Hii.. My army.
Angels From God for Me

Starting from an accidental meeting between us and without knowing who and what his identity was I began to miss myself. Smiling sweetly as she recalled her strong and sturdy hands stretched out in front of my face meant to help me to get up from falling for a moment after colliding with her body.

"Are you okay"

I looked up and looked up "oh my god! My angel has been sent down by God for me. Yes he must be the guardian angel of this often broken heart" Racauku in an unhelpful excited heart.

Since I was just quiet, he started squatting down and checking my legs.

"Is this sprained? " Check again if anyone got hurt with me because I didn't respond to any of his questions.

"For God! My heart.. Oh please why is it like I'm gonna faint?"

Bruck

"Hey mbak. Ma'am please wake up! "

I opened my eyes "ah glare once. Where's this?"

Looking to the right and left who knows there are people but it turns out I'm alone in a place that is all white. "Is this heaven? Oh no! Am I dead?" My inner

"NO! " call tight. No. I screamed too loud.

I roared for forgiveness for presuming I was dead and would get a bad hymn like the one that aired on soap operas of the doom of mama. I began to cry remembering that I often stole my mama's most steady fried shrimp. "Mama loly apologizes ma" Laced these tears.

Suddenly I was startled with a very tight hug "honey.. Lolje.. Answer mom son. Are you okay baby? "

Who hugged me? A ghost?

I look to my left. Oh mom. Waitaminute! How is there a mother in heaven?

"Ma.. Why is mama here? Our nature is different. Loly is dead ma" Lirihku who still does not understand that we are in the hospital room of my own city Jombang.

"Hey wake up from your fantasy! Girls really like to be shy. Who's dead? Heh. "

I was amazed by the cry of my mother as well with the gentle punch of her hand on my shoulder.

"Ouch ouch.. Forgive ma. Loly ya ma'am"

"Basar oneng girl. Loly you're alive, son. Come realize! " Elus mama then.

"So Loly is alive? Loly's not dead yet? "

"Yet. You were just a little accident. Why did he drag his brain? "

Ah basics. Don't be surprised by my mom. He is young and a little silly like me.. Hehe

But I'm grateful at least I didn't die at such a young age. I have not yet met my prince.

"Alhamdulillah.. Loly thinks he's dead because he's alone here" I saw the whole room "and it's all white. Hehe. Papa where's ma? "

Mama just looked down and showed a sweet smile. "Loly after we can go home we move to Surabaya. Poor grandma's alone there. My mom has no brothers".

Mama switched the conversation like something was hidden, wait.

" How did you move? But it's okay to move. Kan Loly also wants a list of scholarships at a good university there. Pray Loly pass the scholarship selection yes ma. "

"Aamiin" We were together and looked at each other and laughed. Either , this is how we are because often the two become like friends also because my mother is not conservative and always understands me.

The next day I was allowed to return home from the hospital by the doctor on duty.

Arriving at home we were astonished by the many things that morat marit (cluttered) everywhere.

"This is Loly's bag thrown away? And all this Loly stuff, right ma? "

"Beauty, let's check inside first. I hope not right"

As we walked into the house there was the sound of laughter of two women. A crisp and happy laugh is like winning a multi-billion dollar lottery draw.

"Haha.. Let it. Her old mother's own fault forbids you from moving her son's belongings to the back shed".

" Yes mi. He wants that room for Jena. After all, those two people shouldn't be living here anymore. Isn't that papa and that ugly guy divorced? "

Not yet answered already first Loly memahuti chat two strangers who were sitting relaxed and oh no girl. Isn't he jena his little friend?

"Why are you here? And what did your words mean?"

Looking up at mama "who's divorced ma? "

Loly was a little confused.

Just yesterday afternoon he was asked by his mother to buy fried banana flour at one of the minimarkets near the house and then he collided with someone and entered the hospital due to fainting. But after coming home, why has everything changed? What's wrong exactly? This is not right he thought.

"Ma why shut up. Who is divorced? And.. "

Not finished Loly asked his mother who looks pale already cut by Jena's mother.

"Hey the outcast girl. Just like her mother. Cih just troublesome. You are no longer needed here. And oh yeah Ronald your papa was married to me two years ago. So as promised after two years she's divorced your stupid mama and you need to get out of this house" Sarkas mami Jena.

"What is this storm? " Papa Ronald came down from the second floor.

"Pa, why don't you ever go home? Loly miss papa. " Loly rushed towards papa and hugged him.

"Papa's busy, son. After this please move to a room near the warehouse huh. Your room will be occupied by Jena. She likes him"

Loly looked up at the disbelief her papa would say so.

"Why did Loly have to move? That's Loly's room".

" No Loly, it's Jena's room now. So be more mature. He's your brother now. Papa ask to get along with you both"

So Loly took off her embrace on the papa. Then looked at his mother who was just frozen in the place where he was standing.

Is this the reason papa rarely come home and only occasionally even a day never stay at home again. Now the father has returned home with a bomb that immediately destroyed his dream. A happy family is like a novel he always reads.

Instantly Loly slumped to the floor. Tears are inevitable. Everything's shattered. Her dream is to go to ginseng country with mom and dad to celebrate graduation. He got champion one as always papa said must excel to make papa proud and happy so that his hard work is not in vain.

He looked up again and walked towards his mother "Did you know? "

Mama just nodded her head and even wiped her own tears were not able to. Mama must have been more devastated.