddenly the phone in my bag rang. Immediately I opened the small bag in my hand and took my phone. The name 'Firash' appeared on my phone screen as a contact was contacting me. As I got up from the chair I was sitting in, I nervously said, "Sorry, Albert. I have to go out for a minute to answer this incoming call."

"Yes, please Violet."

Without a second thought, I hurriedly walked out of Albert Ma's office. I stepped away from the room until I finally reached the garden next to his house. When I was away from the people who lived in this house and felt safe around me, I answered the phone call from Firash who worked for me. In a low voice I said, "Firash, what's wrong? Why did you suddenly call without telling me through a short message first?"

"Sorry if I interrupt Miss's time. But I have good news for Miss."

"Good news? What's the good news, Firash?"

"Miss, I've found the woman Miss was looking for. I've been getting information about a woman named Allura Gibson."

Hearing Allura Gibson's name from across the phone, made my mood stir. Instantly a sense of worry arose in my heart remembering the sadness and defeat I would feel if Allura Gibson returned with Albert Ma. As I stepped further and further away from the door that was connected to the garden beside the house, I again asked, "Tell me, what information did you get about it?"

"Miss, the woman named Allura Gibson is alive and well. Now he is not in Singapore, but he is in Bhutan. It's been almost a month he's been in Thimphu, the capital of Bhutan."

"If he was abroad, Albert would know of his whereabouts and travels. Because he had told people to look for his wife. After all, the immigration authorities must have data on people entering and leaving Singapore. It'll be easy for Albert's men to track him."

"Before the woman left Singapore, she had paid people to change all her identities. So it's not easy for people to find or track him."

I, who was still worried about my future fate, fell silent for a while while thinking about various possibilities. Then in a slightly panicked tone I asked, "Firash, do you think he will return to Singapore any time soon?"

"Maybe, Miss. Because from the information I got, the woman was pregnant. My guy said that he just went to the gynecologist yesterday. I don't know if she's pregnant with Mr. Albert's son or his male friend. If she is pregnant with Mr Albert's child, the chances of her returning to Singapore are huge. But if she's pregnant with a boy from her boyfriend, she's not coming back."

"Friends guy? Who's the guy's friend, Firash?"

"If it's not wrong the name of his male friend is Joshua. The woman named Allura went to Bhutan with her male friend."

I was silent for a while after hearing the explanation from Firash who was across the phone. Although I knew how Joshua felt about him, I didn't expect Allura Gibson to be with Joshua in Bhutan. Could it be that there has been a more serious relationship between them? No, it's not possible. 

I know how Joshua is. He is not an immoral man who will force things on others. And I also know very well how hard and loyal Allura Gibson is. I can see it from his patience in caring for and facing the hard nature of Albert Ma so far. In addition, she is not a cheap woman who easily establishes relationships with other men. So there is no way the child being conceived by Allura Gibson is the son of Joshua. And I feel confident that the baby belongs to Albert Ma.

In an increasingly chaotic mood I said, "Firash, he can't go back to Singapore. It can't go back to Albert."

"Then what should I do, miss?"

"You have to do things in a way that he doesn't come back to Singapore, Firash. Whatever it is, do it!"

"What about the baby in the womb, miss? Should I eliminate him?"

"No, Firash. You don't have to take the baby away. I don't want to kill anyone. I just want him to suffer more than I feel. I want you to make him forget this Singapore. Make him suffer until he can not return to Singapore. He cannot return to Singapore. Whatever the way, you have to make him forget everything in Singapore."

"Good, Miss. The orders from Miss are very interesting and make me challenged. Do I need to make him go insane and forget all?"

"Suire to you, Firash. Do everything as you please. Most importantly, he did not return to Singapore. One more thing, don't let this mission fail."

"Good, Miss. As long as the transfer is smooth, everything will go smoothly. Hehe..."