Hii.. My army.
Joan Goes

As human beings, we can indeed plan, hope and expect a beautiful outcome at the end.

But all goes back to his destiny.

All are in the provisions written in Mahfudz. Mate, death, fortune, all are determined according to His measure.

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"How's my son doc? "

"Mom's son is just in shock. It is better to multiply the rest and not too much thought so as not to stress. "

The doctor handed him a piece of paper that read the prescription of the medicine to be redeemed.

"May Loly recover soon. Excuse me. "

"Thank you so much doctor. Please. "

The doctor has left by delivered by Mrbak Eni. Then Mama Fika went back into Loly's room.

Loly lay weakly unconscious.

After all, whose heart is not broken. No wind and no rain. Suddenly the storm hit like a big wave in the ocean.

Love that is beautiful must be separated. The intertwined togetherness is very short but able to make a Loly become weak.

Slowly Loly's eyelids moved. Mama Fika who knew this soon closer to her daughter.

"Sister Joan." Loly's weak voice made Mama Fika cry softly. His heart was sad too.

Mama Fika gently extended her hand and stroked Loly's peak.

"Patience dear. "mama Fika's voice is also very soft. Mama Fika also held back so that Loly did not get weaker. After all, only Mama Fika is Loly's backrest at this time.

"Sister Joan ma.. " Loly began to sob while pressing his chest withstanding the rain that seemed to freeze the flow of oxygen.

"We pray that Joan will have the best place, by her side. "

Mama Fika is still loyal to the activity of stroking the top of Loly. Hope to give her strength.

"Loly can't do it without her ma. Bring Joan back. "

Loly's cry broke even more after hearing her mother's words. How she could lose her husband. She just felt beautiful being loved and loved.

"You are evil brother. You said you'd be back a long time ago. But why not come back? How's my? "

"Mama believes this is the best of him. Loly is patient. "

In my mother's heart Fika also could not bear to say this. But he also has to bring Loly from his slump.

"Loly just rest. Mama's going to your in-laws' house. "

Weakly Loly glanced at his mother. Nor could she imagine how her mother-in-law would react. His proud son is dead. His son will not return to his arms. Even his body did not return home.

"Loly's coming with ma. "

Mama Fika shook her head.

He couldn't let Loly give this sad news to Joan's own mother. Loly is still very weak.

"No son. You just rest. Let Joan's mommy come here. "

Although I argued at the beginning. Loly finally agreed to it.

And Mama Fika immediately prepared to go to Joan's mother's house.

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The arrival of Mama Fika with a crumpled appearance and her face made Mama Joan wonder.

He was worried that something might happen to his daughter-in-law.

Mama Fika who was about to talk was cut off by Joan's mother's concern for Loly.

"What happened to Loly, jeng? She why? "

"Ehm, Loly is fine jeng. But there's some sad news I have to tell you. "

"What kind of sad news? "

Mama Joan was curious about the sad news that Mama Fika wanted to convey.

Mama Fika was a little hesitant to convey it. Finally, Mama Fika decided to take the iron to her house.

***

Arriving at Mama Fika's house.

The two set foot on the porch. It was already startled by Loly's scream.

"Sir Joaaaaaaan ! "

Seeing her dear son-in-law's extremely messy state made her feel concerned.

What's with this daughter-in-law? Why scream calling Joan's name in such a state?

As she was about to enter Loly's room, Joan's mother was made aware of something that was missing from her mind.

Deg.

"Cannot be. "

Mama Joan realized one thing.

His steps began to falter. With a little restrained was also overcome with doubt mama Joan immediately grabbed Loly into her arms.

Mama Fika only saw the interaction of the child and his besi from the doorstep.

"Loly. What's up, honey. "

Heard his name called. Loly turned to the origin of the voice and found her in-laws hugging her.

"Sister Joan, ma. "

"Yes dear. Joan why, hmm? "

Mama Joan asked in a slightly trembling tone. The fear of something that he did not want was imagined since seeing the state of Loly.

"Sister Joan goes ma. "

Deg.

Still hugging his daughter-in-law.

Mama Joan asked Loly again. What happened to Joan ?

"Joan is going on duty, baby. Will definitely be back. "

Loly's cry further broke due to her in-laws answer.

His head shook hard.

"Sister Joan goes ma. Her. He's not coming back. "

Like being hit by something big. Mama Joan drowned for a moment.

This is impossible. His son must be alive. Joan couldn't have gone this way. Joan, his dear son, may have left him also his beloved wife.

Brucks.

Mama Joan fell unconscious. His tight hug on Loly was released.

Soon Loly squandered her in-laws hugging her.

Mama Fika called Eni immediately. Seeking help to change the position of Joan's mother to make it more comfortable. So it's lying on Loly's side. With Loly.

Loly and Mama Fika try to get Joan's mom up from her stupor.

Mama Eni handed over the aroma therapy oil to Mama Fika. Mama Fika immediately accepted it and smeared it on some parts of Joan's mother's body.

Hope to wake up soon.

In the subconscious of Joan's mother. All the moments about Joan. From birth, toddlerhood, school to adulthood. Her final shadow was the moment in which Joan rested in front of her mother. Asking for blessing to ask for her puja woman. Suddenly Loly's shadow roared calling Joan's name flashed. Mama Joan opened her eyes.

"Where's Joan, son? "

Tests.. Tears were pouring down from the source.

Mama Joan cried without a sound.

Loly could no longer afford to have to answer her in-laws' questions. Loly just kept crying hysterically.

He feels very broken. Plus seeing the situation of her in-laws who both lost their loved ones.

Why would Joan leave?

Why did this have to happen to her?

Joan. The first man who could shake his heart. Makes her feel the beauty of romance. Now go without saying goodbye.

Go without showing his last form.

If I may ask. Can't Joan just walk away in a normal way like most people do?

Loly was eager to see Joan's face even for the last time.

But Loly's desire is an impossible thing to realize at this time.

Her joan. Her husband's. His first love was gone.