Hii.. My army.
To my wife, Loly.

Joan's departure leaves a terrible sorrow for everyone. Especially Loly.

As a wife she felt she was not yet the maximum wife for Joan. I haven't made Joan happy.

Just one month together. It was still often separated due to Joan's obligations to the motherland.

Destiny is not knowing.

No one can guess what tomorrow will be like. Even the next second was already a divine secret.

Since the sad news came. Loly became uninspired to do anything.

To swallow food alone he could not.

Half his life has gone.

Ah this sense cannot be expressed in words.

Does this have to be the end of the marriage soon?

Why didn't God choose to take Loly's life?

Loly was sitting leaning by the window.

In her hand, she clasped a piece of paper that supposedly contained Joan's last letter.

Even three days after Joan was declared not to return, Loly still could not read it.

This time he ventured to open the paper.

Just saw a line of Joan's handwriting. Loly has broken tears.

Loly's chest feels tight.

Is this how it hurts to lose?

The letter of Joan.

To my wife, Loly.

*Hi darling.

Loly my beloved wife.

Forgive this husband of yours who couldn't keep his promise to keep coming back into your arms.

Lolje.. My most beautiful wife.

You are still the brightest star in the universe.

Dear..

Thank you for standing with me who is not perfect.

I love you so much my wife.

It feels like there is no right word to describe how big and wide my love for you is.

My dear..

Sorry, you have to read this.

Sorry for having to leave you alone.

You are a great woman.

You can go through the days without me.

But.. Can I ask for one thing ?

Stay happy, baby.

Even though I am not very willing.

But find my replacement.

Look for someone who can make you happier than you were with me.

Lolje..

If one day you find the right person.

Please keep praying for me in your every bow.

I love you, baby.

From your husband. Joan*'s*.

Loly's tears were getting louder and wetting her cheeks.

"Loly loved Joan too. Loly should how brother? "

How could Joan have asked to find a replacement ?

How could Loly be able to switch to another heart, while his heart alone was very sick at this time.

"You are evil brother ! You can really leave me here ! We promised to be happy together. Why did you leave me Joan's sister? "

Loly's heart ached as she read the letter. The letter that contained the apology was also Joan's regret that could not come back again.

Lots of dreams that have been arranged by Loly with Joan.

But now it must be destroyed with the departure of Joan.

Joan..

What words can describe Loly's disappointment in this life.

...****************...

"Guys to Loly yuk's house. "

Take Dona who suddenly heard her voice in the middle of silence.

"Okay, after lunch we're there. " Reni also misses Loly.

"What if we had lunch at Loly's? " erin's proposal that glances towards his friends. Highlight his eyes said come on, rather than us wondering why Loly didn't enter the campus these few days.

After thinking about it, everyone finally agreed to have lunch at Loly's house.

On the way to Loly's house. They stopped by a shop and packed food to take with them for lunch.

Do not forget to buy snacks as well as snacks.

After feeling enough. All move towards Loly's house.

***

The car that Erin, Dona, Evi and Reni are riding is now up and is parked in the yard of Loly's house.

This house looks empty.

Tumbens.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat.. " Evi opened her voice a little louder.

From inside the Mother Eni immediately welcomed the guest who came uninvited this afternoon.

"Wa'alaikum.. Neng Loly's friend huh..? "

"Yes mbak.. Loly is there ? "

Mbak Eni is confused what to say to Loly's friends. Wanted to say there, but was afraid that Loly wouldn't be bothered.

Wanted to say no, but the guy's inside.

Eni's mother also let everything in. Then call Mama Fika.

Mama Fika who heard the arrival of Loly's friends was very happy.

Also tucked away hope. Hopefully with the arrival of these friends, Loly becomes a little amused.

Then Mama Fika also met Loly's friends who had been sitting neatly in the living room.

"Auntie.. "

Erin, Dona and Reni turned inward after hearing Evi calling someone.

"You guys have been a long time? "

"We've just arrived, how's aunt? " sohat Evi.

"Aunty is well, son, you happen to be here. "

Erin, Dona, Reni and Evi fused their eyebrows together. Why did Aunt Fika say coincidence ?

"Loly is sad. Because her husband died while on duty. Can aunty please help Holly? Who knows, he'll be entertained when he's with you. "

Mama Fika said expectantly. He was very unbearable to his daughter who continued to grieve.

"I mean aunt? " Reni said quickly.

Everyone was in shock. Joan's dead? It means that Loly had to lose her husband at a very young age. She must be a widow whose husband has died.

Unfortunately for his friend this one.

May you be strong, Loly.

And here is where it all is now.

Reni and Dona cry hysterically while tightly hugging Loly's body.

While Evi and Erin are trying hard even though tears still escaped from hiding.

"Why not tell us, Ly? "

Reni asked in her tears.

Loly didn't answer any of these questions from her friends. He just shook his head while crying.

Repeatedly trying not to cry. But still the damn tears fell by themselves.

Just look Loly's eyes have narrowed.

Those discordant voices are now gripping in a state of grief.

Interdirecting the power. Hopeful and sincerely hope that Loly's heart is given the fortitude and patience to accept this very unbeautiful destiny.

Everyone's trying to cheer Loly up. Until lunch time arrives. Lunch was also held in Loly's room.

Loly, who had closed her mouth shut, finally opened.

He took a bribe from the hands of his friends.

The duo of queen drama, Reni and Dona are now able to master his emotions.

They acted silly to make Loly smile.

Finally, yes indeed, no result betrays effort. Finally Loly's smile rose from her pale lips.

"Thank you guys for coming over here, "Loly's voice sounded so soft.

"Together, Loly. "

"When you need it, we will always be ready to accompany you. So don't be sad alone. You still have us, Loly. " Evi said very gently and calmly. Until Loly returned to shed her tears.

Unexpectedly, her friends were there in her time of need. Without Loly asking..