Hii.. My army.
Why Honey?

"Darling... I'm sorry, I have two more days to go. "

Test test..

Not yet left, Loly has shed tears. Crying fear of loneliness without her husband. Though in this house there are still mama Fika and mbak Eni who accompany. Sometimes Joan's mother accompanied and stayed in Loly's room. Replaced Joan when she had to travel on state errands.

Srek.

Loly turned her back to Joan. Previously they were in the middle of the bar while telling stories and planning the future for prospective children. And suddenly that beautiful shadow instantly vanished into the shadow of Loly's lonely days without Joan.

Huhhhh..

"How long? "

Joan knew that pregnant women were very sensitive. And this is normal. All because of the fatigue of carrying the weight of the fetus in the stomach, not to mention because of cravings that often make pregnant women feel pain in some parts of the body. Especially in early pregnancy.

Loly was even rushed to the hospital several times because of lack of fluids.

"This time is a little long. Sorry, this... "

"The mother earth call. " Cut Loly.

Yes, Loly is well aware. Her husband is not just hers. His soul and body also belong to the state. Must be ready at any time and whatever the condition if the call has reached the ear. And at the inauguration, Joan was already at baiat that the country is number one.

Be prepared to marry a soldier. Not willing, willing or not. It is imperative for couples to always support state servants who have the status of husband or wife.

Even if you have to lose a loved one. That's the risk of being a life partner of a state servant. Because they, fighting for the security of the country, sacrifice time, energy, to life.

"You must be prepared to lose. You can back off if you can't support your husband's sacrifice later. " Loly so remembered the advice of one of the Generals when applying for marriage approval at the army headquarters.

"Don't feel guilty, brother. I know you're in a dilemma. Answer the call of our motherland. We are the country's children who deserve to sacrifice for his sake. "

"But... "

"I'm fine. I'm just being sensitive. I just feel scared alone. "

In Loly's heart felt even more slicing. He remembered how Joan died last time.

Loly could not imagine, if only Joan just died his name. How he would raise his son alone and the worries of another wife.

"I'm sorry, honey. Pray for the best for me, for us. "

Loly felt an overwhelming warmth of affection as Joan hugged herself from behind. The burly hand landed perfectly on his distended stomach.

The baby in there is very calm. A few times lately it has started to kick smooth.

Ah Loly had to part ways with Joan for a few months. It felt...

"How long, brother? " Loly asked the same thing. It will not be relieved if it has not been answered.

"Three months. "

Fuuha.

"Alright, because papa has to go on duty, grandpa who accompanies mama yes dear. We should always pray together for Papa's safety. "

Joan gave a small smile hearing Loly's cheery made-up cheerful. Joan knew Loly was upset.

Is Loly still traumatized by the old news? Think Joan. He hoped, hopefully Loly had forgotten about the bad incident. So it will not harbor fear alone, when left on duty later.

"Let's sleep. It's night. He also wants to rest. "

The silent night drowned out the dark memories still stored in Loly and Joan's memories. No one can understand the taste of it unless one actually experiences it for themselves. Fear, sadness and despair at losing their moments of regret. Think apart the distance of the world and the hereafter. Not everyone is able to get through it.

Loly had already fallen asleep as soon as Joan patted her back in a gentle gesture. His wife often complains of fatigue on the back. Justright. Buffering the stomach that contains animate creatures every time, must be very draining. How about nine months? The baby must be heavy too.

This is a mother's struggle. Pregnant nine months ago had to bet life to give birth to a baby.

Then still have to breastfeed in the midst of a weak state after giving birth.

How noble you mother.

Joan blinked her eyes a few times.

If you think it will feel heavier. Hopefully and hopefully. Many hopes were tucked into prayer before his sleep.

***

Loly woke up very fresh and cheerful. Not like last night who felt like he was going to lose half his world.

After the morning prayers, Loly accompanied Joan on foot around the complex.

Advice from the doctor, increase exercise so that the body is not easily tired, it will strengthen the mother during labor later.

Unsheltered. Loly and Joan circled the complex just a few meters away. Turn around and arrive at Joan's mom's house.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. Maas.. Loly's hungry. "

Astarghfirullah's.. Joan glared anxiously at Loly's greeting. Greetings may be carried hungry.

"Wa'alaikumsalam unfortunately mom. Here happens to be mama again making green bean porridge. I'll take you there later, uh you're here. "

"Yes, Loly is eating now. Loly's so hungry. It was a long way off. "

Loly complained as if it was hard to walk for miles. It just rotates the complex.

Sreet. Joan pulls out a chair for his wife.

Loly was already sitting sweetly on the dining table chair. After that Joan's mother also served a bowl of green bean porridge is still hot.

Reflecting smoke smells sweet legit typical blend of green beans, coconut milk and pandan leaves.

"Emmm.. Sapnya... Loly is impatient. "

Mama Joan laughed and was happy to hear it. Loly's been talking to him more and more since she was pregnant.

"Kipasin sis, let it cool quickly. I'm hungry already this once. "

"Yes dear. For a moment. "

Dutifully Joan lifted the bowl filled with smoky green bean porridge. Closer to the fan in the corner of the room.

"Yes aampuun. "pekik Loly surprised Joan and her mother. They were worried something happened to the pregnant woman.

"Why? " ask Joan and her mother together.

Joan gushed the bowl she was holding onto the table. Check every inch of his wife's body.

"Why you, baby? Is anyone sick? " The look on Joan's face can't hide anything. For whatever sake. At this time Joan was eager to bite his wife who was laughing out loud seeing her worried so.

"Why are you, baby? Why even laugh? What's so funny? " Not finished thinking.

Patience... Patience.. My wife is pregnant Jo. If you're upset now, your mood will definitely worsen. And your day will not be bright anymore.

"I just smell that porridge again, brother. The porridge you're fanning smells like everywhere. Teasing faith. " Loly again chuckles at Joan's cengo face.

Cup.

"My husband is very handsome. "

Joan's red face gets a kiss from his wife.

Jeez Loly didn't feel guilty at all after making her worry. He kissed Joan in front of her in-laws.

Mama Joan patted her softly.

This is how I have a pregnant daughter-in-law.

O Allah.. Give patience to this servant of yours. Mom's great-granddaughter Joan with a sweet smile on her lips.

He was happy to see his son worried about his wife. Their love is strong.

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How gengs...

Delicious Loly is flanked huh.. Hehee

Ever since she was pregnant, she has been so nosy with her husband.

Wondering how ignorant Loly has been since the beginning of her pregnancy?

I look forward to your thumbs up and comments on this story.. See you 🥰