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Grandma's Funeral

My mom looks very sad and hurt. The sound of my mother's crying sounded so sad.

Seeing her mama who was just crying Loly recalled with the yellow flag earlier.

"For a moment ma. Loly wants to call grandma".

Loly moved from her seat. Just a step he walked mama pulled his hand. Loly turned back to face her mother.

" Granny died son".

Duaarr..

"No way".

" Granny's not dead, is she?. Wasn't Grandma okay? ".

" Say mama's lying, right? ".

Loly tried to smile with the melted tears that escaped without excuse.

As if I couldn't believe it. Loly immediately ran towards the grandmother's room. He wanted to make sure of Grandma's own circumstances. Hopefully not as my mom said. Grandma must be fine.

Arriving in grandma's room, there looks lonely. No one was inside of him.

" So grandma really left? "

Loly's face became even more sad. The crying was unbearable. Even Loly was unable to concentrate her own body.

Like losing half of his life. Loly was sitting limp in front of Grandma's door.

"Miss Loly. Why sit here? Ma'am Eni help ya neng. ". I don't know since when, suddenly Mbak Eni was already next to him.

" Grandma's gone mbak" One sentence that escaped Loly's tiny lips.

"Patient to you. We're ahead yeah. I have been waiting for Mama. Grandma's about to be released".

" Help Loly mbak".

What a pity for Loly. Just briefly enjoying time with his grandmother, now left. Mom, I'll take care of Loly and Miss Fika. In my heart, Eni promised.

Loly with the help of Mbak Eni began to walk towards the living room. A place where mourners gather to pray for their grandmother by reciting a letter of jasin.

"Does the family want to see you one last time? " Tell someone.

Loly and Mama nodded weakly.

Demi saw grandma for the last time. Loly tried to strengthen her heart. Exerting as much energy as possible and preparing his mental.

Loly doesn't want to look weak in front of her mama. He must be strong so that mama no longer hesitates to lean on him.

After opening the cover cloth on the face of the grandmother. Mom fainted immediately. This is the third time after hearing the news of my grandmother's death.

We are both now ma. Loly promises to be a strong and successful woman. So that you no longer worry about Loly's happiness. Mama's been suffering enough all this time.

A few minutes later, my mother woke up from a fainting spell.

We decided to follow the process of the departure of the grandmother to the final place. Funeral.

Since you are still weak, use a wheelchair.

We started walking slowly out of the house. In front of the door, there was someone who was not a stranger.

"Why is his face so sad?. Grandma's not her family, is she?". Inner Loly.

No more looking at the others. Loly walks by pushing the wheelchair where her mom sits by hugging a photo of grandma.

After the funeral, the mourners returned home.

Near the grave of Grandma, there lived me, mama and mbak Eni.

There came a handsome, sad-faced young man that Loly had seen earlier.

" Aunty, Jo is sorry. May you have the most beautiful place in heaven".

Mama just nodded her head.

We also went home to prepare for the study, praying for grandma until seven days later.

At home many residents who help prepare for the event later tonight. Loly and Mama Fika are asked to rest just so as not to get sick.

In the room Loly again remembered the togetherness with his beloved grandmother.

When he was a child, he rarely went to Grandma's house. Stay can only be counted on fingers.

And these two years, Loly spent more time with her grandmother.

Every weekend and every semester holiday arrives, Loly always visits the grandmother and enjoys the time in this house.

What a tough month for Loly. After being betrayed by papa, now Loly lost her one-on-one grandmother.

Huufts.

"I'm sorry Loly ya grandma. Loly's been less of a grandmother this whole time".

" Go quietly, Grandma, Loly will be fine here. For mama, Loly would do anything for mama's happiness".

Time to point towards maghrib.

Loly saw all the chairs with the shade of the tent had been neatly arranged.

After performing the Maghrib prayer service, a crowd of complex residents came to attend the death of Nek Ratih, Loly's grandmother.

Seeing the many people present and the sincerity of the neighbors in praying for his grandmother. Loly couldn't hold back tears.

Every do'a that is spoken is accompanied by tears. Among the guests, mothers appear to sob with lips that say do'a led by an ustadz.

Among the fathers, he appeared to pray quietly and solemnly.

We believe that the do'a that we offer to God for the dead will remain until. This shows as evidence that we can still serve the dead by praying for them.

Because the practice that will be brought to death is not a luxurious house or abundant property. Unless there are 3 practices such as the word of the Prophet ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ In a hadith narrated by Muslims, which reads:

عن أبي هريرة رضي الله عنه: أن النبي صلى الله عليه وسلم قال: إذَا مَاتَ الإِنْسَانُ انْقَطَعَ عَمَلُهُ إلاَّ مِنْ ثَلاَثَةِ: إِلاَّ مِنْ صَدَقَةٍ جَارِيَةٍ، أَوْ عِلْمٍ يُنْتَفَعُ بِهِ، أَوْ وَلَدٍ صَالِحٍ يَدْعُو لَهُ

It means: From Abu Hurairah RA said: The Prophet said: "If the man dies then cut off all his deeds except three: namely alms, useful knowledge or the son of Sholeh who prays for him." (Moslem HR).

At least that's what we know from the teachings of religious teachers in schools. Also from the study of kyai and ustadz.

The prayer is over. The guests had already left the grandmother's house which would now only be occupied by Loly and Mama Fika. Ma'am Eni is still working in this house. She was a widow without children. And Eni's only brother is also dead.

The three of us started cleaning the house of a former study event.

After that, Mama and Mbak Eni returned to their respective rooms.

Loly is still pondering about Grandma's death. He knew that every human being would die. And among all the people in this world are waiting their turn.

Conforms to Q. S. Al - anbiya

كُلُّ نَفۡسٍ ذَآٮِٕقَةُ الۡمَوۡتِ‌ؕ وَنَبۡلُوۡكُمۡ بِالشَّرِّ وَالۡخَيۡرِ فِتۡنَةً‌  ؕ وَاِلَيۡنَا تُرۡجَعُوۡنَ

Meaning: “Every animate will feel dead. We will test you with evil and kindness as trials. And you will be returned only to Us.” (QS. Al - Anbiya - 35)

Huufts.

Is my supply enough? Loly started to look dreamy.

Just about to enter the house, Loly sensed that someone was coming to her.

Now Loly is sitting opposite the young man who had visited just to give a bushel of food before dinner a few days ago.

"Sorry, can Loly help you? ".

" Call me Joan ".

" Okay, Jo. an. Can Loly help you?. Mama and Mbak Eni are sleeping ".

" I'm actually here to ask if you're okay?. Sorry you must be so sad".

Loly was astonished by this person in front of her. Why is he apologizing for my grief, he thought.

"Yes Loly is very sad".

"Maybe the timing is not right. But since I have to get back on duty tonight, does Loly mind giving me your phone number? ".

Because still sad Loly did not think anything. He is seen reaching for Joan's phone with his right hand, then writing down his twelve-digit personal phone number.

" Because my needs are done, I say I go home first. Thank you for giving me your number". Joan smiled sweetly, hoping with it to alleviate a bit of the sadness of her adored girl.

"Sama-sama brother".

" Keep yourself for me Loly" Joan's last words before being lost in the darkness of the night.

Joan's last words managed to slightly divert Loly's mind from death. What does Joan mean?. He murmured before falling asleep after a very energy-draining day. Exhausting energy, heart and mind.