Ex Sucks!
Muak

Living in the world is just a piece of kara, fighting alone without any shoulders for her to just lean on. All the bitterness and disappointment in the world, Shenina swallowed herself.

Thus, the presence of Refal changed all his world. Refal's shoulders are always there for him, Refal's embrace is always warm for him. Finally, Shenina also depends her happiness on a handsome man named Refaldy Bayutama, her older sister while in college.

But alas, it did not last much longer as Shenina expected. All future plans until the household life has been discussed Shenina and Refal, Refal actually decided Shenina unilaterally because of the presence of another girl named Nauraya.

Broken down? sure have.

For years Shenina tried to heal her own wounds in solitude and tried to survive well on her own feet. Shenina had never even been in a relationship with anyone again, because the fear and pain that Rebal had caused was still there. Betrayed, abandoned and demeaned.

The trauma? most certainly.

Then, how could Shenina decide to marry Refal after all the injuries that the man had left behind were still not dry. Even though Refal had taken away the most precious thing in Shenina's life, Shenina chose to think 1000 times if she married Refal.

Does not not rule out the possibility if later Refal did the same thing, after all, Rebal also looks very loving himself. From the attitude, treatment, speech, attention, basically showing the love of Refal for Shenina is very big. But ends?

"Shenina, please excuse me. I destroyed your relationship and your happiness five years ago." Alula admitted her mistake with tears that were also not less heavy.

"I misjudged you Shenina, I think your presence used to drive the Refals away from me, so I destroyed your relationship. Forgive me for being selfish, because Rebal is my only brother. But after getting to know you, I'm sure you're Shenina's good girl. I love you too, I want to see you and Rehal happy as before. Please, come back the same time as Refal Shen, we fix everything.." Alula's gentle speech made Shenina a little calmer.

"I can't La. I can't." Shenina replied softly.

Now that Alula and Refal understood, to speak to Shenina they had to calm down and lower the ego. I can't use emotions. Because, if you use emotions, there is Shenina will be more emotion anyway. Understandably, shenina's life hasn't been easy all along.

"Shenina Please..." Alula clasped Shenina's hand in full supplication.

Shenina shook her head weakly as a rejection of Refal's request.

"I'll guarantee you that Rebal won't leave you again Shenina. Her life was so fucked up after breaking up with you." Alula understood the reason why Shenina rejected Refal.

Shenina still had a hard time believing with Alula and Refal who turned out to be sister sisters after a long time she assumed they were lovers.

"Shenina, tell me. What should I do for you to accept me again? you can trust me if I love you so much and won't leave you again?"

"I don't need proof of anything from you Fal, I just want to live a quiet life without you." Shenina replied softly.

"Shen, at least give me a chance to prove my feelings to you." Please Refal.

"Please. let me go. I want to be happy without your shadow Fal." Shenina said with full supplication.

If Shenina had asked like this, then what could Refal do?

"Shen, don't be rash."

"My decision has been round La. Please, let me get out of your lives."

"When you get pregnant how?" Ask Alula.

"I can take care of myself, haven't I? so you don't have to worry about Alula."

"If you're pregnant, the child in your womb is my son Shenina." Resolutely Refal who really did not like Shenina's decision.

"Two months. I'll have two months to make sure you're pregnant or not Shen." Shenina shook her head weakly as a rejection.

Alula who was still in tears seemed to rack her brain to find an idea so that Shenina would stay here and give the opportunity to Refal to be able to prove her unkempt feelings.

"Please, let me go." Shenina looked over with a very painful look to Refal.

Refal realized, The wound he had inflicted on Shenina was very deep. It was indeed her goal that Shenina hated herself and thus Shenina would easily forget about Refal. But in fact, all of that made the heart of Rephal sick deeply and Rephal never calm intertwined his days.

Now, Refal has made the same mistake again. Hurt Shenina with a scenario created by Alula and Gerald.

Refal's heart felt very tight to see Shenina who was currently very chaotic and destroyed.

"Shenina's..." Call Alula who was about to plead back to the girl, but Refal immediately grabbed Alula's arm and gave Alula a code of trunks so that Alula stopped begging Shenina.

Refal took a deep breath.

"Go Shen..." Refal said very desperately because Refal really only wanted Shenina to be happy.

"Mas!" Pekik Alula who does not want her brother to give up his love again.

"Go away if it makes you happy Shenina..." Shenina looked up at her tearful face to see the handsome face of her former lover.

Refal's eyes were very sad, but the man's lips seemed interested, creating a smile that was actually very sad.

"I just want you to be happy Shen.Will be as strong as I try to reach you again, fight for you and prove my love to you... if you don't want to stare at me in the slightest then it will be a waste."

"Mas, please. You just fought mas! don't be like this."

"Whatever my reasons for the past, I cannot be justified. I destroyed our own dreams. And once again, I ruined your life." Refal's eyes glazed over as the two pairs of eyes met and stared at each other.

"Mas! How pregnant is Shenina!" Alula panicked herself because the older sister just gave up.

Refal smile..

"Shenina won't get pregnant because of last night's accident, because honestly, I didn't take away Shenina's honor." Honest Refal makes Alula gawk...

How can a man hold his faith when he faces a woman he loves and is ready for the hour?

"Ma..you mean?" Shenina asked who was no less surprised by Alula.

"I can still restrain myself from taking your millik without your permission Shenina."

"La... And then the blood on that bedsheet?" Shenina very much remembered, she saw the dried blood patches on the Gerald sheets even though she did not feel any pain in the area to the woman.

"That's the blood Gerald got from PMI." Answer the honest refal.

"Ja.. So you and Gerald deliberately set me up?" Shenina was not in a deep thought with Refal. And Shenina was really fed up with all the things that were related to a Bayutama Refaldy.

seriate....