Ex Sucks!
empty Talk

"Shenina, we'll talk about everything first. Our problems aren't over yet." Rehal stood up. The man grabbed Shenina's wrist with a firm grip but did not hurt.

"There's nothing to talk about anymore Fal, even though you and Alula are sisters, my decision is still the same, I don't want to marry you." Shenina threw out the hand of Refal holding her wrist.

"Shenina, you are funny..Why do I have to explain about our relationship with you? why do you seem disappointed by this fact? Is it true, all this time your love is still for the mass of Refal? so does the great love of Rebal to you, so you're jealous to see me spoiled by my own brother." Alula said gently with a smile making Shenina's steps come to a halt.

Shenina was offended by Alula's words. Aye, right. He has no right to know the private life of Alula or Rebal.

But it is not easy to be near Refal whose incident is the former let alone ever khilaf when Refal was sick. While Shenina knew Alula was Refal's lover. Not Refal's sister. For weeks Shenina's heart was filled with guilt for Alula.

What did Alula say?

Of jealousy?

Of love?

Shenina smiled faintly, the dimpled girl concluded that her heart was numb even though she was aware that in the corner of her heart there was still the name of Refal. But Shenina chose to lie to her own heart.

Then how can Alula think she still loves Refal, even though Shenina is always normal.

Shenina looked up to see the face of Alula, her new best friend who had given workers and luxurious living quarters to her.

"You are right La, I have no right to know about you or Rebal. So, teach me that I'm disappointed with you.I'm expecting too high to be friends with you La, I tell everything to you, but you never tell me about your family. It turns out that all this time, I just thought you were a friend, you weren't!" Say Shenina with a soft and teary eyes.

Shenina's disappointed look at Alula did indeed look so clear. This would have frustrated Rebal himself. Why is friendship not a marriage agreement? duh Alula's.

Alula was still blinking her eyes. The girl who had a spoiled personality did not expect Shenina's response. Beyond prediction. Moreover, getting a sharp plot from his older brother who signed Alula should be able to restore the conversation that focuses on marriage.

"Shenina, I don't mean that..." Alula was full of guilt. Alula did not want this golden opportunity that had been built to unite Refal and Shenina to fail.

"Thank you for all your kindness La, from this second on. I'll be out of your apartment at once out of work." Shenina said as she glanced at Refal.

"No. can't. I've been bothering to renovate the apartment so that it can be near Shenina, if Shenina wants to move. No! if moving into my apartment after marriage is okay, I'm happy. Especially out of work. No! it's yummy!" Inner Refal.

"I don't want you to leave the company before your contract expires Shenina!" Resolute Refal.

"Why? calm down, I'll pay the penalty! Mas Argha, my future husband has promised to pay a penalty so I can quit my job after marriage."

The deg!

There was nothing more painful to hear all of that from Shenina's mouth straight away.

"No! you can't marry another guy Shenina... I'm not gonna let that happen." Rephal said sharply.

"You have no right to rule my life, Rehaldy!" Shouted Shenina.

Shenina pecked and closed her eyes for a few seconds to neutralize her heartbeat.

"You have no right to rule my life, Rehaldy! Whatever happens, I'll accept the proposal bang Argha!" Shouted Shenina frustratedly.

"Shenina's..." Call for Refal by shouting as well. Refal was unable to control his emotions as well when Shenina mentioned the doctor's name with 'bang. It sounded so sweet, even though Shenina's emotions were overflowing.

"Are you sure, that doctor is still willing to accept you who is now Shenina? Are you not virgin anymore? are you sure, that doctor will accept our child well if you are soon pregnant with my child Shenina." Refal's question actually pierced Shenina's heart.

Both are equally emotional. And this was the first time that Refal and Shenina yelled at each other in the soul.

Shenina sat down and cried. Refal's words in addition to making Shenina aware of a fact, also hurt Shenina greatly.

"I'm sorry bang.I'm sorry I can't take care of myself." Inner Shenina.

Shenina suddenly recalled Argha's message, a few years ago where Shenina was asked to look after her. Because a woman's self-esteem is judged by how well she looks after herself, keeping her virgin except for rape victims...

"As long as I'm still God-given the opportunity to breathe, I won't let you be with another man Shenina. I love you Shen. Love you so much." Refal crouched down right in front of the crying Shenina.

"In that case, I won't be with anyone until I die." Said Shenina while sobbing.

"Shenina's...." Call on Rehal who has lowered his ego and emotions.

"I'm sorry I. I love you Shenina.I beg you, let's get married."

"My decision is still the same Fal." Answer Shenina.

With Refal, many fears haunt Shenina. Naturally, the girl used to have many good dreams with Rebal. Future plans are discussed together but suddenly Refal ends their relationship unilaterally by holding another girl.

"Shenina. It's all my fault." Alula.

Her name was called, Shenina looked up to see Alula who had also shed tears.

"The events before, until now.all because of my fault Shenina... I made the Rephal mass in a very difficult choice until I finally chose to leave you."

Shenina still did not understand where Alula was talking.

"Nauraya, the girl who was a big fan of Refal at that time was my best friend, and I asked for the mass of Refal with him, he said, also ask papa to do something so that the Rephal mass receives Raya who is seriously ill." There is a bitterness that Alula felt when she was lied to Raya about her illness in order to be supported with Refal. Though Raya has healed.

"Mas Refal left you because of me. And that was my biggest mistake, Shenina. Because I used to be too naive and thought Raya was a suitable girl for Rebal because I felt very familiar with Raya. But it turns out he's just a wolf in sheep's clothing. And Mas Refal never for a second stared at Raya."

"I don't trust you guys! All you say is nonsense!"

to be continued